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It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'

'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '


♥-/Increased.Heartbeat

!!

ME.



I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.


Screams.



Yours Truly,
Basecodes: Bituwin
Designer: Increased.Heartbeat
Icons: HeartIcons

Monday, August 30, 2010
shattered into pieces

If your heart fell down one day,
when it shattered like glass onto the floor,
dont rush to gather all up,
hoping to put it back in mere minutes.
coz, you will only get injured in the whole process.
leave it there, till someone picks it up,
put it back in place,
and treats it carefully and seriously.
although there will be crack marks,
it will not matter anymore.

Saturday, August 28, 2010
FML FML

FML.
guess what.
Fuck my life.
at the same time, fuck my LEG.
i've got like this retarded useless toe which got dislocated or hurt or something.
idk. mum said it.
it sucks.
i almost feel down cos of that.
fucking retarded.
its pain when i walk.
it was from ytd.
fucking pain to walk.
excruciating.
guess what.
my parents are too lazy to bring me go tuition.
not only that.
dad said: really that pain meh?
whatthefuck.
fuck him upside-down.
not me duh.
=.=
its fucking pain lah cans?!
think i got too rough sometimes.
but, the funs in th process.
so shit, im going to go for tuition. it sucks.
this shit sucks.
and, i have to go there and back myself.
=.=
guess what. im gonna stay for RnR

Thursday, August 26, 2010
you alone. are worthy lord.

im listening to "till i see you".
awesome song. YUMYUM.
guess what. i ate strawberry flavoured condoms from durex. YUMYUM ! dinner settled !
jkjks. !
^^
saw that in cheers store just now, w yongling.
guess what. the aunty told me to buy it. WTFFF. ^^ funny.
today was madness.
morning was ... EMO TTVM.
cuz, no one knows where ive been in the morning after yj and nicole went for dance.
you know where i went?
staircase.
our classroom that one.
...
i heard yj laughing.
i heard people talking.
i shut myself out of it.
i bottled it up.
i thought of everything.
den, went to read teenage mag.
pe, was high high high.
or active larhs.
my grp had eli, me, tam, yingjie and vincent. ^^ nice grp urhs? :D
eli was referee.
so for 2nd match, nicole came.
basically to take revenge on the other grp.
which had:
qinghao, zhekai, lucas, chloe, licy.
they pissed off.
i thought me siol. ... :( maybe it is.
GAAAAAAH !
enemies. ^^
so anws, passed sean my diary.
the diary which cant be let out to tamilyn.
and etc.
so yeah.
i've got 3 three books.
and, this book is the only one he can see.
i mean sean.
=.=
okays.
so.
im feeling awesome.
thanks, durex. ^^ made my day. ^^ i wanna try on tampons.
someday. I SHALL !
^^
till i see you face to face and grace amazing takes me home.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010
head over heels

...
..
.
..
...
IM SPEECHLESS.
i guess thats the only answer i can give ya'll now.
guess what.
we SURELY have 1 thing same in common. (:
you hate me right?
GOOD !
cos i hate me too. (: cheers !
i hate myself to the core.
idk why.
my self-esteem drooooped down down down low onto the ground.
:(
i feel like a bad friend.
i feel like shit.
i feel that it would be anyone but me.
anyone he'd choose.
anyone but me.
anyone.
i'm surprised at the fact that i got such a good sec2 friend.
but, i dont even comfort her.
i dont even help her.
i suck.
i know that.
idk why she continued going w me.
i mean like.
tons of people would go recess w her if she was alone.
everyone would crowd her.
but, me?
i guess none.
i guess have to try to talk.
but get left out.
i mean.
i feel inferior.
i told you, my self-esteem's reall low now.
REAL LOW.
in hell. somewhere there.
(:
The mark of a true crush is that you fall in love first and grope for reasons afterwards.
i think thats real true.
(:
haizz.
another:
if you're never scared or embarassed or hurt, it means you never take chances.
to win, you'll have to risk loss.
kissing is a means of getting two people close together that they can't see anything wrong w each other.
you dont have to go looking for love when its where you come from.
i love all these from: chicken soup for th soul.
THANKS TAMILYN ! :D

" why did you give him up?"
"cause i love him but couldnt make him happy.. "

Saturday, August 21, 2010


and i'm still here for you. till forever.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010
just wasnt myself.


love this shot.1-- im blocked.
2-- bet i looked horrid.
3-- its my OIKOS ! what else?
4thly...
thats our 7th shot together.
1st shot: :( I SUCKED !
2nd shot: SO FREAKING HUGE ! i mean like hundred plus people? :O
3rd shot:table full of people. :O and i bet i looked like a bitch.
4th shot: my eyes were dry and i closed it.
5th shot: another whole table-ful of people.bitchy. disgusting.
6th shot: i was so damn.... cmi. disgusted. another bitch shot.
7th shot . this one: I WAS BLOCKED ! at least nvr take the bitch face lah. :D i meant mine. sometimes my face fails me. :(
that was a fun shot. loved that.
maybe not in time to come.













im just feeling like that. (:


true love

hahas, my left hand my supporting my cui head, and my legs are crossed.
got the shock when i saw this.
shant elaborate much on today.

cos it definitely sucked. :(

so sleeeeepy !

ash and zk fight.

GOOD GOOD !

super pissed w sean.

>:(

got this awesome book from tamilyn.

chicken soup for the teenage soul:

true love.

the quotes were like:
AWESOME !
eg:
--you know youre in love when you cant fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
--its better to have loved and lost than never to had loved at all.
--the very first moment i beheld him, my heart was irrevocably gone.
--its easy to fall in love, but hard to find someone that will catch you.
--laughter is the sun that would melt away the winter in your face.
--hope is patience with the lamp lit.
--happiness often sneaks through a door you didnt know you left it open.
--in true love, the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.
i'm gonna put these on fb.
but, who cares.
ANDAND , I LIKE KAIWEN ALOT !
i mean as a friend DUH !
she is like the awesomest photgrapher i've ever seen.
idk why im so random, but yeah.
I (L) HER. (Y) !

Monday, August 16, 2010
i wanna stay in love

IM IM IM IM
SHITTY SHITTY SHITTY.
i shouldnt have walked away.
:(
remember we used to touch the sky,
lightning dont strike the same place twice.
super super super emo these few days.
:(:(:(
i mean when im alone.
guess what.
i wanna stay in love.
:(
its gone.
i mean, i wanna continue thinking of him.
:(
GAAAAAH !
idk why.
maybe cos it was fun and nice?
hahas.
cried my hearts out today.
and, not cos im touched by God or whatever.
self-sympathy.
RETARDED !
i shouldnt have.
but, it cleared out my feelings.
i felt im pathetic.
:( no one understands etc etc.
:(
have to go off nowwww !


no matter how much i tell myself that I DONT CARE, i do.
you are the only thing i care about now.
and it scares me more and more everyday.
{iloveyouasshole}

Saturday, August 14, 2010
quiz from val's blog

Title :
What do you have:
[♥] Mother
[♥] Father
[ ] Step-father
[ ] Step-mother
[ ] Step-sister
[ ] Step-brother
[♥] Brother/s
[ ] Brother-in-law
[ ] Sister/s
[ ] Sister-in-law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[♥] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[♥] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[ ] Guest room
[♥]Living Room
[ ] Own computer
[ ] Own TV

Total so far > 6

[♥] Full size/Queen bed
[♥] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[♥] MP3 player/iPod
[ ] PS2/3
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP or 64
[♥] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Xbox/Xbox 360
[ ] Wii
[ ] Your own laptop

Total so far > 10

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Football table

Total so far > 10

[ ] Night stand
[ ] Stereo in bedroom
[♥] DVD player in bedroom/portable

Total so far > 11

[♥] Go shopping at least once a week
[♥]Expensive cologne/perfume
[♥] AIM/MSN
[♥] Camera on phone

Total so far > 15

[ ] Go cart/car/quad
[♥] Guitar/drums/bass guitar
[♥] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[ ] Travelled out of the continent
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[♥] Expensive jewellery
[♥]Met a celebrity

Total so far > 19

[♥] Straightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in your pocket/wallet
[♥] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card
[ ] Have a TV in your room
[♥] Mirror in your room

Total so far > 22

[♥] Window in your room
[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to Mexico
[ ] Been to Jamaica

Total so far > 23

[ ] Parents have a car
[ ] Have owned or own a jet ski/boat
[ ] Have/had a camper
[ ] Been to 3+ states
[♥] 80+ buddies on Facebook/MySpace

Total so far > 24

[♥] Home cooked meal almost every day
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[ ] Own a camera
[ ] Have been to Disneyland

Total > 25

[ ] Have/had a dog
[ ] Have/had a cat
[ ] Have/had a bird
[ ] Have/had a snake
[♥] Have/had a turtle
[♥] Have/had any other pet
Total > 27

Post as:1-25 = Ghetto!
26-40 = Average Teen!
41-50 = Spoiled TEEN!
51+ = Upper Class Snob!

Friday, August 13, 2010
just that few minutes

today today today was was was nice shit nice shit.
stupid uhs?
=.=
shall go off to prepare for oikos.
SOON.
so nao, blogging time ~ !
tam, ashely and licy nt in school, cos of the yog cultural village.
the one which i couldnt go.
the one which i got over it.
dance sucked.
=.=
geo was... quiet.
recess spent w andrea.
:O
guess what tamilyn? I DIDNT MISS YOU ! >:D
HAHAHAHAHAH
im feeling mean ttvm !
and, during cl, was eating w sean.
wtffff.
damn funny.
i took the polar snack from my pocket to put under table.
he say: you got bring food to eat in class ah?
i was like: Ya, DUH !
den, we 2 show eachother wat we bought.
ITS THE SAME !
high-fived like duh.
he got addicted to it.
AND HE SAID THAT HE HATED IT LAST TIME !
:O he fucking loser ! :D
so, blahblahblah. math sucked.
on the bus ride home, 262, was w yongling, vinny, yuling, jiahui and sharon.
on the mrt ride home,
yuling alighted at braddell.
sharon and i alighted at tpy.
jiahui dunno where alight. :X
den sharon and i sat 238 back.
she live at block 1.
grace jie there the block siol lo !
her aunt at my block 15th floor.
:O SURPRISINGLY OR WHAT ?!
so anws, went to cut hair.
cut my fringe BANGS !
trimmed off the back part.
the damn dry one.
so, i cant pull it back so its freaking short nao.
hmm. guess i havta go off nao. (: CYAAS !

Saturday, August 7, 2010
these few days

hmmmmm.
shant talk about thu cos it was cca.
and i had fun siaoing w xiling. (:
so, FRIDAY.
wore the see no evil, hear no evil, say no evil ape shirt.
(:
after school celebration, went out w cally to
ion orchard
313@somerset
bugis junc
den, ashely called and ask me if i wanna go over. LIKE DUH !
so, i left cally and went to
AMK HUB to find them.
den, sun plaza at sembawang which was near jeslyn house and went jes house afterwards.
(: FUNFUNFUN !
at first, i damn quite one.
paiseh marhs, w a group which i not so close to.
den, start high liao.
there is this tv show with a t-rex.
den, the boy stand at the corner.
the t-rex try to reach for the guy.
but cant.
there's this really evil bastard who tried to tell the t-rex to kill him ( its freaking cartoon)\
but, the t-rex was like:
i have a BIG head and small hands ~
den, his hands actions was damn cute !
so, we took loads of shots at jeslyn house.
HER HOUSE ROCKS !
is like....
2 floor, curtain looks like photoshoot the place, and tripod thinggy to hold the cam.
took loads of photos.
LOVED THEM!
thanks much to kaiwen for shooting them and photoshopping it. (: ROCKS !
den went down.
sat in th middle of the road. (:
to take photos. :D HAHAHAHAH !
den, more shots at the grass there.
den, went playground.
the chips was disgusting .
den, go oikos.
almost late, but, I WASNT ! :D YAYNESS !

Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Ashely is jealous. HAHA

today was chinese den science.
:O
tmr is math and lit.
thu is art and homec
fri is national day.
YAYNESS !
i forgot whatever shit reason i told my mum so that i could use the com, so i should get serious after this post ehs?
wa sia !
msging yl nao.
later tell you what she tell me.
so, today was FUNFUNFUN !
during chinese, me, vinny, andrea and cheryl 'plotted' to trip the chinese tch.
during chinese exam, nid become :hcl, cl and malays.
so, changed seats.
sat btwn eli and sean.
end of the paper, sean was cre8ing tornadoes w his bottle.
i wan play lah. his stupid botter.
but. he damn asshole. >:(
den is sci, den go home.
den during chinese exam, ashely told yongling
that me and sean sitting tgt, so got "yuan fen"
WTF.
den, nao msg yongling, i say: aiya, she jealous nia. jealous of me. (:
DAMN FUNNY !
den she say: ya lah ! last time she always sean here sean there.
den, i say: when they enemies that time, she also keep saying.
like that also can 'add sparks' one.
WAH. DAMN SHIOK !
hmm, yl like that say, i think she like him before.
hmmm. HAHAH.
I BET SHE WAS STARING AT ME DURING THE WHOLE OF CHINESE PAPER COS SHE WAS FREAKING JEALOUS !
HIAKHIAKHIAK !
cos, right after the teacher collect finish, ashely IMMEDIATELY said that.
JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS.
HAHAHAH.
I bet she turned red immediately after reading this.
or maybe tell me to delete it.
:D HAHAHAH. so funny.
im feeling geniusy nao !
ashely, you wanna sit beside him, den drop to normal chinese lah !
(: might have a chance.
or maybe you can force him to sit beside you with the little fact that you got from him when you read his msgs. :D
HIAKHIAKHIAK !
went to eat w xiaohui and yeah, ENDED !