It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
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the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
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'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.' 'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. ' ♥-/Increased.Heartbeat ME. I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever. I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
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Monday, July 26, 2010
小星星
Awesome song from cyndi wang.
城市里小星星稀疏的亮晶晶 太多光吃掉他们的身影 就像我爱上你隐没在灯海里 你眼中只看繁华的夜景 我的爱藏在你的背影里 像渺小却坚定的恒星 天黑的时候我远远陪着你 再小的闪烁也努力放光明 当有天我在夜空里面偶尔被发现 希望我眨眼能感动你视线 想把小星星排成爱的图形 为你的天空点缀一些惊奇 即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿 不求你看见只想为你发光永远 雨天里小星星孤单的湿淋淋 你躲在有人陪伴的伞底 就像我总被你遗忘在晴空里 月光下才有机会想念你 我的爱藏在你的背影里 像渺小却坚定的恒星 天黑的时候我远远陪着你 再小的闪烁也努力放光明 当有天我在夜空里面偶尔被发现 希望我眨眼能感动你视线 想把小星星排成爱的图形 为你的天空点缀一些惊奇 即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿 不求你看见只想为你发光永远 天黑的时候我远远陪着你 再小的闪烁也努力放光明 当有天我在夜空里面偶尔被发现 希望我眨眼能感动你视线 想把小星星排成爱的图形 为你的天空点缀一些惊奇 即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿 不求你看见只想为你发光永远 AWESOME ! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZ5jFjefPjI i love that song. from momolove i think? or... TAO HUA XIAO MEII ! hen an jing- fahrenheit.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
hurf hurf.
Okay fiona, i shant link you.
ohwell, when the hell did i ever link you. but who cares anyways. yesterday. was like a rollercoaster. evening, went oikos, slammed my bag down. den afew people come in. so, i from sit crossed legged until both legs ups. = SQUEEZED. but, still okay. at least i know i wont get a bruise or whatever. i mean numbness. okay. got into 3 groups. ours ended the earliest i think? idk. our story was about enoch. so so so so so short. 3 verses. THAT SHORT. but, still got some stuff lahs. den, gaojie came. AWESOME. i sat w her towards the end. she at nanyang poly. SO FAR AWAY FROM HER HOUSE @ PASIR RIS ! amk sia. 5 days a week. super jialat. (: heh heh, jyjys. i go nyp often too. LOLOL. heh hehs. okayokayokay. whats new. folded hearts. FINALLY GOT SEAN'S SECRET. but im not going to say it out to anyone. like of cos! Im not gonna betray anyone's trust. lols. den, other than that, yesterday was boring. only the part when i was going back to parent oikos that time. wenhui talk to gaojie, so i talk to suzanna. a car honked us. i give him the 'fuck you' face. :D suzanna was like: ... laughing? or maybe the face where it wasnt any good thing but funny? the only expression that she can give out. :DHAHAHAH. den, when walking the road. we scared die. so we chiong to the opposite side. SIAO LIAO ! oh, so... i guess it wraps up ytd ! today, madness. reallllly mad morning, woke up at 7 cos i was too cold. slept. woke up at 8 again. went to prepare for tuition. 9-1030 tuition. hell boring. i thought 12pm got another tuition. so i chionged. but, the tuition was at 1pm. so, SHIOK LAH ! thats why can use the com naoow. nao ! oh, SAW IT YTD. MAOW EVEREST ! from cg crap and funny stuff. inside joke. not much thens. off i go ! HAHAH. Didnt believe in love at all. I thought i would be stronger on my own But then you came along and I changed. Yes, I feel the butterflies, Yes I do go weak inside. Hate to admit it but Im here and I dont want you to leave my side.
Friday, July 23, 2010
cant go forward, cant go backwards.
Today. idont know.
yesterday: not muchs. today, early in the morning, went to school. cos ash told us go earlier. but she come damn late lah ! so, only i had the stuff. jes did some. i did some? yy and yl and i did some ytd. for racial harmony. (: yongling's new creation: racist harmony. yeahs, racist harmony. racial harmony. i prefer yongling's one. ;D HAHAHAH okay, so today. basically okay. music, the dance steps damn jialat. (: but i caught up lah ! and, cally kept saying that she learn finish liao. ok lah, we know liao, she still continue keep talking and it become damn irritating. :( during geo, the tcher cant teach anything. den, i keep talking to sean and tam. sean freaking didnt tell me what his secret was. he said: today night. but, he has been keeping it from me since wed?! he is just being an ass. he PROMISED that he would say. FREAKASS ! so, we played abit. he ask me some qns. like... 2 people, den i choose 1 which is chio-er/shuai-er or which you would rather be tgt with. walao, he super mean sia. he asked me 1st. the hardest qns was lucas or ben. (: next was zk or qinghao. den, i said: zk has the retarded face. he said: ya, of cos. i knowwww. --SO MEAN-- den , he sibei bhb. he ask: me or kingian leh? i asy: AIYO ! both also so jialat, dk what to choose sia ! :D HAHAHAHAH. but, kingian more jialat. :O den, i ask him liaos. wtfffff. he super mean towards a person. a or c. a. :D LOL HAHA. okays, so anws, tam and i raked up the past. and we rmbed the bryan soon thing. the 'hello, makan, bonjour, eff you' ! :D super funny ! after recess, i told him: YOURE THE WORST PARTNER ONE CAN EVER GET ! den i walk off. damn random. :D but who cares. okay, so, not much went home. damn emo. hope that cellgroup today will end slower. :D <3 it. so, i guess thats all. and, sean is so gonna die tonight.
Monday, July 19, 2010
funnily weirdly.
just thought of something funny that happened today and decided to write.
long time no post uhs ! been very very VERRYYYY BUSY lately. CHURCH STUFF ! i just realised that im willing to go church for like.. anything? although its so freaking far from my house. i love it so so so much. now. chinese service ! so weird. i thought i would hate it ttvm forever. but now, i love it. even more than youth. SORRY VALERIEEE ! okay. saturday night, served as usher. went home to sleep. woke up and went church. so, my (thursdays) fridays, saturdays and sundays are going to be basically like this. (thurs are only for prayer meeting which i went only once.) cg, sleep, tuition, church, sleep, church. so, i go home just to sleep. dont all people live like this? just that mine's freaking far. DAMN. ohkay, im quite surprised. i still rmb the february children thing. on the monday after it, i guess i was so high about it... (: *hahas youknowwho* some stuff happened i guess. (: my life. okays. highed today. lit was damn funny. i guess that was the only funny part. sean and lucas laughing so damn siaoly. den, i was in the middle. so, what to do? LAUGH LAH, LIKE DUHH~ ! kenna influenced. happy in him in my heart. GOD lahs, like OBVIOUSLY ! okay, so, the lit tcher was saying: ohkay, you all still rmb your first day of school? i forgot mine but i guess i cried. so, lucky the teacher called the A-team. short form for aunties team. but all consists of guys. :D so, sean's was funniest. he said: oh, first day of school... i was forced by my teacher to hold his partner's hand. female fat partner. for recess. den he cried. cos he had to hold her hand. SO DAMN FUNNY LAHS ! :D so, off i go now for more CHAO OUTSIDE BABYYY ! BYES ! Girl:"you think im stupid dont you?" Boy: "of cos not you dumb bitch" ***peterchao th rockerrr ! *** http://www.zanmeishi.com/song/12804.html
Friday, July 16, 2010
its different
you dont answer anything as i cry out i miss you.
All i wished now was that, you would watch my back as i left. that i would be able to let go. that i could be the first. these few days, not that good. super sleepy ow cos slept late ytd. went prayer meeting. and, God answered so many of my calls. im surprised. 1-- ms oh dun collect math file so strict. 2-- my bro come home instead of my parents. (: for number 1, i might have filed finish if i didnt go for prayer meeting, but i didnt regret. i think a few people know why. <: HAHA, *evilgrin* oh, today no cellgroup. SIAN TTVM ! and, i have to stop my habit of saying walao. actually, i say that without me realising it. anws, these few days, had been joking arnd w sean and tamilyn. yunjie got srsly pissed my vincent's voice. but, who actually likes him and can stand him but ethelin? :D anws, the science tcher, no one likes her. even 2I writing complain letter about her. she scolded 2I retards. she scolded our class, some people, retards too. :( DAMN HER. and, she scolded hanxin and yuanye retards, according to yuanye, cos they went on to the 2nd experiment. DAMN ASS. anws, the says v=w. so, convection=conwection. tam, sean and i were laughing. tam and i were : wibrating each other. sean was saying: my fawourite flawour is wanilla. sean say: my fawourite country is wietnam. tam and i laughing like mad liaos. then , got 1 michael jackson video, it was bloody scary. benjamin most jialat one. i screamed for so damn long lahs. :o cos, got this shadow etc, den, the RAWRRRRRRR loud and shocked me. i saw the scary image tat they photshopped in and was half dead. :( today, sean damn weird. and jiao kia. thats what he called me, he stupid asshole. oh, but after saying that, he finally smiled and got into the joke mood, so, thats worth it i guess. hes tired? STUPID FREAKASS. during math, we played this game that vinny intro me. he say got play before, but still damn suck sia. stupid :) so damn funny. den, he say: HUH? no more? cos he didnt wanna play that. kenna trashed mahs. stupidity ttvm. tricia de fren, enh how or whatever, he dao andrea, ignored qz. but, today cant go find him. he jiaokia humji cb lahs. efff euuuuu ceeeee kayyyyy people who are clever enough can read this and understand. <: HAHAS. sharonNg liked my status and im not even close to her? surprisingly. but i still did it. cos that time she waved back to andrea and i. fren btr den enemy. i shall love everyone. :D okay, i guess i shall wrap up with.. JESUS LOVES YOU AND I LOVE YOU TOO. *i do hope you read this* <:
Thursday, July 8, 2010
koreanpop
im so into stuff that i thought i would never get into these few days.
example: k-pop world cup suddenly into k-pop. songs with lyrics i dont even know. i know it when i read those english subs. but they are nice too. i just realised it. >( STUPID ! next, world cup. today, my 1st official world cup match watched. 080710. on germany and spain. when spain goaled, i was screaming and replayed it like million times over ! :D SPAIN VS HOLLAND !~ i shall see what my darling octopus says. :D HAHAHAHAHAHAH. in the mean time, germany vs idontknow who, JIAYOUS. NAZIS AND HITLER, YOU LOST YOUR CHANCE IN WC. :D okay, so, IM HAPPY. SPAIN ! HAHAHAHAH. thanks paul. germany supporters eg: HEIDI TAN ! KAIWEN ! ASHELY ! CHERYL ! PEARL ! and etc. something to tell ya all. HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH. SPAIN JUST WON GERMANY. <: i made a good choice, did i? .......... ......... ........ ....... ...... ..... .... ... .. . .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ ......... HAHAHAHAHA *evil grin and laughter* NOW, NO WHIPPED CREAM ON MY HEAD ! i gotta go nows. :D so, cyaas. my mum's gonna nag again.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
the quietness
super quiet these 2 days.
except with those who are not so close to me. i mean not besties lah, just frens/ good friends. yesterday, super emo in school especially lunch time. cos eli played haru haru and told me the touching mv. and those emo songs etc. :D influenced liao lahs, guarantee. and, SPAIN IS GONNA WIN. im not gonna let kaiwen let me wear her specially designed shirt. :D siaoed during chinese w kaiwen and yunjie during chinese. not that mad lah. but one part w kaiwen was super funny. she say : how to staple huh? i say: like that kiap lor. what she wanted to ask is which paper staple 1st. :D SO FUNNY. people, you missed it ! Labels: i remember years ago, someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
this is going to change
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
guess what. dont have to guess anyways. my com got reformatted. sucks now. away from that, so, SPAIN IS SO GONNA WIN GERMANY. THEY ARE SO GONNA WIN IT FOR ME ! otherwise kaiwen is going to FORCE me to wear a tee-shirt she design for me in school. if spain lose and germany win. and, im not expecting this shirt to be somewhere like: im a really good girl. maybe it will be: i am a moronic asshole for supporting spain. GERMANY FTW. PUII ! SPAIN FTWWW ! i dont know when i got hooked up onto world cup, but i just did. influenced lahs. i dont watch it. i watch the results. :D AWESOME. SPAIN WILL WIN. SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN ! YAYNESS ! i rmb, last week i was like: EEYER ! world cup sucks core ! EWWWWWW. den if they ask who i support, i will be like: ... SINGAPORE ~! now, OHMYGOSH ! SPAIN WILL WIN ! ashely and kaiwen are so into germany. geography teacher, tamilyn(i influenced her :D), zhekai, eldest bro, saiwai, and afew more, SUPPORTS SPAIN. SPAIN, I HEART YOU. WIN GERMANY TTVM ! :D HAHAHAHAH. damn siao now. shall go off now. i tell you people, ITS SPAIN OR NOTHING. cos im not going to wear that 'im a retard for supporting the loser spain' shirt or something that kaiwen might "nicely" design for me. :D KAIWEN. I WILL NOT WEAR IT. <: |