It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
ME.
I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
Links .
6D'08@PCPS
2Endeavour'10@MFSS
Grace.T@PCPS
JiaJun@YDC
Shermaine@BC Chinese
Tamilyn@MFSS
Vinny@MFSS
YongLing@MFSS
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Shermaine@BC Chinese
Tamilyn@MFSS
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YongLing@MFSS
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Saturday, November 7, 2009
letting go might not be so bad..
haiz...read tam's blog...
my feeling went straight down.
how i wished andrea was here right now...
how i wished i wanted to talk to someone.
ytd,wasnt so fun anws.
vinny emoed abit.
which was superly unusual.
i didnt even get anything nice.
i stil wanted to like shop for clothes.
left with no money.
sadded.
so pathetic.
haizz...
tam and vinny go first.
me and yl chatted.
spent QUALITY time tgt.
she told me her probs,i told her mine.
tam now want leave the group.
well,i left long ago.
hmm...on that day when they forgot me completely after 10 min.
tam tot tht im in their group.
nope.
she should have been with vinny and yongling.
in the first place...
totally not with me at all.
vinny brought to her laughter,me and yl--emoness.
fuckit.
me and yl chatted about it.
read tam's blog.
i dont noe what to sae.
this time is she really going?
i thought to myself.
actually,the main reason i left the group,
was not because i was afraid to be hurt again.
but was so that t,v, and yl could spend more time tgt and i could spend more time with
other people,esp andrea.
now she is leaving her own grp.
hmm..
weird.
i will miss her...
to tamilyn:
if someone asked me who were the top 2 people
i would have thanked from the bottom of my heart,
it is you.(and 1 more person)
you listened to me when i needed someone.
and everything you did,
helped me in everything in the sec1 year.
i dont take it to heart whether you hurt me anot,
cos the hurt that you got was much more than mine.
and because of the hurt you got,
allowed me to think twice in everything.
friendship and relationship.
im alr over that time.....
if it is not for you,i would have been hurt more deeply.
i realised that no love is forever.
you helped me in rejecting people easily.
easier den before.
you helped me....
everytime.
you listened to me,gave me advice etc.
and because of you,
i had a chance to be a matchmaker and to fall in and out of love.
this time round,
i hope that i would be ur listening ear and would be ale to give u good
advice about any and everything.
i will never forget u in my lifetime.
byes...i will miss u..
-xingan
my feeling went straight down.
how i wished andrea was here right now...
how i wished i wanted to talk to someone.
ytd,wasnt so fun anws.
vinny emoed abit.
which was superly unusual.
i didnt even get anything nice.
i stil wanted to like shop for clothes.
left with no money.
sadded.
so pathetic.
haizz...
tam and vinny go first.
me and yl chatted.
spent QUALITY time tgt.
she told me her probs,i told her mine.
tam now want leave the group.
well,i left long ago.
hmm...on that day when they forgot me completely after 10 min.
tam tot tht im in their group.
nope.
she should have been with vinny and yongling.
in the first place...
totally not with me at all.
vinny brought to her laughter,me and yl--emoness.
fuckit.
me and yl chatted about it.
read tam's blog.
i dont noe what to sae.
this time is she really going?
i thought to myself.
actually,the main reason i left the group,
was not because i was afraid to be hurt again.
but was so that t,v, and yl could spend more time tgt and i could spend more time with
other people,esp andrea.
now she is leaving her own grp.
hmm..
weird.
i will miss her...
to tamilyn:
if someone asked me who were the top 2 people
i would have thanked from the bottom of my heart,
it is you.(and 1 more person)
you listened to me when i needed someone.
and everything you did,
helped me in everything in the sec1 year.
i dont take it to heart whether you hurt me anot,
cos the hurt that you got was much more than mine.
and because of the hurt you got,
allowed me to think twice in everything.
friendship and relationship.
im alr over that time.....
if it is not for you,i would have been hurt more deeply.
i realised that no love is forever.
you helped me in rejecting people easily.
easier den before.
you helped me....
everytime.
you listened to me,gave me advice etc.
and because of you,
i had a chance to be a matchmaker and to fall in and out of love.
this time round,
i hope that i would be ur listening ear and would be ale to give u good
advice about any and everything.
i will never forget u in my lifetime.
byes...i will miss u..
-xingan
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