It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
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the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
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'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.' 'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. ' ♥-/Increased.Heartbeat ME. I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever. I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
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Saturday, May 29, 2010
LoveGivesMeHope favs
LGMH : [awesome website where people post their touching love stories which gives them hope.]
i just get bored of games and fb and etc. decided to have a wee bit of reading, and found this awesome website. which no matter how much i read, its never boring. http://love.givesmehope.com love stories. ever hoped that drama stuff happened to you? yeah, this reading feels like the real stuff. just got 1 favourite best that i chose. just read: I have a crush on my close friend for a while, and the other day, we were in town together. We ran into some people from our school who asked if this was a date, going red, i said no, we were just friends. He however said yes, turned me around and kissed me in front of them without warning. LGMH.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
i never knew that your smile meant so much to me
bloody loads to say today. :D HAHHH!
1st point. church dinner was MAD FUN ! HAH. laughed like mad. i sat at table 81 w my cellgroup. w ingrid, suzanna, wenxing, kongwei, wenhui, yueyang, zhengyi, weixue, zhengwen. names are according by how they sit. cos its a round table, so ingrid on my right, suzanna on my 2nd right, etc etc until zhengwen on my left. (: understand? nvms, just think you know can liaos =.= i went toilet to see sheryl and val. :D HAHHH ! val was wearing a black glossy dress. i love the design of the dress. mad chio. :o dens, got a game. wenxing was laughing like mad. kongwei just laughing. yueyang was laughing madly. =.= wenxing give yueyang those kind of... look. damn funny. den kongwei said something like this: yueyang, u go up lah, later u win prize den they ask you whats ur name den you go : HAAAHAHHAAA. :D MAD FUNNY. the way he said it. den, zhengwen had this HUGE prawn. he plucked out the 'shell' den, the watery brain flow out. he was disgusted. for me, i was laughing at the look of his disgusted face. den, i said: yeah, those are sperms. eat it lah. :P ingrid was so so so disgusted. (: i decided not to call that sperm anymore. i would call that prawn juice. :D lucky she act disgusted nia. (: YAYNESS. she told me that i was making sick jokes. ;D very long people nvr say me like that le. (: dens, me and ingrid teamed up against zhengwen and weixue. :P they loser lahs. i called zhengwen cockbrain. told wenxing. he didnt understand. he asked kongwei who was laughing like mad cos of the cockbrain thing? he explained it and idk what happened? ;D wenxing was like: eh, in order sia, p6, sec1, sec2, sec3. as in weixue, zhengwen, ME, ingrid. den, zhengwen said: hah, is also good boy, good boy, ah lian, (something i forgot) den i was like : WTH, qian bian arh? den, i said: LOLS, is no brain, cockbrain, clever, clever. :P laughed more. den, zhengwen said: okay, challenge 1, weixue vs esther. which is ME. den i call him xiao di di. (: he small small boy. :P den, zhengwen was like: aiya, their love quarrel. den i was like: WTH. dun make me puke lehs. den, weixue was like: me also lah, i puke out... vomit and water... and all my organs. den, zhengyi helped me challenge that small boyboy. :D HAHHH. thanks loads. (; den, i nid go liaos. dad call me go. ;( cant quarrel w them. but, was damn fun, cos i nvr talked much in cellgroup except for this. quarreling? my specialty. no lah, just kidding. i just know truckloads of vocab. remembered this like mad cos laughed at what i said dens, today, SUNDAY. went church. not much. mixed service. SHIOK. the youth songs changed alot lor ! but the not-so-new ones are mad old. OLDOLD. :( but, still okay? :o den, very very sleepy. when ended, i go home. nvr eat w them ;( i mean cellgroup. den, i sort of slept on the bus. tired mah ~! dens, lucky i woke up just in time . HAH ! anws, i gotta go. ;) byebye ! cyaas ! but in the end its still so lonely. i never knew that your smile meant so much to me that the moment you looked at me , i would freeze. that i could sense you that i would look away when i feel that you are looking at me that i would be thinking of you each and every night that i would like you. someone like you.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
smiles
YAY !
im like... so looking forward to cellgroup this week? Oo (: HAHAHAHAHA today was okay nia. cos got history sia ! (*&%(^$#^ and went bishan park for awhile. thr is 2 sec1 guys lah. me, yl and ashely kept making fun of them. damn shuang. but i halfway giddy. :( (: HAH. went home. ILOVEIT lahs ~! i studied for tmr. and guess what's tmr. LISTENING COMPRE. chinese summore ! <3 ! YAYNESS ! so what i did, was to watch tv all day. i mean from the time i come back. dad nothing to say. HAH ! OWNED. now use com. (: hahahahahahas ! :P playing petville. dk why i still not over it. anws, SHOWLUOAND RAINIEYANG are an item? or not? idk.. BUT IF THEY ARE, OMG ! my favvvvvvvourite couple lahs ! <3 them ttm ! gotta go, byees !
Sunday, May 9, 2010
shitloads
shitshitshit.
imupset. im upset im upset. im pissed im pissed im pissed haizz.. why the hell do i have to have cough? shucks. :( hmmmm.... on friday night.... so didnt go cell group. im still okay about it. not much lahs. saturday, things got worse. spent like my whole day coughing. 1-- went tuition. died halway. realised that my brain cells died. :O 2-- went home and sleep. with aircon, OBVIOUUUUS. <3 :D 3-- cant go to church the math tuition. as in xiao he teach me. although math is like.... this week alr? :( dad dun allow me. dowan me spread 4-- church also cant go.. :'( no chance to ......... haizz.. what i did was practically stay home and watch tv, GREAT. study, even better. =.= sunday came. cant go church VAL WENT OKAYS?! :'( haizz... she nvr always come chinese der. dam sad sia. :( dens, still must wait for 1 more week sia... church... :( i can stand it ! lols, like i dam mad sia. =.= dun siao liaos. gng lib w vinny tmr i think? (: greats. no one else. i mean no one of their kind. im fcking guai lor, cans? (: not saying much, byes ! to tam: im not pissed. im simply disappointed. idk how you will srsly get over aft brking up. how r u gna change him? see if he wna change 1st if he does, it wld be hard and one has to b w him. like you. but, does he really wna quit that much? think over. wun talk more. i promised that ill wash my hands outta this. getoverit.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
today
today.
AWESOME. 1-- had this really sucky english exam. 2-- had this really nice chinese exam. 3-- i keep playing with my goddamned watch. 4-- people arnd me cant concentrate = DIE. ashely was like complaining. i was rolling on the floor laughing my ass off. she cant listen to herself think/ HAHAHAHAHAHA. pwned, PWNEDDDD. tmr wun be playing lahs, anws, apologised to jeslyn and vinny. cos i freaking know im wrong. :( super bored lahs. :(:(:( haizzz... nth to write. nvr blog these few days. stupidddd. gtg, bbyes !
Sunday, May 2, 2010
imbored
very lazy these few days.
no feeling or mood to study... i wna cry all of a sudden.. haizz.. very long nvr blog ler. nothing to write. URGH. cant concentrate have this feeling im gonna blog for freaking long. uhh... dk what to blog about. school was boring ttm as usual. nows, got 3 pple like tam. :D or maybe 1 real one only. (: dens, she very mixed. surprisingly, i told her its okay. cos i objected to zg and w. :o anws, uhh... forgot alot liaos. but rmbed some. eg. tues. had this really failur-ic uhhh........ oral. english oral. kenna dao mrs ng. the lit tcher. haizz.. i suay lor. knnbccb. scolded by her sia. what to do? she ass >:( dens, vinny and i went home 1st, nvr wait for pple. at bus stop there, saw qinghao and lucas. den tell them the freaking mrs ng thing. qh damn funny. tam come with yuling. dens, they go bishan park. =.= den me and vinny went home. nt much. wed: got this stuuuuupid talk. eat with alot of pple. tam parents come. her mum fly-kiss her. she sibei paiseh. dam funny. bishan parked with yuling, yongling, ashely and andrea. (; went home. not much. thu forgot. friday, rmbed ttm uhh... schooled. emoed early in the morning. den cheered up abit. went home and ate cupnoodles. <3>:( WHATTHEHELL. KNNBCCB. told val. smsed marcus, val and vinny. :D and tam i think? freaking pissed. whatthehell. im just gonna tell him to stop freaking stalking me. ASSHOLE. i dowan to freaking sit beside him lahs. spams alr make me pissed. what? spam me ah? show off his touchscreen plus unlimited sms ah? im so not gonna tell him my new num. if i get a new one... thats it.. (: even talking about it makes me pissed. gonna scream someday. im seriously pissed. anws, reached home freaking late, watched lord of the rings, smsed marcus, he told me he watching iljimae. =.= again so.... sunday approached. i wanted to go. but overslept. bo bian, haizz. lucky lahs, cos i can dun sit beside him. :D so kenna stalked. dens, slacked whole day. YAY. i tmr studying with tam ! :D kekeke. ohwell, i got abit ready for church dinner. freaking jackass. i wearing a red dress. so weird. :( but no keans lah, formal. val said last year, everyone was formal. so i dun dare playplay lah. she meant the youth-lings. anws, idk what the freak to do on 22may for that dinner. im freaking out now. 20 more days. quite looking forward, but not at the same time. i gotta go. whoops. byebye ! <3> Labels: i will never be the same. |