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Wednesday, April 21, 2010
milky daddy
:(
mum nagging. BLASTING my headphones off. dad dunno ngam whatever crap. BLASTED ! >:( anws, today was FUN. outside home obvious. when was i ever happy at home? pissed like mad now lahs. tamilyn knows. (: wtf. 1--father 2--mother. >:( they reckon i havent been studying. PISSED TTM. i did lors. i came back from school frm 2 STAY BACKS OKAY?! 1--history remedial. almost died. 2--DT. died summore. >:( im tired ttm lahs. they still think like that. KNNBCCB >:( anws, today. FUN. science, laughed like mad with milky daddy and tamilyn. topic was reproduction. dens, tam created a poem on our names, with those perverted names. =.= dens, nth much until the end of hist remedial. den, went to eat with yunjie and clarice in school canteen. den, milkydaddy, sean, lucas, fahim, harith and etc came down. milkydaddy tell me call calrice by clarice, not milky mummy, den i was like, orh, okays(: sean the homec got this thinggy, fruits and FISH. dens, he shake the box abit. mixed up. yunjie ate it, say its okay. harith ate it and felt disgusted almost immediately. i was like: HAHA ! chicken NEHNEH ! den, he gave fahim. fahim say its okay. yunjie SHAKE it like madness. den, all the fish all SQUASHED. even sean also disgusted. den, lucas go le, go they all go, den me and yunjie go back to DT room. dens, scolded in thr. the stubbid tcher. DAMMIT. haixx. nvms lah, i oso dun care. (: byebyes ! GTG! down with love!
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
sad sia
just gonna make this a short one.
:( nid study lahs. sa1 coming up soon, and my math is equivalent to birdshit. totally hate it lahs. today, studied with cally. den, she said some stuff. now she is mad scared of sean. == not MAD scared lah, afraid instead? stupid lahs. i mean like... like that jiu scared? 0.oo luckkyyyy. a almost S**** today. (: i felt bad. i actually said, if u do it, i can pei you do. KNN ME. :( dens, i called clarice milky mummy. den nvr liaos. called zk milky daddy. STUPID LAH. he nvr hear. he deaf lahs. == i dont care whatever frens he has outside, im gonna treat him as bad as before. :D stupid burping asshole. >:( ohshucks. gotta go. (: looking forward to cell grp. idk why sia! im becoming more feelingless. lucky sia, almost fight with vinny. (: thanks a zillion to tamilyn milky twin ! :D so, really byes. oh, and brian breathe in what other pple smoke out. yupps, he is 16/17 and that was his 1st. == oh, byes ! <3 im in love.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
sobz
today. mad crap.
got2.4 sia. :( anws, eli didnt come school. so didnt crap around with her. :'( p.e, had 2.4 can listen to music, but i halway pekchek of putting my earphone into my ear. also too lazy. so i just take is out, hold it in my left hand, and run. helped me quite alot. vinny help me sia ! THANKS ! encourage me<3woaini :D HAHAHAHAH we decided on no stopping. den, on my 2nd round, was about to give up. sean ran past me. and, he was on his 3RD round. mad or what? so he finished with 9.54. MINUTES. :X whatthe lahs, so fast. mad marathon runner. =.= vinny pei me run, i wanted to give up several times, but she was like: see, im not even giving up on you, why must you give up on yourself? den, another 2 sentences. 1-- look, the people are overtaking you already. you have to work harder. just the last round. do you want to forsake all your hard work in the 1st 2 rounds of not stopping? :'( 2-- walao, you say u wun stop one lehs. ... :( the top 3 sentences that made me so guilty and to run faster. DRATS. :D but i was 4 min faster. from 20++ to 16.08 ! :D THANKS VINNY ! den vinny 4 min slower. :'( but nxt week she chionging. JIAYOUS ! i think she wanna break her own record. :D HAHAHAHAHA JYJYS ! i think she not fu qi that sean beat her.. :( haizz. my stamina sucksss. :'( dens, went up the stairs for standing broad jump. didnt do it. almost wanted to vomit. worse than those motion sickness. yongling<3 and andrea<3 fanned me. lucky me. they say my face mad pale. MAD PALE. and lips dam white. but i felt too vomity to walk. took the energy to walk to class. :D HAH. dens, had english test. den recess. mad hungry lahs. :S den, eat le, one teacher chased us out of the carpark there. :( we went staircase lor. SIANED. until recess end, we were there. had ipw. mr chen like very disappointed. :( mt, idk lah. siaosiao den emo. moodswing. dens, lit. emo all the way damn sian lah. :'( cca, didnt use handphone much, talked to binglin quite alot. she tell me about she and vinny in tuition. she loves that (: can hear from that. her actions and whatsoever. dens, went back. zls came and teach us. i die lah. :( dens, went home. SIANED. byebyes, gotta go lahs. oh, and marcus is sick. HAHA. (feel evil) this sucks ttm.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
haa idontknowwhy
today. still okay.
HAA have to do my homework. will keep this a mad short one. went to school. actually didnt have to go school. bathe den better le, so nid go. (: turned out to be good. :D HAA morning assembly, was complaining to vinny and yongling about how i actually didnt have to go school. SAD. i pierced 2 more of my nails. HAHAAA (: dens, had math. mad studious. i copied whatever she said and tried to make sense outta it. (: still can lah. but she chiong one siols. :( den science. i halfway lost den too lazy to copy all le. perfectionist or what? im becoming a suck. DAMMMMMN. den, recess. not hyper. tricia came lah. =.= not close to her lers. :( but, nvms, juniorr lahs. <: haaaaaa. dens, had DNT. (: fun ! did bending and cutting. eli did bending. <: but i took out the paper. :x den, english. didnt quite like it. ... ohwell, when the heck did i like english? assembly next. <: had the yog thinggy lah. idk what. =.= tam and i was planning to call clarice me: best fren de lao po tam: shuai ge de lao po cos zhekai is my 'bestfren' and tam the 'shuaige' tam got the chance to tell her. i didnt. :'( [i know it by jeslyn] dens, not fun at all. assembly. went history remedial next. :( clarice saw my drawing on the book. she was laughing like mad. then i was thinking: whatthe? clarice cant stop laughing at naked bodies? 0.oo =.= was laughing like mad at it. dens, went amk hub with zhekai, fahim and jeslyn. on the way there, zhekai bestfren told me that fahim and jeslyn same primary school. i know jeslyn what school: canberra primary. so i was laughing. den said: HAHHHH. cranberry primary school. the cranberry and promegranate. :x jeslyn hit my ass with her ass. YEOWWWCH ! den, i charge my phone at the singtel shop there. (: YAY. met up with marcus outside 77th street, he rushed back for tuition then i go back school with eli and ariel and yulong. eli and i "spying" on them for nice "show" sad, dont have siols. :( went back school. HAHAHAHAHAHA did "nyaa" with yongling in bishan park with yongling. <: HAH. den, on the way back, we saw a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG trail of ants STUBBID. so i poured water at it. saw their: food. the huge fly. :( disgusting. went home. dens, facebooked. WHATTHEFXCKINGHELL. the facebook qns, got this stupid quiz or something. KNN. someone thought i lost my dear virginity. :( FXCK THEM they stupid asshole. :(ohwell. i did that to the WALL. WALL KAYS?! =.= put my hands up and one leg up and smack urself onto the wall. easy as that. =.= for real, NOPE. =.= LOLS. anws, gotta go. BYEBYES ! <3 Labels: mo ri zhi lian
Monday, April 12, 2010
jackass
siao today.
something happened. moaning for half the day. :D morning, chatted with licy. :D MAD FUNNY. okays, maybe not. dens, stomach pain frm chinese to .. music? chinese was so not fun. okay, maybe yes. i brought my chinese textbook but i put it under the table. too lazy to take, so copied the ke wen. MAD FUN ! :D idk why. damn high. cant stop laughing. although kenna scolded. :D dens, recess, played truth or dare with tamilyn, cally, andrea and chiayien. :D mad fun lah. my dare was suay. to tell 1 sec1 guy : ey, u single? i wana chase you. *^$(&^(* but andrea and cally suay-er. andrea is to tell a guy, the fat one. cally is to tell darrenho hell guard. :D dens, end le. art, stomach pain until mad. art, sketched stuff. =.= not that fun. not that hyper toos. :( had hist. tam and i kenna. :x so not that hyper. :( dens, music, better madloads. :D lucky i zi ai, keep looking myself at the mirror. den, nvr morf. loong story. dowan rite heres. (: den, went northpoint eat seoul garden YAYNESS. nice lors. but mad full. :( so i skipped dinner. (: did my math tuition homework. that suay tuition with alexgoh that creeper. :( but gd lah, i hope to improve. MATH TUITION ! nice tcher i think? intsure. ... dens, watched tv all the ways. :D HAAH. byebyes, i gotta go. and slack? :D
Sunday, April 11, 2010
fg
128
hahghdfsroin
nvr go church today.
mad tired. dad wanted me to go. but i love home clothes more. HAH. i closed my room door. they bo bian. :P sian, but nid wash dish. madcrap. i hate that but i can slack like mad at home. :o haizz. yesterday night, church. shagged off. =.= damn tired. dad wanted me to go church to help out. when i was mad sleepy and tired and scolded me for being "lazy" and " cannot stand up to challenges" WHATTHEHELL LAH. KNNBCCB. this is called, pampering yourself with ample sleep. not cannot stand up to challenges. and, i slept late on friday night and woke up early yesterday morning for MATH tuition. MATH. most of my energy gone by then. i really dunno why my brothers so pro at math while im the ultimate loser at it. okay lah, i lose them at math, but, i oso lose in class. mathematician nono. haizz. i so loser in secondary school sia. >:( but, so what? =.= today gonna study lah. otherwise next yr cant go out. not even for awhile, according to my father. he is expecting me to be the next albert einstein. perfect and clever in any and everything. KNNBCCB. i not that genius lah. haizz. off to play. byees !
Saturday, April 10, 2010
imsorry
haizz.
went tuition today. and den sick. :( morning woke up. went tuition. OMG lah. same tuition as alexgoh. DIE. T.T dens, tuition ended. went home. cancelled going out with marcus. cos very sick and tired den, no energy to do anything. :x sorries! using com now. vomity. mad shit. later going 2 church..? nt sure. =.= gtg pv. (:
Friday, April 9, 2010
if i was wrong i would have
today... mad normal.
=.= had sports day. took mrt thr. saw ms martin on the train. OMGOMGOMG dens, saw yl, v and etc, den, fetched tam, saw zhekai, shouting: ZHEKAI IS MY BESTFRIEND and laughing like mad @ the end :x very bad hors.? went thr, mad hot. HOTHOTHOT. as usual, our class didnt win. (: like i care? yuanye was mad guailan. >:( den, i emptied abit of green beans on her head. HAA. in her facee (: slacked off totally lahs. (: sweetheart tamilyn sat on my mad pain leg. --muscle ache cos of 2.4 ytd-- she jumped on it. my DEAR LEG is gonna go sng-naeg. idk who to say tht lah. end of sports day le. den, went with cally to go out with her boyf and summore of his frens. whatthe lah. not tht shuai. =.= den, went to thomson plaza, did practically nothing. the sec3 gal saw MRS sidhu. she was like: DIE. i in school pe, sidhu upstairs leh. lucky i got jacket. den MR lee jun yen or something was behind us. MAD FUN. went home. quite sian lahs. not much. =.= byebye<3! nid to go le lo. -lovelovelove;H- and yes, i might be refering to you. and you hit the spot. Labels: ZHEKAI IS MY BESTFRIEND
Thursday, April 8, 2010
pissed
mad angry nows. >:(
walao lah. knn. >:( you are --> ASSHOLE. BASTARDY SENSELESS IMMATURE THINKING THAT THE WORLD WORLD REVOLVES ARND U. this person is a guy. obvious. =.= laxx. today was siao. and pissing. the strt of the day, eli show me her ukiss album. den, i fell in love with the guy with the blingbling eyes ! OMG ! den, got 1 guy called eli. so i laughed like mad and decided tht it was my fav. korean band. HAH ! PWNED. den laughed too much. =.= pe did 2.4. stupid lors. 20++ min. i suck. :( dens, damn tired. recess mad high. dunno why den, ipw, nt tht happy. almost fought with yongling. den chinese, chatted with vinny. lit, did test. had cca. sucked. :( i dunno why, i think marcus is angry at me. WHATTHEHELL. yesterday, I WASNT EVEN USING THE DAMNED COMPUTER. MY FATHER USED IT, WHEN HE WAS TALKING TO ME. WHATTHEHELL. CAN HE BE ABIT MORE REASONABLE. TODAY, I SAID HELLO! TO HIM POLITELY, AND I TOLD HIM THT MY FATHER WAS THE ONE WHO TALKED TO HIM YESTERDAY, HE REPLIED, SOUNDING LIKE IM LYING. WHATTHEHECK. my father said those. nt me. and, u didnt start convo with me today. i started twice today, sms and msn. sms he didnt even bothered the fuck to reply. msn he had to go. GREAT. im nobody. and, the ONLY reason i wnted u to start convo, is cos when u start, you will be more "active" den i do, u are busy or something. GENIUS. that is it. im MAD PISSED. since you dont even believe the eff outta me, why shld i be thr for you, and you said that NO ONE was there for you. there WAS a period of time when no one was there for me. i just didnt say. you think ure the only one suffering? u could sms me anytime you want. u didnt want to. and, the fact tht u dowan sms me, IS IT MY FAULT AGAIN? MINEMINEMINE? ALL MINE. PERFECT. my dear screwed life. who says i werent there for you. you told me some of ur troubles kays? what is this lah. is you dont even appreciate the people around you. tell me lors, what else since "nobody " is there, and i am nobody. =.= RELAX. im pissed. am i invisible? ohyes, i am. perfect.awesome. UKISS ROCKS. ROFL ! hearts ! i made chorus today. cos i have to go away, into the outer space, and when i find you back there, you would have gone by then, and when i was giving up, you just appeared again, sometimes i wonder too much, why am i really there, if you were real to me? or is it just a dare? chorus. making a chiochio song. =.= gtg and bathe. -lovelovelove;H-
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
tired
wah. now damn tired.
today was okay. except for d&t. i hate the teacher, naturally. >:( the rest was okayokay. nid do finish my homeworks by tdy. so i will just make a short one k? today, school was fun, then it sucked. after recess, other den english, it sucks. >:( morning assembly, cant sms. DAMN. back to class, math next. i LISTENED. WOW. fantastic. :o den, science. i copied EVERYTHING down. surprisingly. dunno why so hardworking. dens, recess, not that hyper at 1st, but when cally call darrenho, it was damn funny. he nvr reply. MAD FUNNY LAH. tam and i were laughing like mad. den, end lo. sean, lucas and qh were behind. so cally throw her cup of ice at them. mad funny. den, went back class. had d&t. spoiled my gay mood. the tcher scold me. AGAIN. like i care, but i did amendments in the end. :D HAHAHAHAHA PWNEDDDD. den, english, had a tcher at the back. scary siol, i damn act. very attentive. made a fiction day or something. den had assembly. arts appreciation on choir, vox humana. =.= sianed. nt enough time to eat, so sad lor, i drank water. :( dens, went to history remedial. that was when ariel said LOUDLY. eh, my cuzz like u rite. den i was like: WTH. NO LAH. den she said dont lie lah. i said, really lah, den ended. ninuo came in. i mean fahim. mad cute siols ! den, i listened again. den, went bishan park. saw weileong. and a soccerball. smsed him ask if he lost a s.ball. dens, went for nyaa. played badminton at 1st, den used the soccer ball as bball. den played bball with gals, den, zhihao, zhigang and chikiat come alr, den, they all dowan play. so i play lor. me and chikiat one team, the other 2 one team. walao, i suck lah. =.= :( dens, bryan and jason come, so they take over the place of chikiat. den, when i scored, zhigang and zhihao decided to play real. =.= wah, i got so suck meh? >:( anws, the sec2 "2-pointer" guy took over jason.. got the nickname for scoring 2points like mad i guess? zhihao was like: u noe why u got this nick? cos u can only score 2pointer. 0.oo, damn bad siols. den, ended lah. dead tired . went home. slacked. decided to do homework after blogging. so, BYEBYE ! off to homeworkings ! foronce
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
closed my eyes and said bye
OHYEAH.
GOONG IS OUT. 3 episodes summore sia! shuang siols. ! sians. dowan talk about tdy, kennascolded lor. stubbbbid. by the mdm liu or something. whatthehell. who wans 2 marry her lor. i totally dont like her. i want ms martin for ce lesson !!!! :"( crycry. sian, tmr d&t, she teaching. she relief tcher twice for my class, i twice stay back cos of her biased-ness and sharp ears. her ears sharp not my prob lor. KNN. i talk not that loud okay? walao, nvr warn one lor. den other people give out ideas but nvr draw oso nid stay back? i meant qinghao. KNNBCCB. im mad pissed. roll her eyes very big ah? i DIG out her eyeballs siols ! ideas more inpt den drawing lor. we oso not young talented artists, what? u expect FANTASTIC WORLD REOWNED art pieces from us? eat shit sia u. im happy with the rest. anws, today, smsed marcus and aries in class, and tam after school. i feel contented. MESSAGE BUDDIES. HAHAHAHA longing for one after last yr when i lost it. DAMMIT. my day was ALMOST perfect. not perfect, cos fuined by the MFKNNBCCBBAH(bloody asshole) TCHER. sians gtg, byes (:
Sunday, April 4, 2010
msia
HAHAHAHA. back from church.
long time no post eh? went to malaysia and my father locked the com mah. and yes, LOCKED. >:( EVIL. anws, my MALAYSIA trip was FUN ! went on 2nd april. chermaine's birthday. :D woke up early in the morning. went bedok. dens, saw val. sherm, sheryl , linette and her fren come. her fren is ailing. :D dens, went msia. to our bunks, the 6 teenage gals tgt. :D lived on water. semi-d on water. DAMN FUN ! went tui chao that time can see crabs and mudskippers. and i got the top bunk. beside me was val. under me was ailing. (: played abit. ate abit. played again. =.= play carrom, the parents sing songs. got 1 is ji ba ban or something. we sing jibaban the 3 words and echo after them. MAD FUNNY! :D dens, crapped around. they(the 4 gals) went to sleep. val and i chatted instead. =.= dens, they woke up, played agains. =.= ate. but, went shopping. SHOPPING ! :D anws, did some stuff. lit firecrackers lahs. and then, eat again. and slept. (: next day, moodswing lah. mad day. went shopping. jusco. bought LOADS of purple stuff ! DAMN FUN ! PURPLE LEHHS ! <3 lovelove and 1 white sunglass. mad chio ! anws, emoed after tht. den eat. felt vomity. ewwwwwness. linette and val tried to rape me. i mean tickle lah. ailing took video. DAMN. dens, went home. ate sushi and loads. nth much. today, woke up early. :( and went church. sat with sherm, sheryl, linette, ailing and her fren. mad bored in there. linette kept talking to her fren. went to eat kfc with suzanna, meiyen, kongwei, weixue, wen bin and wen hui and yueyang and 1 more guy. =.= ate shrooms burger meal. OFCOS LAH. come back from malaysia must eat less. >:( sians. control for a stuubid week and im done. madcrap. :( went home. the stubbid com was locked. mad shit. >:( pissing off. watched tv instead. dad was like: wow, you dunnid study one ah. den i like: i got lor, okay? dont anyhow say me whn you are not me. MAD PISSING OFF LAH. i GOT study. maybe not alot, BUT I DID. =.= dumbass. been calling everyone chicken nehneh. =.= esp in class. getting mad in class luhhs. :D screaming about, laughing at history and music and etc? talking to mad with yl, tam and vinny? yeahs, that. sians. nid to go facebook. texted yongling einstein twinnylove<3 msned marcus called ariel textING tamilyn sweetheart<3 tagged tamilyn sweetheart<3 yongling einstein twinny<3 vinny laopo<3 hahhhh. donedone. we have a little clique. YAY. and, china with vinny in june ! :D YAY ! |