It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
ME.
I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
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Vinny@MFSS
YongLing@MFSS
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Thursday, October 28, 2010
wasted
hi.
I'm feeling awesome like crap.
I mean really.
idk if i should feel awesome or crap.
when i left 2e, i had sort of like a feeling.
missing or whatever that is.
but, i didnt cry.
oh well, i've been quite 'strong'
not as strong as vinny.
not as strong as a man. >:D
i mean emotionally.
long since i cried.
idk when i will really break down.
cuz well,
i tell everyone everything.
whew.
except for one that i'll bring it to my grave.
:(
so. wanted to go out w licy's clique they all.
decided not to.
decided to go suchii's house instead. well, yl and vinny going.
den i asked my dad.
he said: no.
so, i didnt probe further.
cuz i know this wont help.
and, i would simply miss my chance t go out next time.
so i was like: orh okays lor.
bused to amk w tricia.
she told me about teri and kaiwen thing.
now on fb, cally act big.
wtf.
she like...
heard that teri and kaiwen got thing.
not even her prob la.
teri got larger influence then her can?
GO AWAY.
>:D okay, just blabbered everything about that moronic idiot out.
so yeah.
went home.
dad told me go out to m1.
i thought is those waste time go out for nothing kinda trips.
but turned out not quite what i expected.
i bought faded jeans, spag top and hellloads of... >:D i mean 3 nia la.
also sushi ! >:D
i ate alot.
mad lot.
so, i'm going to like go on a special k 2 week challenge until the hols end.
oh, thats 8 weeks.
i hope it does work.
cuz i wanna eat to my heart's content in taiwan. >:D
mum said xuanli lend me some winterwear. :(
ohwell, singapore. stupid.
wanted to buy mufflers. but, doubt it will be THAT cold.
hold on, researching it on wiki.
heh heh. i do hope it will be COLD enough.
so i will wear really LARGE stuff.
eg: my dad's jeans.
nahh, kidding.
not that jialat.
anws.
2e's sort of gone.
i promised myself i wont cry.
neither will i miss 2e.
i'll just miss yl, v , t, and kaiwen's exclique , and a few more.
okay. whats up.
andrea and yy cried.
w/o tears.
the worst scream is often hidden in the heart tho.
licy's clique go eat.
i msged bryan, he looking at them eat.
me?
SHOPPING w dad and mum.
dammit, how many times have i repeated this?
i'm sorry. STMness.
so guess i'm done.
kthxbai.
I'm feeling awesome like crap.
I mean really.
idk if i should feel awesome or crap.
when i left 2e, i had sort of like a feeling.
missing or whatever that is.
but, i didnt cry.
oh well, i've been quite 'strong'
not as strong as vinny.
not as strong as a man. >:D
i mean emotionally.
long since i cried.
idk when i will really break down.
cuz well,
i tell everyone everything.
whew.
except for one that i'll bring it to my grave.
:(
so. wanted to go out w licy's clique they all.
decided not to.
decided to go suchii's house instead. well, yl and vinny going.
den i asked my dad.
he said: no.
so, i didnt probe further.
cuz i know this wont help.
and, i would simply miss my chance t go out next time.
so i was like: orh okays lor.
bused to amk w tricia.
she told me about teri and kaiwen thing.
now on fb, cally act big.
wtf.
she like...
heard that teri and kaiwen got thing.
not even her prob la.
teri got larger influence then her can?
GO AWAY.
>:D okay, just blabbered everything about that moronic idiot out.
so yeah.
went home.
dad told me go out to m1.
i thought is those waste time go out for nothing kinda trips.
but turned out not quite what i expected.
i bought faded jeans, spag top and hellloads of... >:D i mean 3 nia la.
also sushi ! >:D
i ate alot.
mad lot.
so, i'm going to like go on a special k 2 week challenge until the hols end.
oh, thats 8 weeks.
i hope it does work.
cuz i wanna eat to my heart's content in taiwan. >:D
mum said xuanli lend me some winterwear. :(
ohwell, singapore. stupid.
wanted to buy mufflers. but, doubt it will be THAT cold.
hold on, researching it on wiki.
heh heh. i do hope it will be COLD enough.
so i will wear really LARGE stuff.
eg: my dad's jeans.
nahh, kidding.
not that jialat.
anws.
2e's sort of gone.
i promised myself i wont cry.
neither will i miss 2e.
i'll just miss yl, v , t, and kaiwen's exclique , and a few more.
okay. whats up.
andrea and yy cried.
w/o tears.
the worst scream is often hidden in the heart tho.
licy's clique go eat.
i msged bryan, he looking at them eat.
me?
SHOPPING w dad and mum.
dammit, how many times have i repeated this?
i'm sorry. STMness.
so guess i'm done.
kthxbai.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
i promise i'll understand
i'm getting really tired now.
its nine plus pm and i wanna sleep so badly.
ohwell,
most of my braincells died today.
i'm... dammit.
my eyelids just keep drooping down.
so, this shall just be a quick one.
these few days got co open house.
so, we werent allowed t go back t class.
only tmr left t actually spend the school day w vinny, yongling and tamilyn.
i will get high tmr, even if i had a break up.
nahh, relationships aint gonna block my way of life. and my friends.
^^ i know, i want my friends more and like.. ignore lovestories.
but at least 3 months. at least i mean.
AHAHAHAHAH.
so anyways,
hope that tmr recess, will just be the four of us.
impossible.
cuz suchii and andrea would be there.
did i mention that vinny found some new little friends from that bintan trip?
guess i didnt.
they dont matter t me anws.
so. nowadays, kept hanging out w yongling. cuz of cca.
vinny w her bintan clique. yah, like who cares.
so, abit;
just a single incy wincy bit,
trapped up.
except for recess, i cant be w tamilyn. and this might just be the last time im in same class as her.
recess, i definitely make an exception to go w her.
super bored of open house.
so yah.
nowadays, keep hanging out w jeddave's grp too.
super fun lah.
their clique.
yongling normally halfway need go off.
so, i just like... talk lah duh.
ultra moodswing these few days.
jeddave and shawn super lame.
they keep trying t trip people.
they would be like: xiao xin di shang
den try t trip you.
WTF. they losers. i nvr fall.
so yah. im done w this.
idk if i wanna go out w them tmr.
i'm like tired alr.
so, kthxbai.
its nine plus pm and i wanna sleep so badly.
ohwell,
most of my braincells died today.
i'm... dammit.
my eyelids just keep drooping down.
so, this shall just be a quick one.
these few days got co open house.
so, we werent allowed t go back t class.
only tmr left t actually spend the school day w vinny, yongling and tamilyn.
i will get high tmr, even if i had a break up.
nahh, relationships aint gonna block my way of life. and my friends.
^^ i know, i want my friends more and like.. ignore lovestories.
but at least 3 months. at least i mean.
AHAHAHAHAH.
so anyways,
hope that tmr recess, will just be the four of us.
impossible.
cuz suchii and andrea would be there.
did i mention that vinny found some new little friends from that bintan trip?
guess i didnt.
they dont matter t me anws.
so. nowadays, kept hanging out w yongling. cuz of cca.
vinny w her bintan clique. yah, like who cares.
so, abit;
just a single incy wincy bit,
trapped up.
except for recess, i cant be w tamilyn. and this might just be the last time im in same class as her.
recess, i definitely make an exception to go w her.
super bored of open house.
so yah.
nowadays, keep hanging out w jeddave's grp too.
super fun lah.
their clique.
yongling normally halfway need go off.
so, i just like... talk lah duh.
ultra moodswing these few days.
jeddave and shawn super lame.
they keep trying t trip people.
they would be like: xiao xin di shang
den try t trip you.
WTF. they losers. i nvr fall.
so yah. im done w this.
idk if i wanna go out w them tmr.
i'm like tired alr.
so, kthxbai.
Monday, October 25, 2010
streaming
Prettaye upset ya know.
i couldnt take double pure science and POA.
im still gonna try out for it though.
I have to work doubly hard next year then.
:(
away from sad stuff.
something else. >:D
today was a fun day.
wasnt in class most of the time.
cuz was out to many classes presenting about CO stuff.
so, me, yongling, yuanye, pearl went to eat at KB mac.
Mdm lee say cca cancelled at the last minute.
jeddave and bryan came.
they and yuanye super funny.
pearl and i were laughing my ass off.
yy went into guy's toilet.
and much more retarded stuff.
we were creating nuisance, so we faster zao.
go back school t take our bag.
mr han scold. >:) hehe.
but, nvms.
we go to the void deck where we laughed abother couple more hours.
and kept taking YY stuff.
she damn act blur sia.
den, mr han spotted us.
so we go to another void deck.
the people complained.
><
so we go playground.
and was there happily ever after.
^^
jkjk.
alot of people go.
saw lemuel there.
licy and eli met us thr.
no one wan eli go w us.
so she go off w licy and lemuel.
yl go cuz her dad fetching.
YY went off cuz family or sth.
went home w bryan jeddave and pearl THE END
i couldnt take double pure science and POA.
im still gonna try out for it though.
I have to work doubly hard next year then.
:(
away from sad stuff.
something else. >:D
today was a fun day.
wasnt in class most of the time.
cuz was out to many classes presenting about CO stuff.
so, me, yongling, yuanye, pearl went to eat at KB mac.
Mdm lee say cca cancelled at the last minute.
jeddave and bryan came.
they and yuanye super funny.
pearl and i were laughing my ass off.
yy went into guy's toilet.
and much more retarded stuff.
we were creating nuisance, so we faster zao.
go back school t take our bag.
mr han scold. >:) hehe.
but, nvms.
we go to the void deck where we laughed abother couple more hours.
and kept taking YY stuff.
she damn act blur sia.
den, mr han spotted us.
so we go to another void deck.
the people complained.
><
so we go playground.
and was there happily ever after.
^^
jkjk.
alot of people go.
saw lemuel there.
licy and eli met us thr.
no one wan eli go w us.
so she go off w licy and lemuel.
yl go cuz her dad fetching.
YY went off cuz family or sth.
went home w bryan jeddave and pearl THE END
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
bday
i'm really tired.
its 6.50 pm only and i'm tired until like that liao.
today after math i super tired alr, so nvr go library.
dk if vinny got go.
...
anyt.
-.-
real tired.
didnt blog ytd bday cuz was super tired.
but thankyou, everyone who wished me in sms, fb, etcetc.
or even commenting on statuses. =.=
eg: sean beh.
nah kidding.
=.=
he commented on lucas the thing.
he distorted face laa.
super bad mood just now.
'hi my sweetheart' cant be downloaded into my mp4.
eff yeah.
so.
now.
yeah.
SHIT.
i feel like i ate hell loads.
shall just eat teeny weeny dinner.
ya, good anws.
vry long nvr talk.
not bothering me duh. -.-
-someone you wanna spill everything out to but too afraid to.
i know who alr.
he has always been in my mind.
hah. gtg. kthxbai
its 6.50 pm only and i'm tired until like that liao.
today after math i super tired alr, so nvr go library.
dk if vinny got go.
...
anyt.
-.-
real tired.
didnt blog ytd bday cuz was super tired.
but thankyou, everyone who wished me in sms, fb, etcetc.
or even commenting on statuses. =.=
eg: sean beh.
nah kidding.
=.=
he commented on lucas the thing.
he distorted face laa.
super bad mood just now.
'hi my sweetheart' cant be downloaded into my mp4.
eff yeah.
so.
now.
yeah.
SHIT.
i feel like i ate hell loads.
shall just eat teeny weeny dinner.
ya, good anws.
vry long nvr talk.
not bothering me duh. -.-
-someone you wanna spill everything out to but too afraid to.
i know who alr.
he has always been in my mind.
hah. gtg. kthxbai
Sunday, October 10, 2010
MYO
Feeling hell bored outta m crap.
HAH.
2 hour and 47 more min to my quiet fourteen.
:(
i feel like a loser.
cuz my bday is on my exam.
:(
anyways,
i'm feeling pissed.
GAAAAH.
okay. who knows if he will come back to my blog and see all these again.
i shall just hell assholey write it in my tumblr.
F
GIGANTIC F.
:(
so yay !
2 hours and 43 min more !
i'm like..
SHOCKED.
that time actually passed so fast.
last year,
25dec2009,
somewhere there,
during the xmas celebration @ BC,
i joined myo.
and it seems like i just joined that oikos.
and now, in afew more months,
it's gonna be split up.
so this post is dedicated to myo.
! :D
.. and the people inside.
-MeiYen Jie.
she is like the oldest other than auntie xiulan.
but yeah, cuz she is the leader.
she look super young lah !
(if she looking at this, i think she silently happy lor ! :D)
She is ... strong in faith.
she cares for each and everyone of us.
She is an AWESOME role model.
A responsible leader.
(Y)
-Suzanna
AHHH ~
My closest closest closest friend in there.
she is like...
kid-like body with a ... responsible and nice inside thing.
i dont know how to say.
she is really friendly.
she almost doesnt get angry at all.
she laughs w me whenever i roll my eyes at people.
or when i curse people under my breath.
:D
She has been w me.
TRUSTWORTHY !
thats why i told her who i like. >:D
yeah, thats that.
-Rebecca
She=stylish.
i like her alot.
when she realised my nokia phone was kns until... ><><>:D AHAHAHAHA.
-happyhappy-
brian just said all the 'sisters' miss me.
suzanna they all.
who is suzanna they all.
... the 'they all' part.
but now, i AHM CHIOU-ING !
... SILENTLY HAPPY LAH !
>:D
i miss them already too actually.
:(
5 more days ! i promise !
or maybe 6 more..
or 7 more..
but, i wont so jialat liao...
after i go back. :D
so yeah.
super super super happy.
i found real , trustful, kind, friendly friends in there.
the 'stranger' who was the friendliest towards me at the start.
i know who now.
BANANA !
<3 STITCH !
HAH.
2 hour and 47 more min to my quiet fourteen.
:(
i feel like a loser.
cuz my bday is on my exam.
:(
anyways,
i'm feeling pissed.
GAAAAH.
okay. who knows if he will come back to my blog and see all these again.
i shall just hell assholey write it in my tumblr.
F
GIGANTIC F.
:(
so yay !
2 hours and 43 min more !
i'm like..
SHOCKED.
that time actually passed so fast.
last year,
25dec2009,
somewhere there,
during the xmas celebration @ BC,
i joined myo.
and it seems like i just joined that oikos.
and now, in afew more months,
it's gonna be split up.
so this post is dedicated to myo.
! :D
.. and the people inside.
-MeiYen Jie.
she is like the oldest other than auntie xiulan.
but yeah, cuz she is the leader.
she look super young lah !
(if she looking at this, i think she silently happy lor ! :D)
She is ... strong in faith.
she cares for each and everyone of us.
She is an AWESOME role model.
A responsible leader.
(Y)
-Suzanna
AHHH ~
My closest closest closest friend in there.
she is like...
kid-like body with a ... responsible and nice inside thing.
i dont know how to say.
she is really friendly.
she almost doesnt get angry at all.
she laughs w me whenever i roll my eyes at people.
or when i curse people under my breath.
:D
She has been w me.
TRUSTWORTHY !
thats why i told her who i like. >:D
yeah, thats that.
-Rebecca
She=stylish.
i like her alot.
when she realised my nokia phone was kns until... ><><>:D AHAHAHAHA.
-happyhappy-
brian just said all the 'sisters' miss me.
suzanna they all.
who is suzanna they all.
... the 'they all' part.
but now, i AHM CHIOU-ING !
... SILENTLY HAPPY LAH !
>:D
i miss them already too actually.
:(
5 more days ! i promise !
or maybe 6 more..
or 7 more..
but, i wont so jialat liao...
after i go back. :D
so yeah.
super super super happy.
i found real , trustful, kind, friendly friends in there.
the 'stranger' who was the friendliest towards me at the start.
i know who now.
BANANA !
<3 STITCH !
Sunday, October 3, 2010
dreams
when its nice, it's really nice.
when it sucks, it really does.
but, when that dream is nice,
it sucks too.
cuz when you wake up,
you will just realise that it is a dream.
and none of it happened in reality.
however, that memory in your dream, will be with you if you really treasure it.
i know.
you said:
uhmm.. you know..we.. uh..
thats a dream. but i still rmb it.
i rmb chionging t my phone t check out th time and date.
only if this was reality.
3rd october 2010 7.41 pm.
how would i forget.
i liked that.
ALOT.
now i understand.
love was supposed t be happy.
when it sucks, it really does.
but, when that dream is nice,
it sucks too.
cuz when you wake up,
you will just realise that it is a dream.
and none of it happened in reality.
however, that memory in your dream, will be with you if you really treasure it.
i know.
you said:
uhmm.. you know..we.. uh..
thats a dream. but i still rmb it.
i rmb chionging t my phone t check out th time and date.
only if this was reality.
3rd october 2010 7.41 pm.
how would i forget.
i liked that.
ALOT.
now i understand.
love was supposed t be happy.