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It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'

'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '


♥-/Increased.Heartbeat

!!

ME.



I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.


Screams.



Yours Truly,
Basecodes: Bituwin
Designer: Increased.Heartbeat
Icons: HeartIcons

Friday, February 25, 2011


Thursday, February 24, 2011
I don't wanna say that he's mine.

HI BLOG.
Today was tiring but fun !
I'm actually that little bit happy that Mr Gana didn't reveal the results.
What if I failed ?
Lucky me.
I must have failed.
Instinct, :(
Our IPW group haven't do our presentation.
Although we went up, but I swear Mrs Thomas failed us.
Or maybe just pass.
Cuz the 3 china girls in our group.
Then, they never talk at all.
GEESH.
So I just chionged it out.
SStudies was still okay. New topic seems easy, :D
Another thing to keep me occupied, LOVES.
Nowadays, I like Mondays.
I wanna stay away from Fridays.
I love studying, (Y).
What a lie.
Anyways, Recess was AWKWARD.
Is like we never talk at all.
I sorta regretted not bringing my earpieces.
Geog, our seating arrangement changed.
Chrystal became Cheryl's #1 hated person.
But, I'm still beside Cheryl.
She bought food, I felt bad.
I'm going to bring it next week okay ! Don't make me feel so guilty already ! :O
MT was mixed feelings.
I was supposed to be angry.
But instead, I was laughing.
Got act angry lah, but laughed a few seconds later.
Cuz SherylChong was like:
Ey, BEHBEH LEYS ?!
Then she meant SeanBeh.
Then QZ never come, :(
Sean and Shuek started talking.
Then suddenly, he insulted my Mum.
Pls la, my mum also not his prob.
So, I piacked him on the back.
I swear almost half the class turned behind cuz they heard the slap.
Then he of cuz pain la, cuz, EVEN MY HAND WAS ALSO PAIN.
Shuek was laughing.
Then he said those people who are in 3D, my class (not his, :D), are ....
Then before he could say it, I was giving him the 'death-stare'
Then he say: Very good.
Then pls la, is so obvious he was so sacarstic.
So again, I piacked him.
Then he was saying : Violent girls huh, very...
Again, i glared at him, he don't dare anyhow say.
:D XIAODIDI,
At the end, I saboed him in front of teacher a whole damn lot of times.
Then, at last I was like damn irritated liao.
So, I give him the 'fuckyou' look that he taught me, LOLOLOL.
Then he insult my Mum, AGAIN.
I bang on the table, then shuek was like: Sorry sorry lah..
Then he was like: *serious face* Huh omg Sorry.
Then I was laughing like mad already.
then he continued.
Then at one point, had to go back class,
he said one last sentence,
then he went back to his class.
I of cuz must whack him lah, DUH.
So, I went into his class, and PIACKED him on the back.
LOUDEST OF ALL TIME.
Is like I never slapped anyone on the back so hard.
Good dog, lemme abuse.
Chem teacher was like damn funny lah ! :D
Assembly sorta sucked.
Cuz, DogRaj wanted us to stay back to practice how to sit and stand.
WTF, bastard.
Eff you upside down. :(
Then, Gladys had to rush off to sailing, :(
Cuz Me, Gladys and Kerlynn were supposed to go to IMH to sorta like scout around.
Then, Kerlynn say she need go CCA cuz she everytime never go then this time the teacher want her go, -.-
So she ask the 3 china pupils.
They can lah, then we went with MrsThomas.
Joey saw us then ask if she could go along,
so RouHua went along too.
6 people+ 1 teacher. *likelike*
Then, bonded with RouHua and Joey.
I never talked to them what, then now needa discuss about the PPT that we'll need tmr.
MrsThomas want us to go to do a school presentation ( NEXT NEXT NEXT TIME).
:O
Then tomorrow one is in class.
Then Joey rushing out now.
At least I told her what to write.
At least more simple points for the cheena people,
HAHAHAH
Went to cca @ 6pm.
I swear they didn't realise my absence.
Except for secretary and my section.
HEHEHE LIKELIKELIKE.
Pretty much like that, got really tiring. $$-less too.
Okay, finally.
A proper blog post, compared to those biangs one before.
kthxbye

Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Did you ever push away the ones you should've held close ?

Hi blog.
Today was fun .
1) ZhaoYi=Ah Yi. Aaron's name in Love Buffet.
2) Yeongsoon= Ya Lun. Aaron's chinese name.
3) Chinese period today was fun, I was talking to Sean, QZ and Sheryl all along.
I love my life.
Skipped my lunch, AWW HUNGRYYYYY.
And, OMG, so fast it is wed alr.
COMMON TEST FINALLY OVER.
Going off to slack. kthxbye

Monday, February 21, 2011
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down

Hi blog.
I just deleted a whole lot of chunk of stuff.
Will write that in my private blog.
While writing it halfway, all the memories came back and I almost cried.
No I didn't, I'm strong.
I don't know what to say.
Tragedy.
Shal update my priv blog instead.
Including the whole chunk I deleted.
kthxbye

crashand-burned.blogspot.com
Go ahead, move on.
I'll be alright.
Someday, I'll move on.
Maybe even further than you.
Seems like you didn't notice it yet,
we'll be leading different lifes.
Not with you, not me. Someday, I'll find someone new too.
Tc. Bye.

Sunday, February 20, 2011
Even though she can't say his name anymore, and just because she never talks about him, doesn't mean he isn't always on her mind.

OMFG.
Sorry blog, been blogging too much.
Damn bored la can.
SHIT SHIT SHIT. TOO MUCH.
I feel like I'm going to die soon.
Like, everything's really over.
And lke, die of boredom.
I'm thinking of sleeping thou its 954 pm only.
LIKE HUH.
Upset.
Very.
Coughing my ass off.
CT's just tomorrow and what to do.
DAMN.
OKay, shall use 10 minutes to type every shit thing I've been wanting to say.
News #1:
I've been replaced.
Yes, thanks.
I'm glad I am.
Really.
Yes,I'm thinking further ahead already.
I don't expect us to actually hold out longer.
But we actually did.
But now, I think we'll just be friends.
Good friends.
Not more than that.
Go ahead, move on.
I've found new dudes & dudettes.
I'll get over it.
News #2:
CT next week.
LIKE FUCK MY LIFE.
DAMN IT. (*^$&@&^*
I've been trying to study, but I can't.
Nothing's getting in and I'm ready to fail my SS liaos.
Yes, I've tried.
You don't know me. Don't act like you do.
Go ahead, laugh.
I feel like I'm a loser already.
News #3:
KerlynnSeeRQ wanna go back Normal Acad cuz of the friends.
And maybe cuz she ..
update next time.
kthxbye

Don't quit because something went wrong. Quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.





HI BLOG.

NAISE UH. The photos I like !
Yes, they are handwritten and taken in my old house.
I love my phone's photos quality.
I love the quote thinggy.
Okay lah, the quote not say very nice liddat.
But quality okay la dey.
That neoprint was the favourite out of the 100+ that I've ever taken.
There, I don't know what to write already.
TP101 was still okay. I thought it was pretty normal.
-.-
Off to studying.
CT tmr. FML.



Saturday, February 19, 2011
That awkward eye contact with somebody who used to mean the world to you.

FML. FAHRENHEIT IN JAPAN.
DAMN,
WHEN THEY COME, I SWEAR I'M GOING TO THEIR CONCERT AND FETCH THEM FROM THE AIRPORT, OMG.
MUST !
*swears to self and is going to keep to the promise*
OMG NOW 3 SONG ADDICTION.
AND WORST PART IS I CAN'T DOWLOAD IT INTO MY MP4 ! )*&%&#(^&078
Better save up nows.
And buy the wooden sticks or something to make a banner. LOL YES I NEEEEDDD !
FUCK.
I've been telling myself to do homework.
BUT ALL I'VE BEEN DOING IT TO BE PLAYING THE COMPUTER ALL DAY LONG SHIT.
Not going church today duh.
Going on sundays liao.
I dowant come 2 days.
Tiresome shit

Sorry that I loved you, sorry that I needed you, sorry that I held you tight

HI BLOG.
Sorry so long never post liaos.
OHMYGOD.
Sorry that I loved you- Anthony Neely is DAMN NAISE LA CAN.
Gladys' intro.
And he is damn shuai also.
BUT AARON YAN STILL BETTER !
(L)
Yesterday ROCKED.
Was sitting at the back of the bus to science center and back from there.
With Kerlynn, Gladys, ZhiChean, Minnie.
Then seaweed was like so scarily quiet lah !
But Minnie was like damn siao la ! :D
They both were like squashing Kerlynn and I.
Then gladys throw her bag on the floor then crawl on top of us.
We having picnic.
Had so many much loads of snacks that we were eating at the back.
I swear we were the noisiest.
On the way there, was still okay.
At there, took a whole lot of photos with Gladys and Kerlynn. Some with Minnie.
Seaweed un-photogenic. :(
On the way back, LyeYee and Kerlynn were like singing zao xia.
Then Me minni and gladys were like the judges, keep telling them next song.
We know one then we sing along.
:D HAHAHA, WE WERE LIKE DAMN NOISY LA CAN.
The driver thought I was making all the noise.
PLS LA NO.
But he still joked around with us.
:D
Got 1 more song addicted.
I just had sex- Akon.
Basically, the lyrics is
I just had sex, and it felt so good ~
BLAHBLAH.
OMG DAMN NAISE.
Hey dude and dudettes,
don't think so much about the lyrics.
And, if you are those mugging kid type, don't even check this song out.
This song is KerlynnSee intro one.
She got a condom in her wallet.
Those cheapo kind.
I going to buy also.
The more expensive one lah.
APPLE FLAVOUR!
3 in one pack.
Then give one to kerlynn, tell her throw away the cheap one.
Not safe, :D
HAHA JKJK.
DOUBLE SONG ADDICTION OMG.
LIKE LIKE LIKE.
Okay, like that.
I needa do my whole AMath TB thou.
I don't quite get what I'm actually learning.
Memorized Chem 1-14 periodic table.
Hydrogen Helium etcetcetc.
GEESH. I feel so nerd, so noobshit.
Changing my blog the quotes again.
(: Kthxbye

Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Sometimes, all we need is not 99 roses, nor a fake rose. All we need is a little more time and a little more love.

HI BLOG.
OMG LIBRARIED WITH VINNY TODAY.
NAISE
She said I become...
-meaner :D
-Hot and colder.
-give the __ face to them more often
-buaysong damn alot.
AND MANY MANY MORE !
Then I suan her like shit.
Aiya, different class mah, get over it.
OMG, going Blk 1 for dinner tmr.
@ grace house.
I mean my cousin.
At sharon's block also.
But nvminds, I'll be later. Since there's SCIENCE CENTER !
I don't even know what to put of facebook, DAMN.
Talked a whole damn lot to giving.
In the morning, Lit was mostly testing vinny and Qz about geog stuff,
and talking to karmun.
Gladys with her ganggggg.
Kerlynn die liao.
Then was shocked at something in the afternoon.
Had someone to message thou, *clapclap*
DAMNIT.
I think this month, my message I send only about less than 100 bah.
NO ONE TO MESSAGE, FFFFFFF.
:(
It feels like all the guys on earth died.
YA LIKE FML RIGHT.
SIAN LAH.
Commontest next week.
FML EVEN MORE.
* spams middle finger*
BORING SHIT,
I don't even have an aim in life now.
Okay, gtg. Dad and Mum would be coming in soon.
kthxbye.

Kerlynn See gave me a super cute, purple necklace.
LOVE DIE.
SHE'S SO SWEET ! LOVE IT !

Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Seconds pass, minutes and days, but your name still hurts in so many ways.

OH SHIT, I'VE GROWN FATTER.
All the chocolates during valentines day and etc.
OMGOMGOMG. DIEDIEDIE.
HEHE ANYWAYS
TODAY SUCKKKKKKEDDDDDDDD.
Shall write it in my private blog.
And, lunched with XiLing and BingLin and Jolin and YiXuan they all today
Instead of YL.
Cuz was sorta waiting outside their class until pekchek.
Then pei cally walk around level 3.
Then TADAHH, they're gone.
So, saw xiling then eat w them lor.
Damn it.
Geog test tomorrow.
Then common test next week.
FUCK. What do they think we are? Genius ah?
Pls la, we need to go shopping and go out to play around one can.
Then they expect us to mug our ass off.
NO WAY.
Tired liao la can.
KNN, they seriously pushing us sia.
Cca 4 days a week, like __
Mon, tues, thu and Sat.
Pls, I've got my church to go to on sunday, with my believers class and it ends at about 2pm.
I love my church, FYI, don't get wrong idea. I just want more time there than in school.
My chem teacher go give birth to her indian kiddo, so this lao ah pek come teach us.
The first lesson come in then keep scolding us liao.
BASTARD.
So I good kid lor, ask qns and whatever shit.
Then he say: we'll know as we get on.
LIKE EFF EUU CEE KAYY NO !
HE SUCKS AT TEACHING LA CAN.
-.-
Off to library tomorrow and Friday.
Damned busy week this week.
I NEED MY LIFE TO CHANGE.
Can't concentrate liao= mugging life soon over ! :D
Great class test results.
*clapclap*
3 A1, 1 A2, 2 B3.
A1- Emath, Amath, CL (LIKE WTF RIGHT !)
A2- Physics
B3-EL, Chem
Surprisingly, my Chem and Emath was like highest in class.
Then was like: OHMYGOD, SERIOUS ?
Anyways, have to go nows.
Go study for geog test tmr.
HAHA KIDDING. Now is slacking time liaos.
kthxbye

Monday, February 14, 2011
Today, I told God the same prayer. I hope that you'll be the one that makes me thank all the guys who left.

YUMYUM, KINDERJOY.
OMG SO LOOKING FORWARD TO SCIENCE CENTER+ MOODRING + ASTRONAUT ICECREAM !
LIKE LIKE LIKE.
Chionged out super loads of letters today.
Last minute decision.
GEESH, so chiong.
Okay, shall go pokemon + petville soon.
Loving the valentines day.
Anyways, i'm pathetically messagebuddy-less.
SAVE ME.
I NEED TO TEXT SOMEONE LIKE FOREVER.
kthxbye



That's right, I love you.
&I'll always believe in you.

Sunday, February 13, 2011
The most difficult situation you can ever be faced with is deciding whether you should just move on, or hold on a little tighter.

HI BLOG.
The believer's class were unexpectedly nice.
:D 7 more lessons.
Then 4 more for the baptism class.
OMG, So nervous.
School's tomorrow.
Shit lah.
I don't know why I now like that, >.<
got 2 presents from my angel liao ! :D
HAPPY !
I love presents.
1 pen+ 1 keychain+ 1 mintbox.
I haven't give anything to my mortal yet. :o
Okay, shall buy soon ! :D
YAY, I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
ALL THE GIFTS ! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Spending another dateless valentine.
:( GEESH.
But I'm satisfied I think.
Got all the homeworks to pei me spend my pathetic time.
Haiz.
SO HAPPY NOWS.
SWEETHEART RATED ME 4/5 HEARTS !
HAHAHAHAH YL AND VINNY GOT 3.
HAHAHAH PWNED.
JKJK !
I love it. I DO mean something to someone.
OMG FML. I never buy anyt for gladys.
Shit, tomorrow then buy in school, HAHAHA
I'll be expecting 2 balloons + a polaroid tomorrow.
:D HAHA YAY.
I love the feeling of being loved.
HAHA JEALOUS?
I like receiving gifts too ! :D
Needa go on a shopping spree soon.
My hands getting itchy to spend my $$$.
HAHA KIDDING.
I spend almost all liaos.
The rest for tomorrow then my CNY $$ all gone !
Freaking jealous of those people who get like $2k+ on the first day liao lor.
Like my bro friend who got 2k from his dad only.
Then mum and etc not included yet.
Need more $$.
Saving up for mood ring too.
Going science center this Thursday.
MUST MUST MUST BUY ASTRONAUT ICE CREAM.
It doesnt melt, and tastes exactly like icecream.
WHO WANTS IT RMB ASK ME HELP YOU ALL BUY HOR.
+ 50% GST lah.
HAHA JKJK.
Becoming a whore.
There's cca tomorrow.
No way I'm going.
I'm going remedial instead, (Y)
Okay, just like that.
kthxbye

Saturday, February 12, 2011
Not even 2012, paranormal activity, shooting or bomb attacks is more terrifying than seeing 5 missed calls from mom.

HI BLOG.
I love the title.
Freaking naise , so real
Okay, I'm going to write a quote down at the end lah, not going to be so bad to people who wants quotes desperately, -.-
Feel like puking.
I swear something's fuking wrong with that nasilemak just now.
SHIT.
Tomorrow got the believers class.
Die lah, with my current state,
GG.
Aiya, gtg.
Yesterday sucked.
kthxbye, next time update.



Pretty Pretty please, don't you ever ever feel, like you're less than fucking perfect.
Pretty Pretty please, if you ever ever feel, like you're nothing,
you're fucking perfect to me.
- Fukin' Perfect - Pink

Thursday, February 10, 2011
When I see your smile, and know that's not for me again, that's the time that I'll let you go.

OMFG.
DIE.
Feeling clueless like... ???
Yeah, if you text me often, you'll that that I usually don't use more than 1 questionmark.
So, I'm dreading tomorrow.
Anyways, koped one mark for chem from the teacher, so I'm officialy the highest.
:D AHAHAHAH HAPPY.
I remember I never revised Chem and still can get like that.
Lost for songs too.
Songless.
Geesh.
Todays' plain.
Not that high.
More of being glued to my phone, watching gloomy salad days.
YES, I've downloaded it into my phone.
*clapclap*
Okay, I should stop blogging so much.
I swear many of mine and others secret are said here.
I mean, not directly, but still understandable,
by a few friends who are damn close.
Like Tam? Val?
I share everything with them and etc
Therefore, they'll know what I'm trying to say, even indirectly.
Those which are straightforward then don't need say la.
Okay, Private blog updated.
OMG, that blog is not locked,
but its superly duperly private.
Like no one knows it.
Not even Tam.
Or even Val.
Spilled all my secrets out there.
GEESH. SCARY.
But, I feel safe there.
Uh yah, so gtg.
kthxbye

Wednesday, February 9, 2011
I had a lot of smiles for a lot of reasons in my life. But how can I forget the person who makes me smile even for no reason at all.

I swear there are many stalkers out there just that I don't know.
:D Hi blog, I hope I'm starting this on a right note.
Sadly, that Raj never say 'on a right note' already.
He got his lefts and rights correct too.
He's getting boring.
Maybe he saw my blog and decided to change?
STALKER.
Nah kidding.
Went to study with Vinny and YL just now.
Then dinnered with Vinny.
Shit my com's lagging like shit.
Gonna update my private blog soon.
kthxbye

Monday, February 7, 2011
one day when you decide to come back, don't forget that it was you who let go, not me.

HI BLOG.
Fun day today.
Filled with laughing and sleeping.
Slept during physics class and woke up laughing like shit.
PE was mad.
Kerlynn and I had 1420 for our 1.6 timing.
Then many people thought our 2.4 timing is 1420.
LOL, our speed is like damn slow la, can ?
Like shopping kinda speed.
And, facebooked during lit class.
I love the teacher.
Screamed like shit just now.
Okay, I can't go universal studios.
Dad and mum don't wanna sponsor me. :(
So, getting high today.
Cfm will be ruined by cca.
I hope this week will stay like that too.
Kthxbye.

Saturday, February 5, 2011
Said I'll always be your friend, took an oath and imma stick it out till the end.

HI BLOG, HAO JIU BU JIAN.
Been pokemoning. HEHEHE, I LIKE.
OMG LA, freaking hot nows.
Yesterday was FUN FUN FUN.
Went to Marina Bay floating platform there, from esplanade.
With Wenxing and Wenhui.
I LIKE THE SKY RIDER LIKE MAD.
And, I saw sinyei there.
HWEETING SAID SHE WENT BUT I DIDNT SEE HER ! :(
So anyways, Wenxing grabbed the chain until his hand bled.
LMAO
Wanna go there again.
I like amusement parks.
Okay I guess thats all folks.
kthxbye