It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
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the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
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'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.' 'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. ' ♥-/Increased.Heartbeat ME. I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever. I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
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Friday, June 11, 2010
valvalvalval
today my post will be MAINLY about val.
MAINLY. so not all. equals to , not my whole day and wun be so long. people, BE JEALOUS THAT THIS DAY IS FOR HER ! ValerieNgLiXian; Val, XiiaoVal, valval. my SanJie or lsVes. lsves basically stands for : Linette Shermaine Valerie Esther Sheryl. <: we are th clique. get jealous. HAH. i have awesome friends, even in church. uhh. they are my closest and greatest and bestest friends in church. anws, back to val. ive known her since p3/p4. so that means we have 5years of lovely friendship. <: AWESOME. anws, if we were frens at p3, i think i forgot everything. so, lets start from p4. maybe not. later. i'll say about how we became friends.( italics) i hated this church when i was in primary school. friendless. the feeling sucked. i wanted to go chinese service w my parents cos my parent FORBADE me to go to fcbc. <: one day, my mum thought that it was getting unacceptable. cos, my dad and her are... loving this church? their cellgroup was awesome for them. <: val, sherm and sheryl 's parents were in that cellgroup. so, my parents know their parents. so, my mum brought me to the primary-school-kids-place and intro me to them. i damn paiseh. but, val, being TALKATIVE, as always, talked to me 1st. i rmbed not being so open until something happened. i forgot what that thing was. :x anws, lets go back to our p4 state. <: p4. both of us were.. hyper. active. talk-back those kinda kids. stubborn. :x ( thats why i said both of us :P) 'unforgiving' crazy SHORT. ( that time. that time she was taller den me. but still short. :x) open to each other friendly. (i dont know what i mean but yeah..) so, all these 'same characteristics' made us so mad mad mad close. when we are close, i mean CLOSE. but, when we fight, we are HORRIBLE. and i mean it like madness. hmm.. now that those fights were centuries ago. i forgot how we actually fought. except for some. so anws, p4, we were damn extreme. i think those who suffered most was shermaine. we were practically fighting for her. :x shermaine, being always kindhearted, can do nothing. :x however, the christmas shopping during p4. pulled us closer or what. i dontknow. :x and, bear in mind. during p4, my taste of clothing, SUCK TO THE SHIT. ah tiong stuff all around. didnt even dare utter a word shit. so guai. <: and, i think once, we got so close, cos of the guys. how? we both were TOTALLY against the guys. we aimed mutton. i dont know why. :x i still dont now. :D HAHAHAHAH __________________________________________________________ p5: things got way way way worse. all 3 of us, val, shermaine and ME, got separated into 3 diff classes. i was in aunty doreen's class. i always wan play w them at the other classroom. we got into diff classes maybe cos they know that we will talk too much tgt. ;x i always tried to go to aunty sam's class, with them. (now thinking back, aunty doreen was great too) :x too close until like superglueey. in p5, the classes mixed guys and girls. i dont know why they wna put like that. maybe they are scared that we become lesbians or gays or homos. idontknow. their nice brains. :O so, never fight much during p5 _______________________________________________________________ p6, all the fun began again. we were close back again like madness. cos this time, its girls and guys class. i think the teachers opened their mind to homos. :o so, girls always played dodgeball. it was fun, but sometimes, NOT. normally, val, sherm and i wld be in a group. then some others in another grp. but sometimes, the other group not enough members. and none from our group was willing to go to the other side, so val 'sacrificed' herself. :o den always, being 'sore-loser' when we kenna hit, we say nvr hit. when we nvr hit others, we say tio lo. so, we got fights often. and i dontknow how we actually patch up every time, but we just did. and, i got influenced by her, so i wore something ... abit better. i mean an incy wincy bit. and i swore never to touch dresses again. ... but i still broke it. who cares anyway. anyway, dodgeball was fun. we th grp got me, her and another girl(forgot her name) we will sure win. okay lah, i dont help much. :x at least im always the last 2nd or 3rd standing out of the 8 okay?! sometimes, not often, the last one. always, as usual, val would be the last. if val 'died' before us, we wld swap for her. she too monkey. <: jump too much, dodge easily. jkjks. and there, i grew taller. <: HAHAHAHAHAH she got a weeeee bit jealous. WHOOPS. :D and, things were rough. once, we fought so siao until... even in front of our parents we are ignoring each other. :o you know, according to parents, everyone must be friends and no enemies and stuff like that. <: how that happened, was that a girl told me about val. but, not her gd pts. say about her bad points. ( i forgot what she said, cos val said this) den, i buay song val.val buaysong me that i buaysong her. ;x idk how we got over this. but , its over, so, who cares. and this once, we were so close, cos the guys merge class w us, for GAMES ONLY. HAHAHAHAH, they jealous that we can play dodgeball, an active game they.. loser lah. <: so xun ttm. so, it was girls vs guys. as usual and expect, val and martin was the last 2 standing. so awesome and sweet hor. should become couple. :P jkjk. later she scream at me. she hates him. :o anws, p6 had this camp. she and me were the 2 group leaders. SUAY LAH. i dont wanna fight w her again. i tink i swore or something. maybe not. :P so, we just did our best and both of us tied i think? or she won. i forgot. but, the fun we had was the most important. <: we reallllllyyyy bonded there. as in seriously. and, i still rmb martin in mohawk. mad funny. the last day, we went to the seaside or beach. played watergames. (what im gonna say until the sec1 part was what val reminded me of kays ?!) at the end, someone from each group has to be buried in the sand, and the most creative would get something or what. so, i forgot who kenna buried. someone buried as a mermaid. female mermaid. get what i mean? <: *evil grin* after it ended, i was w val. martin freaking kicked the sand. and, we got into a sand fight. i think val was in and helped me. :D AWESOME. kickedhisass. i dont mean kicked THERE. i meant trashed. so, accidentally or not, he kicked sand into my eyes. ... i know, i have specs but it still got into my eyes. i took out, my specs, clipped onto my shirt, and went to the water there, the sea, to wash my face. and get the sand out. and, my specs slipped out and got into the sea. when i dried my face, my specs wasnt there, so i suspected that it was in the sea. and tadahh, i lost my specs. anws, awesome lah, i had those specs for a year alr. :( so, was blur all the way back home. :o next up, sec 1 _________________________________________________________________ sec1, shopped with her to the max. never fought. sec1 liao lah, we give in to each other. and no one to sabo our frenship now. <: then , i was in youth. so quite close lah, we got promoted there. <: i rmb, the 1st day in 2009, was a sunday. i was w val at the eating hall or something. martin did something or what. quite old or something so, we were like: OhMyGawsh. that was so so so last year. get new. then she said: yeah ! but last year was less than a day ago. and we laughed. shopped like mad, like girls. bonded. all the fights were over. for real. so, not much now. :x cos we were practically twins. made truckloads of nicknames w each other. when june, i went to chinese. finally, willingly. cos youth change timeslot. accepted the fact. the end of sec1, during christmas, i got into a totally new and awesome cellgroup. <: saw a jss friend in there. but, it was like we didnt know each other but, who care lahs. <: ________________________________________________________ sec2: i went chinese. HAPPILY. never keep in touch for quite long. her morning messages came in. <3 it ttm. but, we still went shopping tgt. and she got to know yongling. <: YONGLING. both are my twins. so, was glad. shopped with her like mad. once, we are at arcade and we play PUSH ! got damn hyper there and everyone was staring at us. and, we took more neoprints. like.. 2 or 3 more. <: still close. VERY. i mean like.. 5 years is LONG. in 5 yrs, i will get my driving licence. and yes, i know i will get it. i MUST. i heart driving. idk why. <3 HAHAHAHAH anws, we shared our troubles and crush and stuff like that. <: i know she is awesome. HAHAHAHAH. now, we have the same tuition in church. the distance dont matter. ive just proved that to you. toapayoh and bedok. AWESOME. ______________________________________________________ anws, today is her bday. guess what. i said happy birthday to her through sms, blog and facebook. i hope and think that no one did that. 3 lehs. msn. SHUCKS. but one nia, dont matter. <: so, all three contactable methods. all during midnight. 3rd in fb, 3rd in sms, 1st on blog. OHYEAH. thats the way i love it. ;D kekeke so, AM I AWESOME OR WHAT?! okays, i AM. <: val sanjie sotong twin squishy bubblessie, HAPPYBIRTHDAY. and i know im awesome. <: ( bhb for awhile lahs. ) <3octopussy.> |