It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
ME.
I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
Links .
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2Endeavour'10@MFSS
Grace.T@PCPS
JiaJun@YDC
Shermaine@BC Chinese
Tamilyn@MFSS
Vinny@MFSS
YongLing@MFSS
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YongLing@MFSS
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
What hurts more than losing you, is knowing that you're not fighting to keep me.
TIRED. I TRIED.
My dad's on the armchair.
I bet he's taking chances to peek at what I'm writing.
So, no vulgarities this post.
-peace out-
I'm not angry, neither am I happy.
I still like twitter. Do join twitter, but I beg you, DONT FOLLOW ME.
If you're not from Mayflower Sec/PeiChun/ YDC.
Yesterday night is like insectified.
Had this insectlike sort of drop onto my bed. SCARY MAX.
I scared will fly, so put 2 tictac boxes there nd begged my bro to like close the 2 boxes nd bin it.
my bro scooped the insectlike using paper, nd threw it down the window.
Did I mention how much I love my brother? :D
Today, combined still okay.
Highed like mad when eating w Melissa nd Licy.
Cuz I ate PEPPERLUNCH.
excited to the max when I ate it.
nd I poured almost the whole bottle of the honey brown sauce to cook. LOL.
Damn nice lah ! :D
Went back for another practice w zls for those going to TaiWan.
Blur max, ME.
Went home, feeling down down down down.
For nothing lah. Yeah. You know I'm lying.
But neither do I want to tell the truth.
I don't want to be the laughing stock of everyone, especially myself,
for being so stupid. While walking from the bus stop to the mrt,
I was like thinking:
4 main aspects of life.
-Family
-Career
-Life
-Love.
1) Family. -Failed
I'm still okay, just that Dad's really pissing me off. Like really.
But tell me, who's Dad ain't pissing them off?
He don't allow me to go out like everytime, PLEASE LAH.
2) Career. -Failed
Given on how I write,
do you think I'm some rich people person who got a job?
So, my SCHOOLING LIFE.
My grades suck.
I got into 3D.
I think I said that like forever.
3) Life. -Failed
My life, at this section, refers to friendship lah.
I'm going different class. = Separated from 2E.
Friends are like byebyes already.
All my P6 buddies are all w their new Sec school friends already,
although we promised to go out with each other forever. -_-
Sec1 nd 2 friends? Still in clique. But seldom talk. :(
Don't wanna talk about church already. Dowant to get sadder.
Okay, well, at least not for LSVES. (: HAHA.
I'm being dumb like a dumbass, I know.
4) Love. -Failed
I have like my mind stuck on this person, which I will never have.
Stupid enough.
Things like that will make me stupider.
Please, I'm dumb enough already.
Don't make me worse.
Win-win solution?
Take revenge nd make sure that the person will regret it a thousand times over.
You'd also get over him at the same time.
I feel like a genius now.
Revenge plan not to be revealed yet. HAHAH.
Don't ever fall hard = not more than 4 months.
Make sure you can get over him.
Be mean, even if that was to be hateful. (:
YAY !
Okay, so.
After pondering these 4 points,
I was like sadder than sad.
Cried. Stupid enough to, yes.
So, went home, blahblahblah.
OH DAMMIT.
Now its 7.45 pm.
I missed winxclub. THANKS.
I havent even pack my camp bag thou it is tomorrow. GAAAAAAH.
Now I'm carrying my school bag.
I hope I can stuff everything in.
I love bagpacks.
Anyways,
I have to get over the fact that some people are like copying me,
cuz I am too awesome nd they can't be,
so they have to follow me.
Thanks. (: I learnt to open my heart to these people.
At least people wanna copy me, not anyone else. (:
I FEEL AWESOME NOW.
-some words to make myself happy, in case I start thinking too much again.-
kthxbye (:
My dad's on the armchair.
I bet he's taking chances to peek at what I'm writing.
So, no vulgarities this post.
-peace out-
I'm not angry, neither am I happy.
I still like twitter. Do join twitter, but I beg you, DONT FOLLOW ME.
If you're not from Mayflower Sec/PeiChun/ YDC.
Yesterday night is like insectified.
Had this insectlike sort of drop onto my bed. SCARY MAX.
I scared will fly, so put 2 tictac boxes there nd begged my bro to like close the 2 boxes nd bin it.
my bro scooped the insectlike using paper, nd threw it down the window.
Did I mention how much I love my brother? :D
Today, combined still okay.
Highed like mad when eating w Melissa nd Licy.
Cuz I ate PEPPERLUNCH.
excited to the max when I ate it.
nd I poured almost the whole bottle of the honey brown sauce to cook. LOL.
Damn nice lah ! :D
Went back for another practice w zls for those going to TaiWan.
Blur max, ME.
Went home, feeling down down down down.
For nothing lah. Yeah. You know I'm lying.
But neither do I want to tell the truth.
I don't want to be the laughing stock of everyone, especially myself,
for being so stupid. While walking from the bus stop to the mrt,
I was like thinking:
4 main aspects of life.
-Family
-Career
-Life
-Love.
1) Family. -Failed
I'm still okay, just that Dad's really pissing me off. Like really.
But tell me, who's Dad ain't pissing them off?
He don't allow me to go out like everytime, PLEASE LAH.
2) Career. -Failed
Given on how I write,
do you think I'm some rich people person who got a job?
So, my SCHOOLING LIFE.
My grades suck.
I got into 3D.
I think I said that like forever.
3) Life. -Failed
My life, at this section, refers to friendship lah.
I'm going different class. = Separated from 2E.
Friends are like byebyes already.
All my P6 buddies are all w their new Sec school friends already,
although we promised to go out with each other forever. -_-
Sec1 nd 2 friends? Still in clique. But seldom talk. :(
Don't wanna talk about church already. Dowant to get sadder.
Okay, well, at least not for LSVES. (: HAHA.
I'm being dumb like a dumbass, I know.
4) Love. -Failed
I have like my mind stuck on this person, which I will never have.
Stupid enough.
Things like that will make me stupider.
Please, I'm dumb enough already.
Don't make me worse.
Win-win solution?
Take revenge nd make sure that the person will regret it a thousand times over.
You'd also get over him at the same time.
I feel like a genius now.
Revenge plan not to be revealed yet. HAHAH.
Don't ever fall hard = not more than 4 months.
Make sure you can get over him.
Be mean, even if that was to be hateful. (:
YAY !
Okay, so.
After pondering these 4 points,
I was like sadder than sad.
Cried. Stupid enough to, yes.
So, went home, blahblahblah.
OH DAMMIT.
Now its 7.45 pm.
I missed winxclub. THANKS.
I havent even pack my camp bag thou it is tomorrow. GAAAAAAH.
Now I'm carrying my school bag.
I hope I can stuff everything in.
I love bagpacks.
Anyways,
I have to get over the fact that some people are like copying me,
cuz I am too awesome nd they can't be,
so they have to follow me.
Thanks. (: I learnt to open my heart to these people.
At least people wanna copy me, not anyone else. (:
I FEEL AWESOME NOW.
-some words to make myself happy, in case I start thinking too much again.-
kthxbye (:
Monday, November 29, 2010
If you knew how much you've hurt me, you could never look me in the eyes again.
One more day passed. I didnt do my homework or pack my room.
I wasted another day.
Upset.
But I'm still not giving up on the plan.
I feel mean, I feel evil.
But at the end of the day, you wouldnt bother right.
Rewatching Meteor Garden.
Like really, if all the guys in the world are jerryyan-like,
the world would be peaceful, even with all the slutty bitches lying around.
Been twittering alot these few days.
Especially following people I don't know.
I think they are awesome like mad max.
I like twitter like tumblr. (L)
There's cca tomorrow, gotta go kays.
Tmr is going to be a tiring day.
Not writing soon.
kthxbye.
I wasted another day.
Upset.
But I'm still not giving up on the plan.
I feel mean, I feel evil.
But at the end of the day, you wouldnt bother right.
Rewatching Meteor Garden.
Like really, if all the guys in the world are jerryyan-like,
the world would be peaceful, even with all the slutty bitches lying around.
Been twittering alot these few days.
Especially following people I don't know.
I think they are awesome like mad max.
I like twitter like tumblr. (L)
There's cca tomorrow, gotta go kays.
Tmr is going to be a tiring day.
Not writing soon.
kthxbye.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you, cuz every tear is just a reminder that I don't know how to let you go.
YAY !
Dad fetching Bro to PasirRis to his Army.
Kenna released yesterday, need go back in today. LOL.
I like his botak head.
Now, I have someone in the house who has shorter fringe than me. HAHA.
-Happyhappy-
My maid going off. New one coming.
I will miss the old one. She super hardworking lah can?
The new one don't know how speak English. WTF.
Remembered, Sean said his maid going off too, last time.
nd now I'm laughing my ass off.
But really lah, do I look like I have to depend on a maid? Pls la. -.-
I'd rather use the money to shop instead.
I'm getting scared too.
My new class, nd the CO Camp that is coming up.
Haven't get the packing list yet. Yes, wtf.
I hope its not as jialat as last years'
And I also haven't pack my room yet. How am I going to pack it lah?
Cuz I have camp, a week, then Taiwan alr.
I wanna sit on a PLANE. I WANNA FFFLLLLLYYYYYY !
Jolin nd I promised each other to sit w eachother when the new year starts.
I bet you, 2D'10-ians would be clustered together.
-_-
Yesterday= fucking boring. <-- slapped myself.
Was Sudokuing.
Then, dad suddenly want go church.
nd I was like HUH WTF.
So go lah.
I then don't want bus to church myself then bus back myself.
Please, my TIME.
... :(
Was sort of dozing off in church. -_-
YES. MY LIFE.
Then after everything,
WenXing was like: Ey, Esther, when you become so loner.
Then he quoted from my fb status: I'm not emo, I'm just thinking nd not talking.
Then Brian damn extra sia.
He was like: LOL lame sia. -_-
No one ask him comment.
lame = overused word.
No one use that anymore pls.
And, I've always been like that. I didn't change to become so loner. I just didn't wanna get pushed around nd be the 2nd choice. CAN?!
So, keep myself away from all these jiu can liao lah.
*peacepeace*
:( Hate my life. Stuck w Dad nd Mum.
Didnt quite talk.
OHOHOH ~
DAMN HAPPY ALSO !
LOOOOOKKKKING FORWARD TO XMAS SHOPPING ND CNY SHOPPING W LSVES !
<3 I love them max.
Although there are 5 people,
odd number,
but, NO ONE gets left out.
From church summore.
= can go out w them anytime.
Cuz my Dad thinks church friends are good influence.
HAH. How wrong.
I'm done.
CHEER ME ON.
kthxbye (:
I don't mean anyt to you thou you mean the world to me.
You'd pick anyone else but me.
Fine, since you like to do it so much,
I'm going to do what you're doing, just twice as bad.
I'm going to flirt more than you do,
smile when I'm w anyone but you,
I'm going to get over you fast,
nd be close to any guy that we know.
I want you to regret it a thousand times over for picking her to me.
It was me who let go many things that I had just for you,
nd you see everyone but me.
Thanks, now I know how insignificant I am to you.
Basically,
I WANT YOU TO REGRET IT.
Bastard.
Cuz the only way to get over you, is to get revenge on you.
nd once I start, I won't stop.
Dad fetching Bro to PasirRis to his Army.
Kenna released yesterday, need go back in today. LOL.
I like his botak head.
Now, I have someone in the house who has shorter fringe than me. HAHA.
-Happyhappy-
My maid going off. New one coming.
I will miss the old one. She super hardworking lah can?
The new one don't know how speak English. WTF.
Remembered, Sean said his maid going off too, last time.
nd now I'm laughing my ass off.
But really lah, do I look like I have to depend on a maid? Pls la. -.-
I'd rather use the money to shop instead.
I'm getting scared too.
My new class, nd the CO Camp that is coming up.
Haven't get the packing list yet. Yes, wtf.
I hope its not as jialat as last years'
And I also haven't pack my room yet. How am I going to pack it lah?
Cuz I have camp, a week, then Taiwan alr.
I wanna sit on a PLANE. I WANNA FFFLLLLLYYYYYY !
Jolin nd I promised each other to sit w eachother when the new year starts.
I bet you, 2D'10-ians would be clustered together.
-_-
Yesterday= fucking boring. <-- slapped myself.
Was Sudokuing.
Then, dad suddenly want go church.
nd I was like HUH WTF.
So go lah.
I then don't want bus to church myself then bus back myself.
Please, my TIME.
... :(
Was sort of dozing off in church. -_-
YES. MY LIFE.
Then after everything,
WenXing was like: Ey, Esther, when you become so loner.
Then he quoted from my fb status: I'm not emo, I'm just thinking nd not talking.
Then Brian damn extra sia.
He was like: LOL lame sia. -_-
No one ask him comment.
lame = overused word.
No one use that anymore pls.
And, I've always been like that. I didn't change to become so loner. I just didn't wanna get pushed around nd be the 2nd choice. CAN?!
So, keep myself away from all these jiu can liao lah.
*peacepeace*
:( Hate my life. Stuck w Dad nd Mum.
Didnt quite talk.
OHOHOH ~
DAMN HAPPY ALSO !
LOOOOOKKKKING FORWARD TO XMAS SHOPPING ND CNY SHOPPING W LSVES !
<3 I love them max.
Although there are 5 people,
odd number,
but, NO ONE gets left out.
From church summore.
= can go out w them anytime.
Cuz my Dad thinks church friends are good influence.
HAH. How wrong.
I'm done.
CHEER ME ON.
kthxbye (:
I don't mean anyt to you thou you mean the world to me.
You'd pick anyone else but me.
Fine, since you like to do it so much,
I'm going to do what you're doing, just twice as bad.
I'm going to flirt more than you do,
smile when I'm w anyone but you,
I'm going to get over you fast,
nd be close to any guy that we know.
I want you to regret it a thousand times over for picking her to me.
It was me who let go many things that I had just for you,
nd you see everyone but me.
Thanks, now I know how insignificant I am to you.
Basically,
I WANT YOU TO REGRET IT.
Bastard.
Cuz the only way to get over you, is to get revenge on you.
nd once I start, I won't stop.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Sometimes, when I say "oh, I'm fine" I want you to look into my eyes & say "tell the truth"
Hi blog.
--SUPER LONG POST COMING UP--
Busy day & night yesterday.
CityHall>IonOrchard>Scape>313@Somerset>DhobyXchange>Century Sq>PARTYYYYY !
Still love it to the max.
The horoscope thinggy was correct.
I really really reallllllyyyy wanted to go out yesterday.
After cooping myself at home for so long.
Woke up, nd immediately prepared to go out.
Love stuff like that.
Then, went out.
To celebrate Sheryl's Birthday.
Supposed t meet Linette, Shermaine, Val, Sheryl @ CityHall @ 1100.
Linette was buying present for Sheryl, so.
She was bloody hell late.
reached CityHall @1145. LOL.
Linette nd Val kept on saying I look like Ahlian. ... HUH?
Please lah, I SO GUAI CAN?
Linette was like: Who thinks esther looks ahlian raise your hand.
everyone but shermaine raised. :D
SHERMAINE IS MY NEW BEST FRIEND.
Please lah. I dye hair nd paint nails nia then say until so jialat. x.x
Went Ion first. Ate BurgerKing. HAHA LINETTE OWES ME 5 BUCKS ! :D
Had a cake for Sheryl.
SMASHED IT IN HER FACE.
But quite fail lah.
HAHA.
Took loads of photos.
MadLoads of unglam shots too.
Shopped around Ion, damn expensive lah.
I can't find the shop that Cally nd I went to the last time. The ultra chio dress.
:( Haiz.
But, got something more than that. (:
Went scape. Wasn't anyt much.
But, 987FM Recording studio was there.
OHMY LAH. AWESOME TTVM.
Had kbox too, But didnt go in. People were broke.
Then, went to 313.
Damn awesome lah can ?!
Uhmm, went to Forever21.
4 floors high.
1st Storey was all accesories. Created a law for myself.
If there are like super duper cheap deals nd I don't get it,
Might as well kill me, like seriously.
Well, Val somehow got the same law as me.
Linette nd I made a deal w each other. To try on at least 1 piece per floor. AT LEAST.
Really couldnt find a nice piece on 2nd floor.
So Linette picked an oversized thick clothing.
nd said that it'd fit my shorts perfectly.
End result?
IT SUCKED.
Not bad lah, just that the colour is super off.
There was like this auntie who wore the same shirt as Linette.
Linette said she'd flaunt how she looked nice in that shirt. She went in front of her nd showed her how the shirt was supposed t be worn. FUNNY MAX LAH !
Then, 3rd floor, more daring lah.
Choose 2 pieces. Linette chose the last one on me.
I actually didnt want linette choose one.
But I got a grey singletlike nd just thought: okay lah, try lah, since val, shermaine and sheryl's ones are like... hideous. Sorry. Linette chose it. I mean the design is really ... ^&#^%*)^
so, had 3 pieces. singletlike, low tank, dress that linette chose.
1st, I wore the dress w the singletlike.
DAMN NICE LAH I LOVE IT. the dress was 53 bucks. -_-
2nd one was the tank w the singletlike.
LOVE IT TOO !
OMG. I MUST BUY THE DRESS I TELL YOU. If it is still on the shelves before new year lah. x.x
anywayy, my dad allows me to buy dresses at 50++ bucks. I asked him okay.
So, 4th floor.
Linette chose it.
So val nd I had the same piece.
We came out nd looked like twins. LOL.
Went DhobyGhaut instead.
Bought a really nice subwaycookie-like brownie.
chewy, chocolatey.
MY FAVOURITE.
Small piece for 2.80.
But super nice lah.
Went century sq.
Ate like half of it while waiting for GaoJie.
Asked if she want try.
Hmm, she said it was nice.
She even said I skinnier liaos. -HAPPYHAPPY MAX-
Abit lah, But at least my hardwork paid off.
:D Then, bought 10 Helium Balloons for 16 bucks.
I'm going to buy 1 for myself next time.
nd I shall write my wish on it, nd let it up into the sky. I hope God sees it thou.
I don't want to take any risk like really.
Met up w Rebecca nd all 3 of us took cab to Aquarius.
AWESOME LAH. Like almost not enough time.
Still did the deco. PHEWWWWW.
Then I sort of asked ZhengWen something.
Then was thinking like: Pls la. You not AhBeng then act what act. -_-
So, had games.
I really almost died in there.
Laughed my ass off.
I was also sort of out of my mind.
Dizzy spells.
LUCKY LAH.
There was like this game, when 1 person from A nd another from B had to be blindfolded nd had to find the other person.
A got 3 girls, Me, Suzanna, Meiyen.
B got 1 girl, GaoJie.
Was supposed to play w a guy at first.
Lucky they found someone else IN TIME.
GaoJie played twice.
So blahblahblah nd the thinggy ended.
Bloody hate the shirt I wore.
But, had to wear it. Twin shirt w Val.
But she good lor, nvr wear. :(
Okays I'm done w yesterday.
Today, talked to Jolin on FB chat.
We going to complain on tuesday, one day before CO Camp.
I hope complain until we can go into Double Pure Science.
Like really lah. I got 17/40 in class position nd got into the worst class of all times?!
:( Bloody hate it. I'd rahter stay in this class than go to 3e thou. (: But I wna go 3J or 3I. DOUBLEPURE.
Looking forward to CO Camp.
1-3 dec, Wed to Fri.
And they havent give us the packing list yet. HAHAHAH.
I like to stay away from home. (:
Friday is going to be another tiring day.
Maybe skipping oikos. Who knows, really.
I'm looking forward to TaiWan nows.
I wanna shop till I drop.
I want all the cheap deals.
I wanna BUYBUYBUY.
Most importantly,
I wanna stay out of home.
13-18dec. (:
I'm really done.
kthxbye. (:
Anytime you're close to me, I'm close to heaven as I can be.
--SUPER LONG POST COMING UP--
Busy day & night yesterday.
CityHall>IonOrchard>Scape>313@Somerset>DhobyXchange>Century Sq>PARTYYYYY !
Still love it to the max.
The horoscope thinggy was correct.
I really really reallllllyyyy wanted to go out yesterday.
After cooping myself at home for so long.
Woke up, nd immediately prepared to go out.
Love stuff like that.
Then, went out.
To celebrate Sheryl's Birthday.
Supposed t meet Linette, Shermaine, Val, Sheryl @ CityHall @ 1100.
Linette was buying present for Sheryl, so.
She was bloody hell late.
reached CityHall @1145. LOL.
Linette nd Val kept on saying I look like Ahlian. ... HUH?
Please lah, I SO GUAI CAN?
Linette was like: Who thinks esther looks ahlian raise your hand.
everyone but shermaine raised. :D
SHERMAINE IS MY NEW BEST FRIEND.
Please lah. I dye hair nd paint nails nia then say until so jialat. x.x
Went Ion first. Ate BurgerKing. HAHA LINETTE OWES ME 5 BUCKS ! :D
Had a cake for Sheryl.
SMASHED IT IN HER FACE.
But quite fail lah.
HAHA.
Took loads of photos.
MadLoads of unglam shots too.
Shopped around Ion, damn expensive lah.
I can't find the shop that Cally nd I went to the last time. The ultra chio dress.
:( Haiz.
But, got something more than that. (:
Went scape. Wasn't anyt much.
But, 987FM Recording studio was there.
OHMY LAH. AWESOME TTVM.
Had kbox too, But didnt go in. People were broke.
Then, went to 313.
Damn awesome lah can ?!
Uhmm, went to Forever21.
4 floors high.
1st Storey was all accesories. Created a law for myself.
If there are like super duper cheap deals nd I don't get it,
Might as well kill me, like seriously.
Well, Val somehow got the same law as me.
Linette nd I made a deal w each other. To try on at least 1 piece per floor. AT LEAST.
Really couldnt find a nice piece on 2nd floor.
So Linette picked an oversized thick clothing.
nd said that it'd fit my shorts perfectly.
End result?
IT SUCKED.
Not bad lah, just that the colour is super off.
There was like this auntie who wore the same shirt as Linette.
Linette said she'd flaunt how she looked nice in that shirt. She went in front of her nd showed her how the shirt was supposed t be worn. FUNNY MAX LAH !
Then, 3rd floor, more daring lah.
Choose 2 pieces. Linette chose the last one on me.
I actually didnt want linette choose one.
But I got a grey singletlike nd just thought: okay lah, try lah, since val, shermaine and sheryl's ones are like... hideous. Sorry. Linette chose it. I mean the design is really ... ^&#^%*)^
so, had 3 pieces. singletlike, low tank, dress that linette chose.
1st, I wore the dress w the singletlike.
DAMN NICE LAH I LOVE IT. the dress was 53 bucks. -_-
2nd one was the tank w the singletlike.
LOVE IT TOO !
OMG. I MUST BUY THE DRESS I TELL YOU. If it is still on the shelves before new year lah. x.x
anywayy, my dad allows me to buy dresses at 50++ bucks. I asked him okay.
So, 4th floor.
Linette chose it.
So val nd I had the same piece.
We came out nd looked like twins. LOL.
Went DhobyGhaut instead.
Bought a really nice subwaycookie-like brownie.
chewy, chocolatey.
MY FAVOURITE.
Small piece for 2.80.
But super nice lah.
Went century sq.
Ate like half of it while waiting for GaoJie.
Asked if she want try.
Hmm, she said it was nice.
She even said I skinnier liaos. -HAPPYHAPPY MAX-
Abit lah, But at least my hardwork paid off.
:D Then, bought 10 Helium Balloons for 16 bucks.
I'm going to buy 1 for myself next time.
nd I shall write my wish on it, nd let it up into the sky. I hope God sees it thou.
I don't want to take any risk like really.
Met up w Rebecca nd all 3 of us took cab to Aquarius.
AWESOME LAH. Like almost not enough time.
Still did the deco. PHEWWWWW.
Then I sort of asked ZhengWen something.
Then was thinking like: Pls la. You not AhBeng then act what act. -_-
So, had games.
I really almost died in there.
Laughed my ass off.
I was also sort of out of my mind.
Dizzy spells.
LUCKY LAH.
There was like this game, when 1 person from A nd another from B had to be blindfolded nd had to find the other person.
A got 3 girls, Me, Suzanna, Meiyen.
B got 1 girl, GaoJie.
Was supposed to play w a guy at first.
Lucky they found someone else IN TIME.
GaoJie played twice.
So blahblahblah nd the thinggy ended.
Bloody hate the shirt I wore.
But, had to wear it. Twin shirt w Val.
But she good lor, nvr wear. :(
Okays I'm done w yesterday.
Today, talked to Jolin on FB chat.
We going to complain on tuesday, one day before CO Camp.
I hope complain until we can go into Double Pure Science.
Like really lah. I got 17/40 in class position nd got into the worst class of all times?!
:( Bloody hate it. I'd rahter stay in this class than go to 3e thou. (: But I wna go 3J or 3I. DOUBLEPURE.
Looking forward to CO Camp.
1-3 dec, Wed to Fri.
And they havent give us the packing list yet. HAHAHAH.
I like to stay away from home. (:
Friday is going to be another tiring day.
Maybe skipping oikos. Who knows, really.
I'm looking forward to TaiWan nows.
I wanna shop till I drop.
I want all the cheap deals.
I wanna BUYBUYBUY.
Most importantly,
I wanna stay out of home.
13-18dec. (:
I'm really done.
kthxbye. (:
Anytime you're close to me, I'm close to heaven as I can be.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
I thought I was over him. Done with him. But then there he was, standing there, and I couldn't breathe.
Hi blog, sorry to disturb.
Never blog at the time before, cuz I blogged whenever I was bored.
Now still early lah, sians.
Uhmm, did I mention that I was staying up till late at night ever since the holidays started?
Not that late lah, about midnight.
My worst was at 2am++
still okay lah.
Nowadays are like 1am like that then sleep already.
Okays, blogged now cuz I was downloading songs
nd was getting addicted to FLH's MV nd song.
Super love it.
From their newest album. HAHAHAH.
Sexy Girl- Fahrenheit.
Available in YouTube.
Bloody flashy.
But I love the lyrics nd their eyes.
In the MV,
You see Arron's eyes, YOU PRACTICALLY DIE ON THE SPOT.
The female lead is a BITCH. She is not that pretty lor. -_-
Calvin most jialat one, do the most.
He is also obviously, the most experienced one. :D
His blonde-like hair is nice. ^^
The front part, which was in English,
Fahrenheit sounded really really weird singing in English.
They Chinese can liao lah.
Normally, Jiro starts the song.
Cuz he was the one who was first discovered in the media.
He raps and everything else too.
They all are like so matured in this new album, their 4th album.
I CAN RECOGNISE THEIR VOICE !
In singing, when there are no MVs.
I feeling super happy nd prouda myself.
Okay, these are their roles.
Calvin: Hold the girl nd feed her and everything else. -_-
Arron: Standing up against the wall behind him and walking down the narrow white aisle, smiling to the camera, MAKING PEOPLE DROOL TTVM. <3>
WuChun: Sitting against the wall, BEING HOT AS HE SHOULD. :D
Jiro: Reaching his hands out to the camera, Doing the actions, RAPPING
Each of them leaned their backs against the wall at least once.
And I tell you, they are bloody HOT.
Just like the first song in that album, Tai Re (Super Hot)
Arron looks nice when tilting his head up nd looking down at the same time, or tilt down his head and look up. AWESOME LAH CANS !
Meniere's disease. I don't mind having that.
:D HAHAHAHAH. I feel mean cursing myself.
But Arron looks super cool nd hot while the disease works up or something. >:D
In youtube, type in " [MV/HQ] Fahrenheit - Sexy Girl "
and choose the one from missrocknrockstaaa.
Ultra awesome.
Especially @ 0:27 nd the chorus.
Okay, I'm done.
One whole post dedicated to Fahrenheit's SexyGirl. :D
Song review:
Voice :08/10 ( English words? NAHH)
MV :10/10 ( Relevant !)
Ratings :10/10 (Tried a new type of song. GOOD !)
Guy Hotness:10/10 ( Definitely more than 100% !)
Lyrics :09/10 (Tune is super nice, the lyrics are nice too, but just, a little flaw.)
Overall :47/50 ( WAHSEHH. HIGH LEYYS !)
HAHAHAHAHAH. I love this song to the max. Thats why.
Hmm, I should do more song reviews next time.
Only ones that I like.
FLH sure A* lah. :D
nd, Tomorrow I sure not blogging. Too busy, 2 bday thinggys going on.
Sheryl's from 1030,
Oikos from 1700.
5pm cuz going out w GaoJie again. ...
I'll update soon.
Saturday or something?
I'll find a chance someday.
I'm done w this post.
ME LIKEYY ! :D
kthxbye.
Never blog at the time before, cuz I blogged whenever I was bored.
Now still early lah, sians.
Uhmm, did I mention that I was staying up till late at night ever since the holidays started?
Not that late lah, about midnight.
My worst was at 2am++
still okay lah.
Nowadays are like 1am like that then sleep already.
Okays, blogged now cuz I was downloading songs
nd was getting addicted to FLH's MV nd song.
Super love it.
From their newest album. HAHAHAH.
Sexy Girl- Fahrenheit.
Available in YouTube.
Bloody flashy.
But I love the lyrics nd their eyes.
In the MV,
You see Arron's eyes, YOU PRACTICALLY DIE ON THE SPOT.
The female lead is a BITCH. She is not that pretty lor. -_-
Calvin most jialat one, do the most.
He is also obviously, the most experienced one. :D
His blonde-like hair is nice. ^^
The front part, which was in English,
Fahrenheit sounded really really weird singing in English.
They Chinese can liao lah.
Normally, Jiro starts the song.
Cuz he was the one who was first discovered in the media.
He raps and everything else too.
They all are like so matured in this new album, their 4th album.
I CAN RECOGNISE THEIR VOICE !
In singing, when there are no MVs.
I feeling super happy nd prouda myself.
Okay, these are their roles.
Calvin: Hold the girl nd feed her and everything else. -_-
Arron: Standing up against the wall behind him and walking down the narrow white aisle, smiling to the camera, MAKING PEOPLE DROOL TTVM. <3>
WuChun: Sitting against the wall, BEING HOT AS HE SHOULD. :D
Jiro: Reaching his hands out to the camera, Doing the actions, RAPPING
Each of them leaned their backs against the wall at least once.
And I tell you, they are bloody HOT.
Just like the first song in that album, Tai Re (Super Hot)
Arron looks nice when tilting his head up nd looking down at the same time, or tilt down his head and look up. AWESOME LAH CANS !
Meniere's disease. I don't mind having that.
:D HAHAHAHAH. I feel mean cursing myself.
But Arron looks super cool nd hot while the disease works up or something. >:D
In youtube, type in " [MV/HQ] Fahrenheit - Sexy Girl "
and choose the one from missrocknrockstaaa.
Ultra awesome.
Especially @ 0:27 nd the chorus.
Okay, I'm done.
One whole post dedicated to Fahrenheit's SexyGirl. :D
Song review:
Voice :08/10 ( English words? NAHH)
MV :10/10 ( Relevant !)
Ratings :10/10 (Tried a new type of song. GOOD !)
Guy Hotness:10/10 ( Definitely more than 100% !)
Lyrics :09/10 (Tune is super nice, the lyrics are nice too, but just, a little flaw.)
Overall :47/50 ( WAHSEHH. HIGH LEYYS !)
HAHAHAHAHAH. I love this song to the max. Thats why.
Hmm, I should do more song reviews next time.
Only ones that I like.
FLH sure A* lah. :D
nd, Tomorrow I sure not blogging. Too busy, 2 bday thinggys going on.
Sheryl's from 1030,
Oikos from 1700.
5pm cuz going out w GaoJie again. ...
I'll update soon.
Saturday or something?
I'll find a chance someday.
I'm done w this post.
ME LIKEYY ! :D
kthxbye.
Labels: I shall cheer up.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Protect her, fight for her, kiss her, love her, hold her, laugh with her. But don't make her fall, if you don't plan to catch her.
Just finished doing my housework.
Bloody pissed off.
Okay, not quite.
But really have to squabber it all out.
Sorry for the un-christiany; un-holy words that I'm going to say.
Yeah, whatever. People who are in church are supposed to be holy.
I'm sorry I'm not okay.
I can't concentrate, I used to doze off everytime its sermon time.
I've been splurging all my money and I never save up for offering.
Yes, my facebook statuses were never once: God saved me nd I love him.
I love going against every good thing = rules and laws.
I forgive, but I never forget.
Whenever someone ask me for advice in their life,
I don't tell them "God loves you nd I love you too, so forgive nd forget."
Instead, I tell them to scold that person right in the face nd slap him, never to give him another chance.
YES, I'm like that. SORRY if you can't accept this reality,
or just stop continuing read on. -_-"'
DAMMIT, BACK TO TOPIC.
I don't know what I'll say,
but I shan't restrict myself today.
Except for a few.. (:
Did I mention that my parents are getting really weird?
Guess I didn't.
But, they are.
Now, even my mum can't see the bloody reality.
My dad has always been like that,
scolding us, my 2nd bro nd I, for the least reasonable reason.
Sometimes, for no reason got all.
Just a few days ago,
my 2nd bro got bloody hell angry at him.
nd complained to me about him. -_-
I tell you,
I SWEAR MY PARENTS ARE EFFING BIASED. <-- Effort to quarantine myself from the F word. -.-
I feel stupid already. Go on, laugh at me. *Dies of embarassment*.
YEAH. I've been washing the dishes while my 2nd bro is effortlessly kissing his girlf, or even making out.
Big bro is away in army, so, I don't care.
He often help me wash when he at home mah.
2nd bro was just complaining to me about Dad, a few days ago,
saying how he is being ridiculous nd over-reacting.
Don't he know how good Dad is to him.
At least, Dad allow you to stay out for the whole night or even reach home at 2am.
nd allow you to use the computer till 3am.
He allows you to buy everything you want.
He gives you your lunch money generously, unlike me. -_-
He trusts you so much that he never bother to check up on you.
If he did, I bet you, that you'd be dead nd grounded for life.
Then, he'd have realised you smoked, idiot.
And, when you bring home your girlf, they don't tell you to do anyt.
You good lor, bastard.
Then all I do.
Don't know I wash dish for how long liao.
Continously.
BORING LIKE SHIT LAH CAN.
ALWAYS I DO. GAAAAAH.
Then now, as usual, Dad is overreacting on ME.
Okay, going to update again when my mood gets better.
kthxbye.
Bloody pissed off.
Okay, not quite.
But really have to squabber it all out.
Sorry for the un-christiany; un-holy words that I'm going to say.
Yeah, whatever. People who are in church are supposed to be holy.
I'm sorry I'm not okay.
I can't concentrate, I used to doze off everytime its sermon time.
I've been splurging all my money and I never save up for offering.
Yes, my facebook statuses were never once: God saved me nd I love him.
I love going against every good thing = rules and laws.
I forgive, but I never forget.
Whenever someone ask me for advice in their life,
I don't tell them "God loves you nd I love you too, so forgive nd forget."
Instead, I tell them to scold that person right in the face nd slap him, never to give him another chance.
YES, I'm like that. SORRY if you can't accept this reality,
or just stop continuing read on. -_-"'
DAMMIT, BACK TO TOPIC.
I don't know what I'll say,
but I shan't restrict myself today.
Except for a few.. (:
Did I mention that my parents are getting really weird?
Guess I didn't.
But, they are.
Now, even my mum can't see the bloody reality.
My dad has always been like that,
scolding us, my 2nd bro nd I, for the least reasonable reason.
Sometimes, for no reason got all.
Just a few days ago,
my 2nd bro got bloody hell angry at him.
nd complained to me about him. -_-
I tell you,
I SWEAR MY PARENTS ARE EFFING BIASED. <-- Effort to quarantine myself from the F word. -.-
I feel stupid already. Go on, laugh at me. *Dies of embarassment*.
YEAH. I've been washing the dishes while my 2nd bro is effortlessly kissing his girlf, or even making out.
Big bro is away in army, so, I don't care.
He often help me wash when he at home mah.
2nd bro was just complaining to me about Dad, a few days ago,
saying how he is being ridiculous nd over-reacting.
Don't he know how good Dad is to him.
At least, Dad allow you to stay out for the whole night or even reach home at 2am.
nd allow you to use the computer till 3am.
He allows you to buy everything you want.
He gives you your lunch money generously, unlike me. -_-
He trusts you so much that he never bother to check up on you.
If he did, I bet you, that you'd be dead nd grounded for life.
Then, he'd have realised you smoked, idiot.
And, when you bring home your girlf, they don't tell you to do anyt.
You good lor, bastard.
Then all I do.
Don't know I wash dish for how long liao.
Continously.
BORING LIKE SHIT LAH CAN.
ALWAYS I DO. GAAAAAH.
Then now, as usual, Dad is overreacting on ME.
Okay, going to update again when my mood gets better.
kthxbye.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
I wanna go back to the time when i never admitted defeat even though I lost.
Back from cca.
From 10am to 1pm.
I know, I reached home at 4. -_-
Based on physological study, a crush lasts only for a maximum of 4 months.
If it exceeds, you're in love already.
I LIKE !
Thrice already.
This one, the third one, lasted for 5 months ++ already. (: I STILL LIKE. AWESOME.
Today was okay.
Before practice,HongXuan was like: EH ESTHER ! YOU FINALLY CAME !
... (: YEAH. I GOT SO LONG NVR COME MEHH ?
And, During practice, was laughing w XiLing like mad.
The conductor is 38 years old.
We were counting okay !
After that, went to eat w Jeddave, YongLing, Pearl, Crystal, Bryan, Shawn.
-_- BORING.
Didnt talk much.
Went home.
I CANT WATCH KO ONE ! :(
Watched on youtube instead.
It got so boring that I stopped watching it .
-_-
In the sequel, The X family,
Jiro is much cooler.
Arron Yan in KO One is cute nd innocent instead of the shuai that he potrays now.
Yes, its Arron, not Aaron. :(
He said it himself too.
They say WuChun is in it too. I dont see him yet.
Also no more interest to see lah.
So, I keep rewatching the front parts to keep laughing.
BORING BORING BORING.
Wasted a whole afternoon.
Arron Yan is still quiet as usual. -_-
Shant watch the middle parts. *skips to the end*
Okay, I'm nearly done. -clapclap-
OH. Having a super hectic schedule these few weeks.
So maybe can't blog alot already.
:(
tomorrow nd thursday got cca,
friday got go out, for the whole day. 2 events.
saturday nd sunday-WEEKENDS MIND YOU.
Then BLAHBLAHBLAH,
nd, 1-3dec is CO Camp.
GEESH DAMMIT.
BORING AGAIN.
But I don't mind.
Anywhere away from home. (:
At least I wont be hearing Dad's nagging.
Know what? He has been telling me t sleep since 6pm.
WTF.
Okay, I must stop already.
Going to skip to the last few parts of KO ONe.
kthxbye.
From 10am to 1pm.
I know, I reached home at 4. -_-
Based on physological study, a crush lasts only for a maximum of 4 months.
If it exceeds, you're in love already.
I LIKE !
Thrice already.
This one, the third one, lasted for 5 months ++ already. (: I STILL LIKE. AWESOME.
Today was okay.
Before practice,HongXuan was like: EH ESTHER ! YOU FINALLY CAME !
... (: YEAH. I GOT SO LONG NVR COME MEHH ?
And, During practice, was laughing w XiLing like mad.
The conductor is 38 years old.
We were counting okay !
After that, went to eat w Jeddave, YongLing, Pearl, Crystal, Bryan, Shawn.
-_- BORING.
Didnt talk much.
Went home.
I CANT WATCH KO ONE ! :(
Watched on youtube instead.
It got so boring that I stopped watching it .
-_-
In the sequel, The X family,
Jiro is much cooler.
Arron Yan in KO One is cute nd innocent instead of the shuai that he potrays now.
Yes, its Arron, not Aaron. :(
He said it himself too.
They say WuChun is in it too. I dont see him yet.
Also no more interest to see lah.
So, I keep rewatching the front parts to keep laughing.
BORING BORING BORING.
Wasted a whole afternoon.
Arron Yan is still quiet as usual. -_-
Shant watch the middle parts. *skips to the end*
Okay, I'm nearly done. -clapclap-
OH. Having a super hectic schedule these few weeks.
So maybe can't blog alot already.
:(
tomorrow nd thursday got cca,
friday got go out, for the whole day. 2 events.
saturday nd sunday-WEEKENDS MIND YOU.
Then BLAHBLAHBLAH,
nd, 1-3dec is CO Camp.
GEESH DAMMIT.
BORING AGAIN.
But I don't mind.
Anywhere away from home. (:
At least I wont be hearing Dad's nagging.
Know what? He has been telling me t sleep since 6pm.
WTF.
Okay, I must stop already.
Going to skip to the last few parts of KO ONe.
kthxbye.
Monday, November 22, 2010
The scary thing of getting something that you want is having something that you might lose.
KO One ;
SUPER LOVE IT.
I'm only on the second episode @ 10.32pm,
nd it got me laughing my ass off already.
The best part?
Everyone in Fahrenheit, but WuChun,
starred in it.
JiroWang-1st
CalvinChen-2nd
AaronYan-3rd
But they still quite pro lah. Somewhat kungfulike,
but its not, at the same time.
Maybe, this is the only show,
that i was laughing like hell when someone died.
:D Lucky that person did not really die.
Laughed more.
This show is really unpredictable.
nd, according to wikipedia,
DansonTangYuZhe is acting in it too.
As K.O.2
Jiro&Calvin K.O.3
Aaron K.O.4
Its their K.O. rank.
I'm off to laughing like madness more. (:
ZHONGJIYIBAN !
kthxbye.
will update more when I watch finish. :D
SUPER LOVE IT.
I'm only on the second episode @ 10.32pm,
nd it got me laughing my ass off already.
The best part?
Everyone in Fahrenheit, but WuChun,
starred in it.
JiroWang-1st
CalvinChen-2nd
AaronYan-3rd
But they still quite pro lah. Somewhat kungfulike,
but its not, at the same time.
Maybe, this is the only show,
that i was laughing like hell when someone died.
:D Lucky that person did not really die.
Laughed more.
This show is really unpredictable.
nd, according to wikipedia,
DansonTangYuZhe is acting in it too.
As K.O.2
Jiro&Calvin K.O.3
Aaron K.O.4
Its their K.O. rank.
I'm off to laughing like madness more. (:
ZHONGJIYIBAN !
kthxbye.
will update more when I watch finish. :D
I think the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the things that don't change; when everybody else does.
I HAVE TO GET TO MY WORK SOON !
Okays, next 4 days of cca.
Nahh, kidding.
I'm only going for 3 days.
Last day, Friday, I've got something on.
In the morning, I have to go out w LSVES (L).
for sheryl's birthday.
Linette got job. So don't know what time.
And, after that,
I need to go oikos.
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ.
SO LOOKING FORWARD.
-clapclap-
Wah sian.
3 continuos days of cca.
Bored to death.
I hope that I'll be able to laugh my ass off as usual.
SIAN MAX.
HAIZ.
Good thing, YongLing's going.
:D YAYNESS.
Okay, such a happy post.
I must stay like that forever. (:
kthxbye.
Okays, next 4 days of cca.
Nahh, kidding.
I'm only going for 3 days.
Last day, Friday, I've got something on.
In the morning, I have to go out w LSVES (L).
for sheryl's birthday.
Linette got job. So don't know what time.
And, after that,
I need to go oikos.
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ.
SO LOOKING FORWARD.
-clapclap-
Wah sian.
3 continuos days of cca.
Bored to death.
I hope that I'll be able to laugh my ass off as usual.
SIAN MAX.
HAIZ.
Good thing, YongLing's going.
:D YAYNESS.
Okay, such a happy post.
I must stay like that forever. (:
kthxbye.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
I know it, you wouldnt have t say it.
I.AM.BORED.
As usual.
I wanna watch some dramas.
But, I don't know how to use funshion.
nd, the videos from youtube are so so so unlinked.
I watched finish PiLiMIT nd got nothing t do nows.
Rewatching Green Forest, My Home.
Yesterday sucked core.
I woke up nd prepared t go out.
Was late. Cuz of the effing mrt.
Wasted my time.
So, @Bedok , met up w GaoJie nd Rebecca nd WenXing.
I thought only GaoJie.
Ohkays.
I didn't know where SKP was.
NOW I KNOW :(
Damn clueless yesterday lah.
So was ultra upset during the whole journey, buying, choosing and everything else.
Did nothing.
Feel damn bad lah.
nd extra.
-_-
Okay. Reached church super duper early. Did nothing.
End of Saturday.
Sunday was boring. THE END.
OMGOMGOMG. I know how to see how many people checking out my blog.
:D HAHAHAHAH. I feel like a genius.
Thanks to the Stats.
nd, so surprising.
From 2 blogs the people are like madloads lah.
hehes.
So scary.
I think I'm done.
kthxbye. <:
As usual.
I wanna watch some dramas.
But, I don't know how to use funshion.
nd, the videos from youtube are so so so unlinked.
I watched finish PiLiMIT nd got nothing t do nows.
Rewatching Green Forest, My Home.
Yesterday sucked core.
I woke up nd prepared t go out.
Was late. Cuz of the effing mrt.
Wasted my time.
So, @Bedok , met up w GaoJie nd Rebecca nd WenXing.
I thought only GaoJie.
Ohkays.
I didn't know where SKP was.
NOW I KNOW :(
Damn clueless yesterday lah.
So was ultra upset during the whole journey, buying, choosing and everything else.
Did nothing.
Feel damn bad lah.
nd extra.
-_-
Okay. Reached church super duper early. Did nothing.
End of Saturday.
Sunday was boring. THE END.
OMGOMGOMG. I know how to see how many people checking out my blog.
:D HAHAHAHAH. I feel like a genius.
Thanks to the Stats.
nd, so surprising.
From 2 blogs the people are like madloads lah.
hehes.
So scary.
I think I'm done.
kthxbye. <:
Saturday, November 20, 2010
GuiLun
Hi blog,
I'm sorry I had to update you like everyday.
But really needed to scream some stuff out.
AARON YAN AND GUI GUI ARE LIKE THE AWESOMEST COUPLE EVER.
Okay, DONE.
OMGOMGOMG.
Firstly, it was ShowLuo and RainieYang.
Next, was GuiGui and WangZi.
Now, it's definitely GuiGui and AaronYan.
SORRY BUT I HAVE TO ADMIT, AARON IS HOT.
(: Its been long since i got so mad about a couple.
I wasted these 3 weeks of holiday watching the dramas on youtube lah.
And, I havent started on my schoolwork.
I forgot where I dumped them.
x.x Just dig it out from my entire garbagebin-like room.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcgwfC_l0xE
SUPER DUPER ULTRA LOVE THIS VID !
1) My favourite song... for now.
2) AARON YAN YA LUN!
3) GUIGUI !
4) GUILUN (GUIgui+aaronyanyaLUN) !
Okays, anyways.
Super happy.
I got a new Handphone thinggy.
This time, its not the lanyards.
Its GuiGui, the turtlelike. [not AaronYan's buddy]
Okay, I decided.
I shall buy LOADS of posters of FAHRENHEIT and AARON YAN and GUIGUI !
And Handphone dangling thinggy.
>:D -evil grin-
Now, in Fahrenheit,
Aaron is like the first w WuChun already lah. x.x
Jiro is second.
Aiya, Calvin last lah. I also never see his drama before.
-_-
Just one PiLiMIT will change so much.
This drama is really too awesome.
I watched finish already.
I stayed up till 2.12am to watching finish okay?
I know, very early lah.
But, I couldnt push it to the next day. (:
GAAAAAH, HOTHOTHOT.
:D
--end of FAHRENHEIT and GUILUN-- (L)
_____________________________________
Super Good Dream last night.
But, sometimes, I wouldn't mind if I had a nightmare instead.
Cuz, today morning, I woke up. Then I realised,
that all those were all in my dreams. Not in reality.
Sometimes, I get so upset that I cried.
Cuz Happiness slipped through my fingers.
If I had a nightmare, then when I wake up, every bad thing would be over.
Nowadays, everything I'm dreaming revolves around this same one person.
Nd, whatever I do, whatever I see, whatever I come across now, reminds me of that exact same person.
It sucks alot.
I see a certain thing, I remember how you were related to it, and everything else about us.
This sucks okay. I bet many people experienced it before.
Everyone I know, except for Shermaine.
All in the past already. Then, I blame myself for remembering those.
Ihatemylife.
Wrote 3 notes in my phone. All related to all these.
I shall write happier posts from tomorrow okay.
All these have to stop soon. I'm getting emo dammit.
All this, so disheartening.
Okays, sorry.
kthxbye.
I'm sorry I had to update you like everyday.
But really needed to scream some stuff out.
AARON YAN AND GUI GUI ARE LIKE THE AWESOMEST COUPLE EVER.
Okay, DONE.
OMGOMGOMG.
Firstly, it was ShowLuo and RainieYang.
Next, was GuiGui and WangZi.
Now, it's definitely GuiGui and AaronYan.
SORRY BUT I HAVE TO ADMIT, AARON IS HOT.
(: Its been long since i got so mad about a couple.
I wasted these 3 weeks of holiday watching the dramas on youtube lah.
And, I havent started on my schoolwork.
I forgot where I dumped them.
x.x Just dig it out from my entire garbagebin-like room.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcgwfC_l0xE
SUPER DUPER ULTRA LOVE THIS VID !
1) My favourite song... for now.
2) AARON YAN YA LUN!
3) GUIGUI !
4) GUILUN (GUIgui+aaronyanyaLUN) !
Okays, anyways.
Super happy.
I got a new Handphone thinggy.
This time, its not the lanyards.
Its GuiGui, the turtlelike. [not AaronYan's buddy]
Okay, I decided.
I shall buy LOADS of posters of FAHRENHEIT and AARON YAN and GUIGUI !
And Handphone dangling thinggy.
>:D -evil grin-
Now, in Fahrenheit,
Aaron is like the first w WuChun already lah. x.x
Jiro is second.
Aiya, Calvin last lah. I also never see his drama before.
-_-
Just one PiLiMIT will change so much.
This drama is really too awesome.
I watched finish already.
I stayed up till 2.12am to watching finish okay?
I know, very early lah.
But, I couldnt push it to the next day. (:
GAAAAAH, HOTHOTHOT.
:D
--end of FAHRENHEIT and GUILUN-- (L)
_____________________________________
Super Good Dream last night.
But, sometimes, I wouldn't mind if I had a nightmare instead.
Cuz, today morning, I woke up. Then I realised,
that all those were all in my dreams. Not in reality.
Sometimes, I get so upset that I cried.
Cuz Happiness slipped through my fingers.
If I had a nightmare, then when I wake up, every bad thing would be over.
Nowadays, everything I'm dreaming revolves around this same one person.
Nd, whatever I do, whatever I see, whatever I come across now, reminds me of that exact same person.
It sucks alot.
I see a certain thing, I remember how you were related to it, and everything else about us.
This sucks okay. I bet many people experienced it before.
Everyone I know, except for Shermaine.
All in the past already. Then, I blame myself for remembering those.
Ihatemylife.
Wrote 3 notes in my phone. All related to all these.
I shall write happier posts from tomorrow okay.
All these have to stop soon. I'm getting emo dammit.
All this, so disheartening.
Okays, sorry.
kthxbye.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Live to prove the existence of love.
Okays, well, I'm not dead anymore (:
Tamilyn promised me that she'll help me keep the stuff.
So, I can go to Taiwan in PEACE !
ILOVEHERMAX.
Okays. I think I'm getting sick.
Dreamt a weird dream last night. OHMY. -_-
Watching PiLiMIT nows.
OH CRAP.
AARON IS SUPER CUTE LAH CAN ?
GUIGUI IS SO SELF-SACRIFICING !
They couple awesome max lah.
GuiLun <3 .
No wonder people like them so much.
I'm only at the 8th episode. Out of 16.
Half only, and nothing much happened between them.
Aaron is freaking cold towards GuiGui.
:(
But he did tell GuiGui why he keeps avoiding her.
^^ YAY MAX.
I think he wore guyliner.
AND HE IS SUPER HOT. Looking forward to the next 8 episode.
Well, they won the best onscreen couple after this drama.
HAHAHAHAH. ME LIKEYY, <3
AlienHuang confess to GuiGui liaos.
Aaron doesnt seem to care. :( :( :(
Gui does all the weirdest stuff.
But super cute lah her.
All her maniacal hairstyles and everything else.
SWEET MAX SWEET MAX ! (L)
I'm done bumbling.
Shall talk about this whole drama when I watch finish it.
Not by today, definitely.
kthxbye.
Tamilyn promised me that she'll help me keep the stuff.
So, I can go to Taiwan in PEACE !
ILOVEHERMAX.
Okays. I think I'm getting sick.
Dreamt a weird dream last night. OHMY. -_-
Watching PiLiMIT nows.
OH CRAP.
AARON IS SUPER CUTE LAH CAN ?
GUIGUI IS SO SELF-SACRIFICING !
They couple awesome max lah.
GuiLun <3 .
No wonder people like them so much.
I'm only at the 8th episode. Out of 16.
Half only, and nothing much happened between them.
Aaron is freaking cold towards GuiGui.
:(
But he did tell GuiGui why he keeps avoiding her.
^^ YAY MAX.
I think he wore guyliner.
AND HE IS SUPER HOT. Looking forward to the next 8 episode.
Well, they won the best onscreen couple after this drama.
HAHAHAHAH. ME LIKEYY, <3
AlienHuang confess to GuiGui liaos.
Aaron doesnt seem to care. :( :( :(
Gui does all the weirdest stuff.
But super cute lah her.
All her maniacal hairstyles and everything else.
SWEET MAX SWEET MAX ! (L)
I'm done bumbling.
Shall talk about this whole drama when I watch finish it.
Not by today, definitely.
kthxbye.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Helplessness
Okay, Hello blog.
I've got some stuff to write about.
Firstly, went out w Tamilyn, YongLing and Vinny today !
FUN TIME.
I took the most photos lah, DUH.
Tamilyn and I met up first.
To do some stuff.
So we sat 169 back to bishan park there.
Yeah, thats it.
To play and etc lah.
Then, we go AMKMac eat.
Then go find YL and Vinny at BishanKFC.
So BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Here was where we went to:
Meet up w Tam@AMKMrt>BishanPark>Playground> Meet up w Vinny&YongLing @ BishanKFC> Tampines 1> Tampines Mall> Tampines Inter> Bugis> Home.
So little places luhs.
I KNOW OKAY !
So, first thing ended.
2nd thing.
Feeling super duper ultra clueless.
Yes, I know.
Helplessness instead of guiltiness.
About what Tamilyn and I did. Hahas.
So, havent say yet.
Now, I dont know where t keep the leftovers. DAMMIT. -_-
Shant elaborate much here.
Yes, Shall upload the pics when I'm free.
Mum owes me 20bucks.
Going oikos tomorrow,
And on Saturday, to church, BedokMrt meet up w GaoJie, then back to church again. ._.
So, thats it.
Really can't say much here.
Sorry.
kthxbye.
I've got some stuff to write about.
Firstly, went out w Tamilyn, YongLing and Vinny today !
FUN TIME.
I took the most photos lah, DUH.
Tamilyn and I met up first.
To do some stuff.
So we sat 169 back to bishan park there.
Yeah, thats it.
To play and etc lah.
Then, we go AMKMac eat.
Then go find YL and Vinny at BishanKFC.
So BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Here was where we went to:
Meet up w Tam@AMKMrt>BishanPark>Playground> Meet up w Vinny&YongLing @ BishanKFC> Tampines 1> Tampines Mall> Tampines Inter> Bugis> Home.
So little places luhs.
I KNOW OKAY !
So, first thing ended.
2nd thing.
Feeling super duper ultra clueless.
Yes, I know.
Helplessness instead of guiltiness.
About what Tamilyn and I did. Hahas.
So, havent say yet.
Now, I dont know where t keep the leftovers. DAMMIT. -_-
Shant elaborate much here.
Yes, Shall upload the pics when I'm free.
Mum owes me 20bucks.
Going oikos tomorrow,
And on Saturday, to church, BedokMrt meet up w GaoJie, then back to church again. ._.
So, thats it.
Really can't say much here.
Sorry.
kthxbye.
Monday, November 15, 2010
Remember to safekeep our memories.
Feeling super cui.
Keeping this post a short one.
Downloading songs now.
Especially ones from FAHRENHEIT.
Feeling stupid too.
Its like 3+ more months nd I'm thinking of CNY already.
AHAHAHAH. -looking forward-
Wah sehhs, I shiok.
Don't need to go grandma house.
cuz I will be there already.
-Happyhappy-
Okay. I told myself I must pull myself together once more, just like before.
(: JiaYous.
So yes, I went to work today.
is easier lah, today not so much and jialat.
TamilynLimYQ needs ME now. :D HAHAHAH.
Okay, So.
Tomorrow's work is going to be jialat.
AWW MAN. I feel dead already. But, for that 20+ bucks, I MUST JIAYOU !
Stupid launch. *spams middle finger*
Looking forward t going out on Wednesday.
But Vinny maybe cannot.
Haizz. DontKnow lahs.
Or maybe next time.
I SHALL SPLURGE ALL MY MONEY THIS TIME ROUND.
Or work until 200 bucks then spend.
>:D 200. like not enough sia.
GAAAAAH.
Okay, I guess this post is done then.
kthxbye (:
&& Added colours in today. Nothing to do lah. -.-
Keeping this post a short one.
Downloading songs now.
Especially ones from FAHRENHEIT.
Feeling stupid too.
Its like 3+ more months nd I'm thinking of CNY already.
AHAHAHAH. -looking forward-
Wah sehhs, I shiok.
Don't need to go grandma house.
cuz I will be there already.
-Happyhappy-
Okay. I told myself I must pull myself together once more, just like before.
(: JiaYous.
So yes, I went to work today.
is easier lah, today not so much and jialat.
TamilynLimYQ needs ME now. :D HAHAHAH.
Okay, So.
Tomorrow's work is going to be jialat.
AWW MAN. I feel dead already. But, for that 20+ bucks, I MUST JIAYOU !
Stupid launch. *spams middle finger*
Looking forward t going out on Wednesday.
But Vinny maybe cannot.
Haizz. DontKnow lahs.
Or maybe next time.
I SHALL SPLURGE ALL MY MONEY THIS TIME ROUND.
Or work until 200 bucks then spend.
>:D 200. like not enough sia.
GAAAAAH.
Okay, I guess this post is done then.
kthxbye (:
&& Added colours in today. Nothing to do lah. -.-
Sunday, November 14, 2010
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
Really Really Really tired of everything already.
Okays. Going to work tmr and Tuesday.
So that I can go out & shop on Wednesday w Tamilyn, Vinny& YongLing.
40 bucks to spend. YAY.
&&, I redone my blog like finally.
And I like it MAX.
Today's a SUNDAY.
Had ushering yesterday night.
w Suzanna.
cuz Dennis change w her or something.
Really tired out.
Still managed to keep a smile.
Quite blur lah. But lucky nothing much happened.
Val was there mouthing to me.
So, simply, to shut her up, I mouthed ' Alvah' to her.
HAHAH.
Okay, lucky alvah doesnt see this.
But, she doesnt even like Alvah.
Cuz blahblahblah, she won't fall unless if someone is willing to catch her.
So yesterday, I DID ask alvah if he like val.
But I told val otherwise.
*** VAL, If you're reading this, READ ON !
Then, alvah say no.
then said he'll text me.
He told me in the texts that Val tried t matchmake him and Shermaine.
Val-- You're so dead.
But yah lah, impossible.
Val more possible lah. >:D -evil laughter-
Okay. When I told val I haven't ask,
she became really really really super duper ultra despo for me to ask him.
As if she likes him and want to know his answer.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Okay, just like that.
Skipped dinner. So was super hungry in there. x.x
Was ultra desperate to go home immediately.
Cuz I find no reason to stay there, like really. Idk why too.
Haiz.
GaoJie and I meeting up t buy some stuff this coming Saturday ! <:
Today, didnt go church.
Haiz. Wasted my day.
Packed up my room to move house.
Moving to AMK !
Nearer to school, further from church.
And guess what. Its directly opposite Gaojie's school, NYP.
&&, I just have to take feeder bus to school. AWESOME OR WHAT !
But, have to move to yishun 1 year after to AMK. -_-
So yeah. Going to go AMK when I'm in taiwan.
on 18dec.
God, Please help me. >.<
kthxbye
Okays. Going to work tmr and Tuesday.
So that I can go out & shop on Wednesday w Tamilyn, Vinny& YongLing.
40 bucks to spend. YAY.
&&, I redone my blog like finally.
And I like it MAX.
Today's a SUNDAY.
Had ushering yesterday night.
w Suzanna.
cuz Dennis change w her or something.
Really tired out.
Still managed to keep a smile.
Quite blur lah. But lucky nothing much happened.
Val was there mouthing to me.
So, simply, to shut her up, I mouthed ' Alvah' to her.
HAHAH.
Okay, lucky alvah doesnt see this.
But, she doesnt even like Alvah.
Cuz blahblahblah, she won't fall unless if someone is willing to catch her.
So yesterday, I DID ask alvah if he like val.
But I told val otherwise.
*** VAL, If you're reading this, READ ON !
Then, alvah say no.
then said he'll text me.
He told me in the texts that Val tried t matchmake him and Shermaine.
Val-- You're so dead.
But yah lah, impossible.
Val more possible lah. >:D -evil laughter-
Okay. When I told val I haven't ask,
she became really really really super duper ultra despo for me to ask him.
As if she likes him and want to know his answer.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Okay, just like that.
Skipped dinner. So was super hungry in there. x.x
Was ultra desperate to go home immediately.
Cuz I find no reason to stay there, like really. Idk why too.
Haiz.
GaoJie and I meeting up t buy some stuff this coming Saturday ! <:
Today, didnt go church.
Haiz. Wasted my day.
Packed up my room to move house.
Moving to AMK !
Nearer to school, further from church.
And guess what. Its directly opposite Gaojie's school, NYP.
&&, I just have to take feeder bus to school. AWESOME OR WHAT !
But, have to move to yishun 1 year after to AMK. -_-
So yeah. Going to go AMK when I'm in taiwan.
on 18dec.
God, Please help me. >.<
kthxbye
Saturday, November 13, 2010
aim in life
Hai blog. (:
Many things to talk about.
Tired of telling everyone.
So, shall just type it out.
***P.S. Super long post coming up. x.x
Yesterday:
Went back to school to take streaming results.
Guess what.
I'm in the worst class of all times.
But i don't mind getting high class positions in a not-so-good class ,
than to be the last in class in a good class.
>:D
And, I'm super happy.
Well, sec3 is basically divided into this:
3A(best)- Triple pure
3J(2nd) - Double pure (phy chem)
3I(3rd)-Double pure(bio chem)
3E(4th)- Combined biochem
3D(5th)- Combined phychem.
I think physics is better than bio lah duh. -_-
but Im in combined science.
At least I'm not in 3e lah.
* clapclap*
I bet you,
3e next year sure will have alot of drama going on.
1) ariel and yulong kissing and etc
2) qiaozhen and cally screaming at each other across the class. >:D
3) sean beh laughing his ass off.
So, I'm still happy.
Alot of 2D'10 people going to 3D'11
New classmates.
Cuz I'm from 2E.
Looking forward.
______________________
After the streaming results,
Tamilyn and I did some stuff like duh.
Waiting for it for so long.
But I think we do until damn fail.
:D We shall learn the right way next time okay !
... I hate law. -_-
Then met up w Yongling, Vinny, Ethelin, Pearlie at AMKMac.
Then went home.
Uneventful day.
The night was different though.
Skipped dinner.
Went oikos.
I know, w my ruined hair.
-_-
Was actually sitting near the door.
But moved in until,
I ended up between XueYun and KongWei.
So, in oikos, there is like this worshipping part.
Suddenly, I was thinking:
Okay, okay. CONCENTRATEEEEE !
So was thinking all the way:
Who and what am I praying to all the time.
I feel like I don't even exist.
._.
So, BlahBlahBlah thoughts came in and out of my mind.
When it ended, I plugged in my earphones.
Addicted to fahrenheit songs, so kept replaying it.
(L) !
Thinking of madloads of stuff.
All the things that I hadn't been saying out.
Then, Suzanna tell me go eat,
so I okay lors.
Then we eat at one side near the fridge.
She asked me if I okay.
Cuz just now I like very ... fan nao and like alot of xin shi, things kept in the heart. or something.
Naturally, I was like: oh. I'm still okay lah.
Biggest Lie Ever.
-_-'''
Useless me.
_____________________________
So, next thing.
I realised , in this month,
some read my blog.
But none tagged.
Well, except for yongling (:
In a casual convo,
they were like: uh, yah, cuz i saw in your blog.
then i wil be either:
:O MY BLOG ?!?!?!?!?!
or -stoned-
Sometimes, I will think :
Oh crap. Did I post something 'bad' ?
-.-
Gotta stop thinking so much.
Shall delete some useless unwanted posts. (:
kthxbye. (L)
Many things to talk about.
Tired of telling everyone.
So, shall just type it out.
***P.S. Super long post coming up. x.x
Yesterday:
Went back to school to take streaming results.
Guess what.
I'm in the worst class of all times.
But i don't mind getting high class positions in a not-so-good class ,
than to be the last in class in a good class.
>:D
And, I'm super happy.
Well, sec3 is basically divided into this:
3A(best)- Triple pure
3J(2nd) - Double pure (phy chem)
3I(3rd)-Double pure(bio chem)
3E(4th)- Combined biochem
3D(5th)- Combined phychem.
I think physics is better than bio lah duh. -_-
but Im in combined science.
At least I'm not in 3e lah.
* clapclap*
I bet you,
3e next year sure will have alot of drama going on.
1) ariel and yulong kissing and etc
2) qiaozhen and cally screaming at each other across the class. >:D
3) sean beh laughing his ass off.
So, I'm still happy.
Alot of 2D'10 people going to 3D'11
New classmates.
Cuz I'm from 2E.
Looking forward.
______________________
After the streaming results,
Tamilyn and I did some stuff like duh.
Waiting for it for so long.
But I think we do until damn fail.
:D We shall learn the right way next time okay !
... I hate law. -_-
Then met up w Yongling, Vinny, Ethelin, Pearlie at AMKMac.
Then went home.
Uneventful day.
The night was different though.
Skipped dinner.
Went oikos.
I know, w my ruined hair.
-_-
Was actually sitting near the door.
But moved in until,
I ended up between XueYun and KongWei.
So, in oikos, there is like this worshipping part.
Suddenly, I was thinking:
Okay, okay. CONCENTRATEEEEE !
So was thinking all the way:
Who and what am I praying to all the time.
I feel like I don't even exist.
._.
So, BlahBlahBlah thoughts came in and out of my mind.
When it ended, I plugged in my earphones.
Addicted to fahrenheit songs, so kept replaying it.
(L) !
Thinking of madloads of stuff.
All the things that I hadn't been saying out.
Then, Suzanna tell me go eat,
so I okay lors.
Then we eat at one side near the fridge.
She asked me if I okay.
Cuz just now I like very ... fan nao and like alot of xin shi, things kept in the heart. or something.
Naturally, I was like: oh. I'm still okay lah.
Biggest Lie Ever.
-_-'''
Useless me.
_____________________________
So, next thing.
I realised , in this month,
some read my blog.
But none tagged.
Well, except for yongling (:
In a casual convo,
they were like: uh, yah, cuz i saw in your blog.
then i wil be either:
:O MY BLOG ?!?!?!?!?!
or -stoned-
Sometimes, I will think :
Oh crap. Did I post something 'bad' ?
-.-
Gotta stop thinking so much.
Shall delete some useless unwanted posts. (:
kthxbye. (L)
Labels: ran out of reason to fight for what i always wanted.
Friday, November 12, 2010
i'll make you you regret it
Okays.
In seven minutes, I'll have to go and prepare for oikos later.
I'm not looking forward.
W my ruined hair
P.S. I ruined it further today. ohwell, yongling said my fringe was longer abit
*clapclap*
I still think I look weird in my fringe.
And, I'm not supposed to tie up my hair.
But ... *&%#&%#@&^) * spams middle finger*
wetted it, so it was straight again.
Mum was making me feel so bad all over again.
She said she wasted her money.
So, in front of her, I'm going to put my fugly hair down.
Yes, i DO feel bad, mindyou.
well, She wasted 70++ bucks on me.
I promise to work hard forever,
so that I'll get a good job,
and earn many many many much money for her to spend for like, forever?
I think I'm going to cry many times over if she wasnt in my life.
(: Okay, have to go already.
6 mins passed.
kthxbye (L)
In seven minutes, I'll have to go and prepare for oikos later.
I'm not looking forward.
W my ruined hair
P.S. I ruined it further today. ohwell, yongling said my fringe was longer abit
*clapclap*
I still think I look weird in my fringe.
And, I'm not supposed to tie up my hair.
But ... *&%#&%#@&^) * spams middle finger*
wetted it, so it was straight again.
Mum was making me feel so bad all over again.
She said she wasted her money.
So, in front of her, I'm going to put my fugly hair down.
Yes, i DO feel bad, mindyou.
well, She wasted 70++ bucks on me.
I promise to work hard forever,
so that I'll get a good job,
and earn many many many much money for her to spend for like, forever?
I think I'm going to cry many times over if she wasnt in my life.
(: Okay, have to go already.
6 mins passed.
kthxbye (L)
Thursday, November 11, 2010
just another bastard,
This post is dedicated to the Heartbroken Tamilyn.
Okay well, if she isnt heartbroken, DONT READ IT.
I know, cally fb name also like that.
But, where the hell she heartbroken sia?
change boyf everyday.
where got time heartbroken?
More time to count all her ex boyfs lah. -_-
Okay.
To TAMILYN :
Dont be sad okays !
I know.
We thought he was different.
We thought he was better.
You thought he was true.
You thought he wouldnt let you go.
I thought he wouldnt bear to let you go.
I thought you two were still very okay.
We kept thinking.
But all these were just simply our thoughts, nothing else.
But, he proved to not be what we thought he would be.
As the old saying goes:
Don't cry because its over,
Smile because it happened.
I know, I used this phrase to you when you broke up w your 3rd ex.
Same-ly, you used this exact same phrase when I was down that time, you sent me a letter, telling me that I was a good friend.
I didnt tell you why I was down that time, But reason was cuz,
something like what happened to you, happened to me, that time.
I thought i was really bad at everything at that point of time.
Basically, what you are thinking and feeling right now.
I wrote in my diary and everything, why I'm so failure-ic, compared to the people around me.
But, as time goes on, people move on.
Dont compare yourself w other people.
You are just awesome, just the way you are, now till forever.
Dont change yourself to suit other people's needs.
Cuz this wouldnt be the real you.
At the same time, no one would ever understand you.
Never change yourself, the way you talk, the way you do things.
maybe change your bad habits away,
But not your nature.
People who continue to stay by your side, will be those who are your real , true friends.
That will never leave or forsake you.
--------DAMMIT I HAVE TO GO BACK TO TOPIC------------------
Okay. The heartbreaker.
He let go, He doesnt cherish.
Get over it and find someone better.
you definitely will.
and maybe, someone TALLER than him. >:D -evil laughter-
All these memories you both shared.
Its up to you to keep it or destroy it.
I know you can make the right choice.
The choice depends on whether you like these memories or not;
whether you smile when you rmb them,
or if you cry while rmbing.
To 'outsiders'
EG: ME.
he will just be another bastard that breaks hearts.
I was thinking of 5 months okay ! >:(
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Its upsetting.
These are unavoidable.
Dont start when you cant end.
(: okays seeyous, cheerups,
kthxbye.
Xoxo, HWEE EN (L) !
Okay well, if she isnt heartbroken, DONT READ IT.
I know, cally fb name also like that.
But, where the hell she heartbroken sia?
change boyf everyday.
where got time heartbroken?
More time to count all her ex boyfs lah. -_-
Okay.
To TAMILYN :
Dont be sad okays !
I know.
We thought he was different.
We thought he was better.
You thought he was true.
You thought he wouldnt let you go.
I thought he wouldnt bear to let you go.
I thought you two were still very okay.
We kept thinking.
But all these were just simply our thoughts, nothing else.
But, he proved to not be what we thought he would be.
As the old saying goes:
Don't cry because its over,
Smile because it happened.
I know, I used this phrase to you when you broke up w your 3rd ex.
Same-ly, you used this exact same phrase when I was down that time, you sent me a letter, telling me that I was a good friend.
I didnt tell you why I was down that time, But reason was cuz,
something like what happened to you, happened to me, that time.
I thought i was really bad at everything at that point of time.
Basically, what you are thinking and feeling right now.
I wrote in my diary and everything, why I'm so failure-ic, compared to the people around me.
But, as time goes on, people move on.
Dont compare yourself w other people.
You are just awesome, just the way you are, now till forever.
Dont change yourself to suit other people's needs.
Cuz this wouldnt be the real you.
At the same time, no one would ever understand you.
Never change yourself, the way you talk, the way you do things.
maybe change your bad habits away,
But not your nature.
People who continue to stay by your side, will be those who are your real , true friends.
That will never leave or forsake you.
--------DAMMIT I HAVE TO GO BACK TO TOPIC------------------
Okay. The heartbreaker.
He let go, He doesnt cherish.
Get over it and find someone better.
you definitely will.
and maybe, someone TALLER than him. >:D -evil laughter-
All these memories you both shared.
Its up to you to keep it or destroy it.
I know you can make the right choice.
The choice depends on whether you like these memories or not;
whether you smile when you rmb them,
or if you cry while rmbing.
To 'outsiders'
EG: ME.
he will just be another bastard that breaks hearts.
I was thinking of 5 months okay ! >:(
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Its upsetting.
These are unavoidable.
Dont start when you cant end.
(: okays seeyous, cheerups,
kthxbye.
Xoxo, HWEE EN (L) !
Regrettedly,
Okay. I'm feeling like crap now.
Yes, Super crap.
No, not that kind of just-say-say-nia kinda things.
I'm really feeling shitty.
I'm getting back my streaming results tomorrow.
I'm not looking forward ; definitely.
cuz
1) i dyed my hair and what if they kill me on the spot cuz they couldnt give me a morf?
2) i cut my hair and i look exactly like suchii's spawn
3) people might think i copycat
4) really really really weird looking me. *^$E^%#*&(&*$&%^# *spams middle finger*
Okay. Doing some illegal un-cool stuff with tamilyn tomorrow.
I know.
For all those suck ups who hate law-breakers,
GO AWAY .
But, I'm quite looking forward.
So, whats making me feel so shitty.
MY FRINGE.
YES . MY GOD DAMNED FRINGE.
I dont even know how to face sec2'10 and MYO tomorrow.
AH GOD PLEASE HELP ME.
I'm like desperately pulling my fringe to make it look longer.
But well, it definitely didnt work.
So I shall try to pull more. and HARDER.
I dont know.
I shall try to destroy my flattened hair too.
like try to uhmmm...
backcomb it w my fingers.
tie my hair. -_-
yah, those few.
I look hideous.
If you all that are reading this are laughing silently behind your computer and at my downfall,
GO TO HELL. I WILL RISE UP AFTER I FALL.
ohwell, i can just cut again.
Like 2 weeks later, cuz my fringe is currently way too short.
Fuck it, I'm definitely gonna go Tampines mall to cut my hair the next time. The 32bucks one.
I think its well, pretty nice.
and, I desperately need to buy more clothes, clothes and accessories.
#1) New ushering pants/ alter my original ones
I need it by Saturday 1830.
cuz now thise one is hideously unevenly bootcut which is like ultra HUGE and LOOSE.
-_-
I know, I will have to survive another day of embarassment.
I think I'm gonna die of embarassment soon.
Okays.
REGRETTED.
One word that sums it up.
The only thing that I was proud of what I did, today, ( sorry, bad english)
was that, I SKIPPED CCA.
OKay yah, but im still proud of it.
and least i didnt rot my life away in there
Yes, Super crap.
No, not that kind of just-say-say-nia kinda things.
I'm really feeling shitty.
I'm getting back my streaming results tomorrow.
I'm not looking forward ; definitely.
cuz
1) i dyed my hair and what if they kill me on the spot cuz they couldnt give me a morf?
2) i cut my hair and i look exactly like suchii's spawn
3) people might think i copycat
4) really really really weird looking me. *^$E^%#*&(&*$&%^# *spams middle finger*
Okay. Doing some illegal un-cool stuff with tamilyn tomorrow.
I know.
For all those suck ups who hate law-breakers,
GO AWAY .
But, I'm quite looking forward.
So, whats making me feel so shitty.
MY FRINGE.
YES . MY GOD DAMNED FRINGE.
I dont even know how to face sec2'10 and MYO tomorrow.
AH GOD PLEASE HELP ME.
I'm like desperately pulling my fringe to make it look longer.
But well, it definitely didnt work.
So I shall try to pull more. and HARDER.
I dont know.
I shall try to destroy my flattened hair too.
like try to uhmmm...
backcomb it w my fingers.
tie my hair. -_-
yah, those few.
I look hideous.
If you all that are reading this are laughing silently behind your computer and at my downfall,
GO TO HELL. I WILL RISE UP AFTER I FALL.
ohwell, i can just cut again.
Like 2 weeks later, cuz my fringe is currently way too short.
Fuck it, I'm definitely gonna go Tampines mall to cut my hair the next time. The 32bucks one.
I think its well, pretty nice.
and, I desperately need to buy more clothes, clothes and accessories.
#1) New ushering pants/ alter my original ones
I need it by Saturday 1830.
cuz now thise one is hideously unevenly bootcut which is like ultra HUGE and LOOSE.
-_-
I know, I will have to survive another day of embarassment.
I think I'm gonna die of embarassment soon.
Okays.
REGRETTED.
One word that sums it up.
The only thing that I was proud of what I did, today, ( sorry, bad english)
was that, I SKIPPED CCA.
OKay yah, but im still proud of it.
and least i didnt rot my life away in there
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
drama
Okay. I've been wondering. Just how much time I've actually wasted on drama .
So. >:D Let me name them all, one by one.
1) YingYe 3+1
2) Brown Sugar Macchiato
3) Romantic Princess
4) Legend of the Brown Sugar Chivalry
5) Boys Over Flowers (Korean)
6) Meteor Garden
7) Down With Love
8) Devil Beside You
9) Why Why Love
10) Hot Shot
11) Toyko Juliet
12) It Started with a Kiss
13) Spider Lilies
14) Bull Fighting
15) Fated To Love You
16) ToGetHer
17) Hi my sweetheart
18) MoMo Love
19) Hana Kimi
20) Autumn's Concerto
21) PiLiMIT
22) Rolling Love
23) Green Forest, My Home
24) Mr. Fighting
25)Chinese Paladin
Watching In Progress:
1) The Prince Who Turned Into A Frog
2) K.O. 3anguo
3) Meteor Garden 2
Currently Watching:
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
okay. 25. How come it seems so little. i think i forgot a few. ah crap.
nvms, shall edit it sometime later.
seeyous !
So. >:D Let me name them all, one by one.
1) YingYe 3+1
2) Brown Sugar Macchiato
3) Romantic Princess
4) Legend of the Brown Sugar Chivalry
5) Boys Over Flowers (Korean)
6) Meteor Garden
7) Down With Love
8) Devil Beside You
9) Why Why Love
10) Hot Shot
11) Toyko Juliet
12) It Started with a Kiss
13) Spider Lilies
14) Bull Fighting
15) Fated To Love You
16) ToGetHer
17) Hi my sweetheart
18) MoMo Love
19) Hana Kimi
20) Autumn's Concerto
21) PiLiMIT
22) Rolling Love
23) Green Forest, My Home
24) Mr. Fighting
25)Chinese Paladin
Watching In Progress:
1) The Prince Who Turned Into A Frog
2) K.O. 3anguo
3) Meteor Garden 2
Currently Watching:
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
okay. 25. How come it seems so little. i think i forgot a few. ah crap.
nvms, shall edit it sometime later.
seeyous !
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
broke down
The girl who seemed unbreakable broke.
The girl who always laugh cried.
The girl who never stopped trying finally gave up.
She dropped a fake smile and a tear ran down her cheek,
and whispered to herself
"i can't do this anymore"
She gets scared; She feels ignored.
But above all, she managed to fake a smile and hold back her tear,
as she walked forward, acting as if nothing was ever wrong.
The girl who always laugh cried.
The girl who never stopped trying finally gave up.
She dropped a fake smile and a tear ran down her cheek,
and whispered to herself
"i can't do this anymore"
She gets scared; She feels ignored.
But above all, she managed to fake a smile and hold back her tear,
as she walked forward, acting as if nothing was ever wrong.
split personality
Crap.
Am I just having normal moodswings or PMS ( >:D) or just split personality.
Idontknow.
I dont even know which is the real me.
Lets say.
1) Moodswinging
-Why the hell is it like everyday?
-Too fast le bah. At least need time to develop or the day sucked core.
-Evil looks? Smiling at my food ? I think I'm pretty mad too.
2) PMS
- MIGHT LEH !
- But why the hell is it everyday ? -_-
-Totally might lah ! cuz i have cramp yesterday at work. >:D
- Damn it. It means... 'it' is coming. :( FML.
3) Split personality
- Mood changes anytime, anywhere.
- have this evil, maniacal look on my face.
- Sink into emo mode when under the control of... well, you know.
-Behind my earphones
- suddenly v angel like (HAHAHAHA) and devilic on the next. :(
:D i think is all three lah.
I'm really stressed. I know, exams are over and I'm supposed to be killing myself w the boredom that i'll be feeling. -_-
kept running away from shawn and jeddave today too.
Ohwait, can't count that.
They ARE physco perverted sickkos.
-_-
they are really really really irritating too.
okay.
I just can't take a liar
I was by your side till the very end, till you pushed me to the fire.
I tried to believe you,
but something is wrong.
You just won't look into my eyes.
Tell me whats going on.
If you can't be honest w me, I'm afraid this is the end.
Is the end really that easy to say?
I dont know.
Neither do I want to know.
I dont want to give you up, really.
Now, i really feel like a shameless SLUT.
:( I really dontknow.
maybe i should, who knows?
kthxbai , (L)
Am I just having normal moodswings or PMS ( >:D) or just split personality.
Idontknow.
I dont even know which is the real me.
Lets say.
1) Moodswinging
-Why the hell is it like everyday?
-Too fast le bah. At least need time to develop or the day sucked core.
-Evil looks? Smiling at my food ? I think I'm pretty mad too.
2) PMS
- MIGHT LEH !
- But why the hell is it everyday ? -_-
-Totally might lah ! cuz i have cramp yesterday at work. >:D
- Damn it. It means... 'it' is coming. :( FML.
3) Split personality
- Mood changes anytime, anywhere.
- have this evil, maniacal look on my face.
- Sink into emo mode when under the control of... well, you know.
-Behind my earphones
- suddenly v angel like (HAHAHAHA) and devilic on the next. :(
:D i think is all three lah.
I'm really stressed. I know, exams are over and I'm supposed to be killing myself w the boredom that i'll be feeling. -_-
kept running away from shawn and jeddave today too.
Ohwait, can't count that.
They ARE physco perverted sickkos.
-_-
they are really really really irritating too.
okay.
I just can't take a liar
I was by your side till the very end, till you pushed me to the fire.
I tried to believe you,
but something is wrong.
You just won't look into my eyes.
Tell me whats going on.
If you can't be honest w me, I'm afraid this is the end.
Is the end really that easy to say?
I dont know.
Neither do I want to know.
I dont want to give you up, really.
Now, i really feel like a shameless SLUT.
:( I really dontknow.
maybe i should, who knows?
kthxbai , (L)
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