It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
ME.
I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I'm just another girl wasting her time thinking of that person who never thinks about her once.
Tenterhooks.
How long have I not used that word?
I'm so sure he's online now.
I'm not online on WindowsLive,
so its only Facebook.
I know I'm hoping something to happen,
which I know will never happen.
I remember I used to daydream about all sorts of stuff when he was online.
Say, he'd chat online?
These little things that I've always hoped for,
the little things that will never happen.
Each and every time he was on,
Each and every time I'd pray that he'd care again for once.
However, it was also that 'each and every time' that I'd get disappointed,
and tell myself: Tomorrow, or the next time he is online, He might talk, who knows.
Once I snapped out of it.
And told myself: Get over it, he's never gonna bother again.
But, still held on to a glimmer of hope, that came from nowhere.
Is it that I simply love lying to myself?
Hees, I think so.
I hope this is going to end soon,
messily or not.
Craziness.
Omg, HweeEn, get over it.
Okay I know, I wrote these shit cuz I was dying of boredom at Grandparent's house.
(: Don't bother too much, I'm okay.
kthxbye.
When I go,
I want you to look into my eyes and tell me:
I'll miss you too.
But then again, you never really bothered right?
All you did was to turn your back and leave,
not knowing that I was staring at you from the point when you turned your back.
How long have I not used that word?
I'm so sure he's online now.
I'm not online on WindowsLive,
so its only Facebook.
I know I'm hoping something to happen,
which I know will never happen.
I remember I used to daydream about all sorts of stuff when he was online.
Say, he'd chat online?
These little things that I've always hoped for,
the little things that will never happen.
Each and every time he was on,
Each and every time I'd pray that he'd care again for once.
However, it was also that 'each and every time' that I'd get disappointed,
and tell myself: Tomorrow, or the next time he is online, He might talk, who knows.
Once I snapped out of it.
And told myself: Get over it, he's never gonna bother again.
But, still held on to a glimmer of hope, that came from nowhere.
Is it that I simply love lying to myself?
Hees, I think so.
I hope this is going to end soon,
messily or not.
Craziness.
Omg, HweeEn, get over it.
Okay I know, I wrote these shit cuz I was dying of boredom at Grandparent's house.
(: Don't bother too much, I'm okay.
kthxbye.
When I go,
I want you to look into my eyes and tell me:
I'll miss you too.
But then again, you never really bothered right?
All you did was to turn your back and leave,
not knowing that I was staring at you from the point when you turned your back.