It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
ME.
I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
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JiaJun@YDC
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YongLing@MFSS
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Sunday, January 9, 2011
Sometimes, I want you to hug me tight from the back and tell me that you'll never let go.
Hi blog.
Feeling better nows.
Was so insecure just now.
Was at Vinny's with QiaoZhen just now. Met up at 430.
Plus all the blahblah then reached at 500.
When Vinny and I reached, QiaoZhen was doing something.
Then we headed to Vinny's house.
We completed the project by 530 lah.
Then we gossiped. Okay, don't give me a long lecture now.
Then, they DID talk about christians.
Vinny said her friend was like pestering she and her bball mates to join a church.
Then when they go to her church, she keep pestering them if they like anot.
OMG, HOW IRRITATING.
Lucky not me.
When I chance upon the topic, then I ask.
LOL, that time the steamboat thinggy, I asked 10 people, only 1 came.
Like miracle already.
When I ask then they cannot, then I bo chup already.
Totally not the modal christian.
I told them I wasn't SO holy.
Like I won't be praying every night, I gossip, I lie, I do every sinful thing.
-.-
Not like I'm proud of it or something.
I'm just trying to change kays.
Cuz ytd, pastor was like saying: Don't go together with people who wanna change church and have no aim in life or something.
:(
Anyways, we really talked alot.
QZ said I was reallllllyyyyy talkative, LOL.
At 711, I realised it was so late already.
But I forgot, MY PARENTS ARE IN MALAYSIA, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (Y).
So, when I realised it, I was laughing my ass off. SO HAPPY !
So went to BishanMac.
Actually didn't wanna buy anyt.
CUZ WEIGHT TAKING IS TOMORROW AND I DW TO GET FAT LIKE NOW OKAY ! :(
But I bought fries only.
370kcal. LIKE OMGOMGOMG DIEEEEE.
Saw the chocolate fountain thinggy at 2nd floor.
So I was like: EH, next time go there eat tgt lah, *points upwards*
Then they turned around.
Then we checked it out.
REALLY COOL.
Is buffet-like.
Then Weekday adult lunch=15.80
weekday adult dinner=18.80
weekend adult lunch=16.80
weekend adult lunch=20.80.
I think? But weekday adult lunch is confirm this price.
OMG LAH, COOL. Got fruits, pizza, cakes, blahblah.
PLUS CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN.
Reall wanna go there, but got time limit: 60min.
-.-
QZ said she use to don't like me in sec1.
Why? Cuz I nerdyass, then she don't like nerds. LOL LAH.
SHERMIN AND WEITING WORSE LAH.
So, she know I'm not already.
But good lah, so my first impression on people=guaikia.
GOOD JOB !
:D AHAHAHAH GOOD GOOD !
And, rushed out my EMath homework.
So, YES, I still managed to do my homework consecutively !
If I last till Thursday, then my 'consecutive 10 days guaikia hand in homework without fail',
WOULD BE SUCCESSFUL !
OMG, 3 more days nia, HWEE EN JIAYOU !
First time leh !
Although got bulliable teacher, I still got do, AHAHAHAH.
3 more days okay ! I want my new year resolution to fufill for once.
HEHE, (Y)
I like hongsters and ahlians.
They have all the fun and freedom in the world.
They are REALLLLYYYY friendly too !
Unless if you find prob with them or their friends.
I realised, I'm never bored with them.
They will keep talking to you and you will wonder: where the hell did they get all the topics from?
I love talkative people.
I talk alot with close friends or people who talk alot.
Okay well, not-so-good stuff.
Cuz today, me, Vinny, QiaoZhen were gossiping, laughing at people in a bad way, releasing secrets (for QZ. She got way alot.), talking about sex, fingerfucking, smoking and whoever who did it.
So I was AMAZED at the people who did it.
Like: OMG, That person is same age as me and she lost her virginity. How about having a baby?
-.-
Like so many lah. I'm covered with lies daily.
Then I said about being scared of the pain.
Its really about who you hang out with.
With my church friends, except Linette and Val, I'd never say that; really.
1- They too good to lost their virginity already.
2- Church=holy place. Not for these topics.
3- AWKWARD.
LIKE, I DON'T EVEN SAY THAT TO SHERMAINE OR SHERYL, MIND YOU.
Like WTF, underage.
Okay lah, I'm getting used to all these stuff already lah.
I think I really changed from p6 to sec3.
Like... Wait, I show you a few examples:
_________________________________________________________________
P6: OMG, I hate the smell of smoke, smokers are the worst things on earth, other than cockroach.
Sec3: Okay lah, bring your cigarette down lah, not like the police or school will be there to catch you. -.- / Oh, You smoke a pack a day? Wah, pro.
_________________________________________________________________
P6: OMG, she lost her virginity? I'd never do that until I get married at 20+!
Sec3: Oh, that slut? I already know it, that bitch lost it long ago. / Slut, cheapo bitch, free for one night stands. / Orh, still okay lah, not that bad. 15 already mah.
__________________________________________________________________
P6: OMG YOU'VE GOT A BOYF ?
Sec3: Orh, boyf. Cfm last less than a month then break liao lah, no big deal.
___________________________________________________________________
P6:
Friend: You like someone right !
Me: Huh? *paiseh* No lah...
Friend: Don't lie lah.
Me: Kay lah, you don't say arh ! PINKY PROMISE !
Sec3:
Friend: You like someone is it?
Me: Ya, _________. <-name. Confessed liao. <>
___________________________________________________________________
P6: EWWWWW, Teletubbies.
Sec3: OHMY, OHMY, ITS BARNEY AND HIGH 5 !
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OMG, writing out all these made me feel so changed.
I feel so guaikia in P6. :D
I prefer my life now cuz I'm having loads of fun.
OMG PE TOMORROW. SO NOT GOING TO EAT BREAKFAST TOMORROW.
I'm really tired.
Listening to Crash and Burn - Sugarbabes.
I don't wanna carry on, really.
I hate this.
Remember how we used to talk to each other?
Remember how we looked at each other?
Remember how we smiled at each other?
Remember how we drifted apart?
Remember how we stopped talking?
Remember how you left me aside?
I bet you don't.
I wanna focus on my schoolwork now.
No time for all these crap now, really.
Now, I'm really like halfway in between.
Like, I'm over him and my heart just doesnt seem to care.
But when I see him again, I have the urge to see him and make sure he's well.
Damn it, fml.
I think I'm done just like that.
Yay, no one's nagging at me.
kthxbye.
Too busy pointing fingers over who was wrong or right
Couldn't see the pouring rain through our selfish pride
Can't pretend all along we didn't see it coming
Tried to hit the brakes ,
But we crashed and burned
Somewhere we missed our turn
Hit along the road
We lost control
Thats when we crashed and burned
How did we miss our turn
Somewhere along the road
We let the wheel go.
Feeling better nows.
Was so insecure just now.
Was at Vinny's with QiaoZhen just now. Met up at 430.
Plus all the blahblah then reached at 500.
When Vinny and I reached, QiaoZhen was doing something.
Then we headed to Vinny's house.
We completed the project by 530 lah.
Then we gossiped. Okay, don't give me a long lecture now.
Then, they DID talk about christians.
Vinny said her friend was like pestering she and her bball mates to join a church.
Then when they go to her church, she keep pestering them if they like anot.
OMG, HOW IRRITATING.
Lucky not me.
When I chance upon the topic, then I ask.
LOL, that time the steamboat thinggy, I asked 10 people, only 1 came.
Like miracle already.
When I ask then they cannot, then I bo chup already.
Totally not the modal christian.
I told them I wasn't SO holy.
Like I won't be praying every night, I gossip, I lie, I do every sinful thing.
-.-
Not like I'm proud of it or something.
I'm just trying to change kays.
Cuz ytd, pastor was like saying: Don't go together with people who wanna change church and have no aim in life or something.
:(
Anyways, we really talked alot.
QZ said I was reallllllyyyyy talkative, LOL.
At 711, I realised it was so late already.
But I forgot, MY PARENTS ARE IN MALAYSIA, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (Y).
So, when I realised it, I was laughing my ass off. SO HAPPY !
So went to BishanMac.
Actually didn't wanna buy anyt.
CUZ WEIGHT TAKING IS TOMORROW AND I DW TO GET FAT LIKE NOW OKAY ! :(
But I bought fries only.
370kcal. LIKE OMGOMGOMG DIEEEEE.
Saw the chocolate fountain thinggy at 2nd floor.
So I was like: EH, next time go there eat tgt lah, *points upwards*
Then they turned around.
Then we checked it out.
REALLY COOL.
Is buffet-like.
Then Weekday adult lunch=15.80
weekday adult dinner=18.80
weekend adult lunch=16.80
weekend adult lunch=20.80.
I think? But weekday adult lunch is confirm this price.
OMG LAH, COOL. Got fruits, pizza, cakes, blahblah.
PLUS CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN.
Reall wanna go there, but got time limit: 60min.
-.-
QZ said she use to don't like me in sec1.
Why? Cuz I nerdyass, then she don't like nerds. LOL LAH.
SHERMIN AND WEITING WORSE LAH.
So, she know I'm not already.
But good lah, so my first impression on people=guaikia.
GOOD JOB !
:D AHAHAHAH GOOD GOOD !
And, rushed out my EMath homework.
So, YES, I still managed to do my homework consecutively !
If I last till Thursday, then my 'consecutive 10 days guaikia hand in homework without fail',
WOULD BE SUCCESSFUL !
OMG, 3 more days nia, HWEE EN JIAYOU !
First time leh !
Although got bulliable teacher, I still got do, AHAHAHAH.
3 more days okay ! I want my new year resolution to fufill for once.
HEHE, (Y)
I like hongsters and ahlians.
They have all the fun and freedom in the world.
They are REALLLLYYYY friendly too !
Unless if you find prob with them or their friends.
I realised, I'm never bored with them.
They will keep talking to you and you will wonder: where the hell did they get all the topics from?
I love talkative people.
I talk alot with close friends or people who talk alot.
Okay well, not-so-good stuff.
Cuz today, me, Vinny, QiaoZhen were gossiping, laughing at people in a bad way, releasing secrets (for QZ. She got way alot.), talking about sex, fingerfucking, smoking and whoever who did it.
So I was AMAZED at the people who did it.
Like: OMG, That person is same age as me and she lost her virginity. How about having a baby?
-.-
Like so many lah. I'm covered with lies daily.
Then I said about being scared of the pain.
Its really about who you hang out with.
With my church friends, except Linette and Val, I'd never say that; really.
1- They too good to lost their virginity already.
2- Church=holy place. Not for these topics.
3- AWKWARD.
LIKE, I DON'T EVEN SAY THAT TO SHERMAINE OR SHERYL, MIND YOU.
Like WTF, underage.
Okay lah, I'm getting used to all these stuff already lah.
I think I really changed from p6 to sec3.
Like... Wait, I show you a few examples:
_________________________________________________________________
P6: OMG, I hate the smell of smoke, smokers are the worst things on earth, other than cockroach.
Sec3: Okay lah, bring your cigarette down lah, not like the police or school will be there to catch you. -.- / Oh, You smoke a pack a day? Wah, pro.
_________________________________________________________________
P6: OMG, she lost her virginity? I'd never do that until I get married at 20+!
Sec3: Oh, that slut? I already know it, that bitch lost it long ago. / Slut, cheapo bitch, free for one night stands. / Orh, still okay lah, not that bad. 15 already mah.
__________________________________________________________________
P6: OMG YOU'VE GOT A BOYF ?
Sec3: Orh, boyf. Cfm last less than a month then break liao lah, no big deal.
___________________________________________________________________
P6:
Friend: You like someone right !
Me: Huh? *paiseh* No lah...
Friend: Don't lie lah.
Me: Kay lah, you don't say arh ! PINKY PROMISE !
Sec3:
Friend: You like someone is it?
Me: Ya, _________. <-name. Confessed liao. <>
___________________________________________________________________
P6: EWWWWW, Teletubbies.
Sec3: OHMY, OHMY, ITS BARNEY AND HIGH 5 !
___________________________________________________________________
OMG, writing out all these made me feel so changed.
I feel so guaikia in P6. :D
I prefer my life now cuz I'm having loads of fun.
OMG PE TOMORROW. SO NOT GOING TO EAT BREAKFAST TOMORROW.
I'm really tired.
Listening to Crash and Burn - Sugarbabes.
I don't wanna carry on, really.
I hate this.
Remember how we used to talk to each other?
Remember how we looked at each other?
Remember how we smiled at each other?
Remember how we drifted apart?
Remember how we stopped talking?
Remember how you left me aside?
I bet you don't.
I wanna focus on my schoolwork now.
No time for all these crap now, really.
Now, I'm really like halfway in between.
Like, I'm over him and my heart just doesnt seem to care.
But when I see him again, I have the urge to see him and make sure he's well.
Damn it, fml.
I think I'm done just like that.
Yay, no one's nagging at me.
kthxbye.
Too busy pointing fingers over who was wrong or right
Couldn't see the pouring rain through our selfish pride
Can't pretend all along we didn't see it coming
Tried to hit the brakes ,
But we crashed and burned
Somewhere we missed our turn
Hit along the road
We lost control
Thats when we crashed and burned
How did we miss our turn
Somewhere along the road
We let the wheel go.