What hurts more than losing you, is knowing that you're not fighting to keep me.

TIRED. I TRIED.
My dad's on the armchair.
I bet he's taking chances to peek at what I'm writing.
So, no vulgarities this post.
-peace out-
I'm not angry, neither am I happy.
I still like twitter. Do join twitter, but I beg you, DONT FOLLOW ME.
If you're not from Mayflower Sec/PeiChun/ YDC.
Yesterday night is like insectified.
Had this insectlike sort of drop onto my bed. SCARY MAX.
I scared will fly, so put 2 tictac boxes there nd begged my bro to like close the 2 boxes nd bin it.
my bro scooped the insectlike using paper, nd threw it down the window.
Did I mention how much I love my brother? :D
Today, combined still okay.
Highed like mad when eating w Melissa nd Licy.
Cuz I ate PEPPERLUNCH.
excited to the max when I ate it.
nd I poured almost the whole bottle of the honey brown sauce to cook. LOL.
Damn nice lah ! :D
Went back for another practice w zls for those going to TaiWan.
Blur max, ME.
Went home, feeling down down down down.
For nothing lah. Yeah. You know I'm lying.
But neither do I want to tell the truth.
I don't want to be the laughing stock of everyone, especially myself,
for being so stupid. While walking from the bus stop to the mrt,
I was like thinking:
4 main aspects of life.
-Family
-Career
-Life
-Love.
1) Family. -Failed
I'm still okay, just that Dad's really pissing me off. Like really.
But tell me, who's Dad ain't pissing them off?
He don't allow me to go out like everytime, PLEASE LAH.
2) Career. -Failed
Given on how I write,
do you think I'm some rich people person who got a job?
So, my SCHOOLING LIFE.
My grades suck.
I got into 3D.
I think I said that like forever.
3) Life. -Failed
My life, at this section, refers to friendship lah.
I'm going different class. = Separated from 2E.
Friends are like byebyes already.
All my P6 buddies are all w their new Sec school friends already,
although we promised to go out with each other forever. -_-
Sec1 nd 2 friends? Still in clique. But seldom talk. :(
Don't wanna talk about church already. Dowant to get sadder.
Okay, well, at least not for LSVES. (: HAHA.
I'm being dumb like a dumbass, I know.
4) Love. -Failed
I have like my mind stuck on this person, which I will never have.
Stupid enough.
Things like that will make me stupider.
Please, I'm dumb enough already.
Don't make me worse.
Win-win solution?
Take revenge nd make sure that the person will regret it a thousand times over.
You'd also get over him at the same time.
I feel like a genius now.
Revenge plan not to be revealed yet. HAHAH.
Don't ever fall hard = not more than 4 months.
Make sure you can get over him.
Be mean, even if that was to be hateful. (:
YAY !
Okay, so.
After pondering these 4 points,
I was like sadder than sad.
Cried. Stupid enough to, yes.
So, went home, blahblahblah.
OH DAMMIT.
Now its 7.45 pm.
I missed winxclub. THANKS.
I havent even pack my camp bag thou it is tomorrow. GAAAAAAH.
Now I'm carrying my school bag.
I hope I can stuff everything in.
I love bagpacks.
Anyways,
I have to get over the fact that some people are like copying me,
cuz I am too awesome nd they can't be,
so they have to follow me.
Thanks. (: I learnt to open my heart to these people.
At least people wanna copy me, not anyone else. (:
I FEEL AWESOME NOW.
-some words to make myself happy, in case I start thinking too much again.-
kthxbye (:

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