It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
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the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
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'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.' 'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. ' ♥-/Increased.Heartbeat ME. I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever. I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
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Thursday, October 28, 2010
wasted
hi.
I'm feeling awesome like crap. I mean really. idk if i should feel awesome or crap. when i left 2e, i had sort of like a feeling. missing or whatever that is. but, i didnt cry. oh well, i've been quite 'strong' not as strong as vinny. not as strong as a man. >:D i mean emotionally. long since i cried. idk when i will really break down. cuz well, i tell everyone everything. whew. except for one that i'll bring it to my grave. :( so. wanted to go out w licy's clique they all. decided not to. decided to go suchii's house instead. well, yl and vinny going. den i asked my dad. he said: no. so, i didnt probe further. cuz i know this wont help. and, i would simply miss my chance t go out next time. so i was like: orh okays lor. bused to amk w tricia. she told me about teri and kaiwen thing. now on fb, cally act big. wtf. she like... heard that teri and kaiwen got thing. not even her prob la. teri got larger influence then her can? GO AWAY. >:D okay, just blabbered everything about that moronic idiot out. so yeah. went home. dad told me go out to m1. i thought is those waste time go out for nothing kinda trips. but turned out not quite what i expected. i bought faded jeans, spag top and hellloads of... >:D i mean 3 nia la. also sushi ! >:D i ate alot. mad lot. so, i'm going to like go on a special k 2 week challenge until the hols end. oh, thats 8 weeks. i hope it does work. cuz i wanna eat to my heart's content in taiwan. >:D mum said xuanli lend me some winterwear. :( ohwell, singapore. stupid. wanted to buy mufflers. but, doubt it will be THAT cold. hold on, researching it on wiki. heh heh. i do hope it will be COLD enough. so i will wear really LARGE stuff. eg: my dad's jeans. nahh, kidding. not that jialat. anws. 2e's sort of gone. i promised myself i wont cry. neither will i miss 2e. i'll just miss yl, v , t, and kaiwen's exclique , and a few more. okay. whats up. andrea and yy cried. w/o tears. the worst scream is often hidden in the heart tho. licy's clique go eat. i msged bryan, he looking at them eat. me? SHOPPING w dad and mum. dammit, how many times have i repeated this? i'm sorry. STMness. so guess i'm done. kthxbai. |