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It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'

'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '


♥-/Increased.Heartbeat

!!

ME.



I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.


Screams.



Yours Truly,
Basecodes: Bituwin
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Kai En

HAHA.
I'm happy like siao now.
hmm.
class test results back.
SOME.
had science today.
it sucked.
but, eng- a1
chi-a2
math-a1.
(Y) HAPPY !
so, FML,
facebook is lagging on me.
dad said dont give myself too much stress.
so, HAHA.
YAY !
okay, dad planning t buy yishun that area.
jeez.
had a fun day w kaiwen today during english.
she was like singing a song on how she hated zhekai.
LOL.
we became kai en.
kaiwen+hweeen = kai en / hui wen.
HAHA
siaoed much.
andrea was AMAZED at how i actually managed t sit w sean for 2 months.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
me? i just said: oh, i have great tolerance.
then she actually thought so.
i asked ashely:
andrea also complain about sean t you right?
den, ashely said: YEAH ! but den hor, sean hor, so very what one laa.
NOW YOU ALL KNOW MY 2 MONTHS IN AGONY !
nahh, just kidding.
uhh...
OH !
i was like joining toble w kaiwen.
sean was telling andrea t go over t his seat.
den, i caught his eye.
den i was like... giving him the "HAHA,- you-are-jealous-you-asshole- ! " look.
basically, he understood den smile.
den andrea refused t move.
so, he moved.
laughed my ass off.
:D
the pair work, andrea was doing all, quite obviously. HAHA.
sean , as usual, joking around.
he bad shit laa.
evil, maniacal.
>:D
hmm.
so.
on my way t bus stop w vinny, tamilyn and xiaohui,
i was singing san zhi lao hu
for no reason.
cuz i sang it about how irritating zk is.
den, i sang th original.
.
FML. i lost my phone. AGAIN.
so yeah. off i go.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Put your arms around me for the first time.

ME= HAPPY.
for now at least. maybe.
i'm not supposed t be using the com now,
but dad and mum thinks i study too hard, so YAY.
i have like a diary book 4 already
and it has been the most meaningful one.
its all about ME !
:D not about my boring suckky days.
got m phone back.
im sorry you have to endure this boring story.
i tell you it will be over.
:D
cant believe it.
i did well for class test.
sa1, ca2, classtest. WELL !
hollllyyyyy.
im feeling awesome now.
********away from topic**************
hehe.
blabbered.
i dont know who t say it to.
but yeah,
only one i can think of.
MY DIARY.
:D crapped it all out.
kthxbye.

this time, it was different.
how it came to wasnt like that complicated.
used t be s were.. more of a pure type.
i'm sorry i had t be like this.

Saturday, September 25, 2010
tumblr

HAHA.
really created a tumblr account.
i still dunno what i can do cuz i am freaking clueless like hell.
but, it looks okay.
my wallpaper sucks.
nvms.
anyways,
>> http://startingtbelieve-inforever.tumblr.com/ <<
HAHAHAHA.
today m last day at tuition
YAY !

Friday, September 24, 2010
Letting go.

had this really nice quote from andrea' book.
:
Maybe one day, i would really learn how to be strong,
finally have the courage to walk out of this addiction,
to leave this addiction behind for good.
I know i will never forget.
But, i all ask for is for you to be honest.
to dash my hopes and not leave me hanging.
to just say those few words
and let my heart seal shut.
I dont wanna hear anyt else,
or hope or dare dream again.

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Thursday, September 23, 2010
Gossips and stuff.

i.cant.stop.winking.my.eyes.
i know they are tired.
*just like yunjie. HAHA*
but, they juz cant help but close in. :(
i wanna watch ytd episode of the lawyer show.
dad was watching the animal show last night.
AH DAMN.
today was fun.
tonned.
school>jeslyn house> sunplaza mac> sunplaza kfc> homed w yj.
hahas.
went to hall almost late cuz was in canteen w licy before that. ^^
art was fun too. graffiti-ed.
:D:D:D
after school, wanted to study while waiting for bryan to finish his detention session.
i was with ashely.
we tried to study.
she bought a jotter book for math.
but, we drew spongebob and domos instead.
my drawing? LIKE GHOST LAH LIKE DUH !
spongebob looks like he got hell loads of incurable acnes instead of that few bubble holes.
domo looks ghostly with those eye bags and sharp sharklike teeth. WTF.
my drawing.
ask tamilyn if you wanna see them. HAHAH.
i passed to her the paper that ashely lent me to draw. HAHA.
andand, she was in DNT .
SAD.
kaiwen drew domo.
NICE !
so unlike mine.
so anyways,
we went back to class.
we randomly wrote on the board.
the board is .. FAIL.
one look you know.
tmr go class see, its obvious.
ashely and i are going to feign ignorance. :D HAHA.
but, its a nice masterpiece by us ! :D HEHE.
dens, went to jeslyn house to pass her homework.
me, licy, yunjie, zhekai, lemuel, bryan, yuanye, melissa loke and 1 drama senior was w us when we took bus to amk mrt.
yuanye like a bit pissed den go off. CUZ NO ONE CARED ABOUT HER. YAY !
so, the drama senior also go.
yunjie, zhekai, melissa ate icecream.
*licks my saliva*
so, yunjie kept disiaoing bryan.
she was like: hi bryan, i like you !
:D superly funny.
she kept putting icecream on bryan face.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
POKE FUN !
me, licy, yunjie, zhekai, lemuel, bryan, melissa went to take mrt.
everyone but zhekai alighted.
he promised me to get one milkymummy FAST. YAY GOOD MAX MAX MAX !
yunjie brought her lappy. so she stayed in mac.
she didnt wanna get drenched cuz it was raining
we went and i went back mac cuz licy forgot her papers.
den we went back jes house. HAHA.
den we go mac.
bryan 'treated' me and melissa to mac apple pie.
WHY?
cuz we took the money from his bag. hell funny.
nvms, we will return it someday.
:D HAHAHAH tgt w the receipt.
he just keeps 2 dollar notes in his bag.
retarded ass.
he and licy took the long way back mah.
sweethearts.
so we had the chance to. HAHAHA
den anws, went kfc cuz lemuel went there.
** he looks funny when running in the rain w an umbrella. umbrella bearer*
so yeah. went home w yunjie 1st cuz the others cant squeeze in. HAHA.
so, we talked madloads. :D HAHAHA.
dead beat.
i stepped on s nail !
EWW SNAIL ! :(:(:(
yeah. liddat nia. :D this time round, whatever i promised yunjie and licy, i swear i wont say it.
this time round, REALLY SRSLY.
i've never been so serious. sew my mouth shut. i must be so hypocritical since they entrusted me w their secrets. *KEEP SAFE !
see yous !


The stupidest mistake in life is thinking that the one that hurt you the most , wont hurt you again.
Sometimes, you have to let them go not because you suddenly stopped caring for them, but to see if they care enough to come back.
People ask me why it's so hard to trust. And i ask them why its so hard to keep their promises?

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Monday, September 20, 2010


Do you ever dream so much that you start to scare yourself?

I mean, have you ever just withdrawn from reality & made yourself a little home in the quarters of your mind?

Then you dream up something ideal & all of a sudden you feel little waves of panic wash over you because you've realised this whole mess you've made up in your head.

And the scariest thig you realise is that while you've been living above & beyond what you want in your mind , you haven't really been living in reality at all.

-i just reblogged these from some random website that i saw from a friend's friend's friend's friend or something.

I'm bored.
i shall just do random facts about myself.


- I'm stupid.
- I hate myself. i really do.
- I dont treat my besties well.
- Ohwell, I dont have a bestie. (:
- I have dark eye circles + eye bags even thou i sleep at 11 every night.
- I freak out easily.
- A ghost video would scare the wits out of me and make me darent pee. :(
- Marcus is my best msning and smsing buddy ever.
- I'm really missing loads of people.
- I have nothing to do although i'm supposed to be studying for exams.
- I have 13 days left and i'm still slacking like madness.
- I cant ever resist the temptation of a juicy chicken and the availability of the computer.
- I'm slow. like a pig.
- I pull my self esteem down. not anyone else.
- I wanna cry out loud now.
- IMHVB.
- I hate it when i feel left out
- I dont like it when my skirts freaking too long and my hands are full to fold it. :(
- I love counting downs. they make me stressed but happy.
- I love Purple
- I'm a christian and i'm proud to announce.
- I love my church alot.
- No doubt LSVES and my oikos too !
- I used to like barney until val told me that its song was devilic. :( So, F YOU !
- Stitch is the best. awesome or what !
- I scare myself when its dark in the morning
- I hallucinate although you think that i'm always okay.
- I love screaming.
- I wanna look better and feel better
- I wanna slim down. ++ donate my fats ! :(
- I love most sports, esp volleyball.
- I'm not photogenic.
- I used to hope that i was a toilet cleaner
- I cried for guys thrice.
- One for the second one.
- Two for the third one.
- None for the first.
- My tears havent dried up yet.
- I still dont know if i should give up. :(
- I love cooking.
- I HATE my cca. ( thou there are nice people in there)
- I dont know what SYF is doing in my life.
- I'm still slacking thou SA2 is coming.
- I do stalk people on facebook. BEWARE.
- I dont look nice in ANY nice clothes.
- I've been counting down today since august. but, nothing happened.
- hadnt seen him since 030910. seventeen days already. still got six more days.
- 2nd bro is a bad influence. >:D
- eldest bro bought for me an MP4 . YES. freaking cool ! he is superly awesome lah !
- I wanna try clubbing. But at least after s4 o lvl.
- I wanna go for more bbq partayys !
- I love hearts.
- Math is real nice.
- I'm running out of ideas
- I dont feel like talking now.
- I just rmbed our past.
- I wanna cry now.
- IMissHim.
- Idk why i'm writing all these crap.
- I love lsves. very much.
- Off to my room. shutting away from the world. ... (:

Thursday, September 16, 2010
FOUR

FOUR.THREE.TWO.ONE.
the best way of not letting anyone know that it hurts,
is to smile, and walk away.

Yes, four more days.

Today was mad shit load.
1-- wasnt allow to do pe. dad said so.
but i still did.
and i still feel guilty for doing so.
but i didnt die okays ?!
2-- superbra.
had her lesson.
she didnt do much
but, by just seeing her face makes me wanna puke.
3-- hungry
yes, hell hungry.
:(:(:(
dad said i slimmed down compared to a few weeks ago.
WTF.
i doubt so.
thou i hope so. :D

okays. im done summing up today.
art was fun.
esp after i realised something about didi.
>:D
so, anws, i gtg.


so baby know for sure,
that i'll never let you go.

Monday, September 13, 2010
seven more days

I AM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING.
wasted today.
cuz..
waited for yunjie after school for her SL thing.
until 3.
reach library at 4.
eat till 4.30.
talked till 4.45
we went SHOPPING AT J8.
yes, i told my dad i would be studying.
at first was super quiet until she tried out all the hair stuff.
den, i cant stop laughing liaos.
shopped till 6.
den went back library
to take photos and etc.
laughed like mad cuz i couldnt hear her properly.
eg:
yj: i wanna pee.
me: HUH? ARMPIT?!
so yeah.
till my dad called at 6.30.
wan me go home eat.
i havent take out my tb yet. :O
so, i was like:
yes dad, im still studying.
you all eat first.
i wanna finish this topic.
yj was laughing her ass off.
SO, I KEPT LAUGHING TOO.
:O
dad sounded like he didnt believe me, but, btr den watching tv anws.
we crapped around den we went home.
and yes, today was a stil okay day
out w yunjie is real fun as she tries out almost everything.
and couldnt decide which looks nice on her.
and just walk away.
yes, tried out like mad.
even ask the aunty for advice.
den she walked away.
ROFLMAO.

Sunday, September 12, 2010
Need you

for a single moment,
i want to feel like
the universe isn't about to crush me
and my heart isn't about to explode.
i would kiss you
and tell you iloveyou
and ask you
Please,
not to go.

i stay up in bed all night trying to find a reason to stay.

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Saturday, September 11, 2010
This sucks

this sucks.
today sucked.
i'm starting to srsly hate this church
>:(
super duper hell pissed.
1-- the food thinggy.
is NOT like i purposely kept it behind.
and you all said to leave it for later.
YES. YOU ALL DID.
GUESS WHAT.
Next, YOU ALL BLAMED ME FOR NOT TAKING IT OUT.
WTF.
WHAT THE HECK.
HELL TO YOU ASSHOLES.
AND ITS ALL MY FAULT. EFF YOUS ! >:(
2-- shermaine.
wenxing was like:
eyy brian, wheres shermaine.
Kept repeating shermaine.
i heard it.
YES I HEARD IT.
IT SUCKS.
SHERMAINE HATES BRIAN TO THE CORE AND SHE HAS TO TAKE ON ALL THIS BULLSHIT.
BRIAN STILL SPREAD AROUND TO EVERYONE, TELLING THEM HE LIKES HER.
EVERYONE THINKS THAT SHE LIKES HIM TOO.
LIKE SRSLY?!
NOT YOUR BULLSHIT ON HER.
YOU ALL ARE JUST INSENSITIVE.
YOU KNOW HOW PISSED OFF SHE IS?! EFF YOU ALLS ! *^#&^%(*&^#
CANT YOU ALL PUT YOURSELF IN HER SHOES?
SHE DONT DESERVE ALL THIS CRAP FROM YOU ALL.
CAN YOU ALL LIKE GET A LIFE AND STOP SAYING THAT ALREADY.
so yes, i told her.
SO WHAT
SHE DONT DESERVE ALL THIS BULLSHIT.
she got really pissed.
Really pissed.
i was shocked abit lah.
but, natural one lah.
when this irritating stalker keeps irritating you.
and tells everyone.
and now everyone's talking about it
and giving him hope.
SHE HATES IT PEOPLE.
SHE HATES IT TOTALLY.
JUST UNDERSTAND HER FOR ONCE.
you just say anything you like in oikos.
but at least.
just.
STOP REPEATING IT.
IT SUCKS.
I SUCK TOO.
CUZ I WAS UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING CUZ THEY WERE ALSO MY FRIENDS.
i just dont understand why people can be so ...
not understanding.
i hate this like madness now.
why does his one-sidedness makes everyone think that she has the same feeling for him
ARE YOU ALL LIKE OUT OF YOUR MIND?
OR DO YOU ALL HAVE NO BRAINS AT ALL.
Once again for those who kept saying about it,
FUCK YOU

the nineth. the last

hi, i fell out of love.
i hope that you can stay happy.
-william-

Friday, September 10, 2010
ten more. ten.

TEN MORE DAYS.
idk why i'm counting down. ...
ytd night was just fun.
i like this best from val
: the tom dick and harry.
hell funny.
so anws, had loads of sick jokes and racist jokes.
--unappropriate from shermaine--
today was just normal.
took 2 neoprints.
one of them was plain AWESOME.
the newest one lah ! cool ttvm.
so just now,
yes, JUST now
brian commented on my status.
AS USUAL, i ignored it.
this time, i deleted it. GOODGOOD.
if cally complains to me that he is spamming her too much...
he better have some good explanation.
KNN.
oh, now, i have a bad word.
another.
FISH LIKE.
just like a fish.
or just cat like or doglike.
=.=
val had this awesome word called doofus.
super awesome.
i shall use it when im pissed.
REALLY pissed.
so now,
chill in,
lie out.
byebyes.
off to kill myself.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010
annoying orange

I love the annoying orange.
cuz i think that i'm just as annoying as it. hehes.
so anws, today, had dance.
went off halfway to northpoint.
went up to popular w bryan
met licy and her bro and cousin thr.
me and licy keep looking at girls stuff. den bryan.. SO SAD ! :D hehes
anws, went daiso, blinged up my phone and mp4 and watch. THEY LOOK AWESOME NOW !

Monday, September 6, 2010
GUESS WHAT

HI BLOG.
GUESS WHAT.
I GOT A NEW PHONE !
my whole family except my eldest bro got a new phone.
i was supposed to get it next yr, but since my bro dowan,
so.... I GET LAH !
:D SHIOK !
den my next year one den he take.
= i take his now.
NICE NICE.
i chose the phone.
loved it.
still loving it.
SONY ERICSSON X10 MINI PRO.
PRO SUMMORE SIOL.
MARCUS, GET JEALOUS.
= got the qwerty keyboard.
SHIOKNESS.
really really feel like bragging it now
HAHAHA.
i told marcus only.
:D HAHAHA
my parents both got an iphone4.
yes, 2people, 2iphone4 s
TWO SIOL.
my bro got iphone3gs.
cuz he didnt want 4.
=.=
me?
i got a CUTE one.
just like me. :D
jkjks.
but, its quite cute. i like the pro part.
=.=
my bro was so happy about his phone that..
he wrote on fb:
hi world, i m an iphone. (:
is there any apps you recomend me to download?
some people better
write: sex jokes.
agree lah !