As long as you stay by my side, I know that I'll be able to do anything.

Hi, I think I'm liking the feeling if being replaced by people.
I'm used to it, like hey, it's so fun.
Like such good friends, then they decide to go wih other people then just go with you when they have no one else.
Isn't that cool.
I love this world of being replaced and forgotten soon after.
You were actually with her, they came, made you leave, then felt guilty and asked you back.
Then, would just somehow make you 'go' with them, just that they're not talking to you,
But to other people, the ones that replaced/ would soon replace you.
Then when you feel you got enough of it, you will soon walk away and find new people to hang out with.
Then they'd try to make you feel guilty and go back to them. But then, when you go back, they would replace you again.
Or even just ignore you at all.
Bitch, PRETTY. You've done it well. Now, do you want me to praise you and clap for you ?
HAHA dream on.
You're so fake and I got enough.
Its like everyday I see myself replaced by someone else and well, its pretty cool uhs.
In school, I see it. Outside school, the same thing.
I'm awesome enough to be replaced by other people twice this year, with two 'groups of friends' whom I used to hang out with.
Try get me back ? Not so easy. You think I'm like before, wrong.
And, shouldn't you be caring about your new friend ? Haha just go on.
I don't really care.
Don't you like new friends ? Go on.
Wanna know why I dont give a damn ?
Cuz I'm plain awesome and I'm able to find new friends.
So it doesn't matter to me if you're there or not.
I'm cool enough to be replaced.
Tell me, would any true friend replace their friend ?
Si mply saying,
You're not a true friend [cuz you suck really bad]
Or you're an asshole.

Oh God, I feel so good after saying all this.
Cuz I'm supposed to be sad, but I'm not.
Nice or what.
Okay, I'm so done with this post.
For those who are also being apparently replaced by so called friends,
You're not the only one.
They ain't worth your time and your tears and your love.
(: kthxbye

++ Hey fucking bitch. Ya lah, I love my new friend then so what.
You say I today never see them then go find you all.
Fuck you kays.
On friday I was at the canteen la pls can. Not even w them then I spent a recess all alone.
You fucking good.
During amath lesson, yongling was not sitting with us.
So I was like; ya, different class liao then you all sit tgt la,
I can't stop you frm making friends cuz I didnt even wanna go to your class .
Then yl nvr sit there then I was like: wtf why she nvr sit there. I move to the back for you 3 to sit tgt.
Dont believe ask gladys la. I still tell her I moved to the back just for that.
Then you say what I treat you all as spare tyre.
Fucking bitch fine.
I dont go with you all lor. Happy ?
You have your new friends also right. Still dare say me.
Ya okay I dont deny I love m new friends and they're nice to me.
But whats fucking wrong with finding new friends in a new fucking class.
Cuz you still have classmates from last year.
And mindyou, I DONT.
The only one who same class as me is hanxin.
And I don't really even talk to her.
Yah, I replaced my friends in the top 5 list. But I never replace my best friend.
Unlike you.
You let me down and disappointed.
Ya okay I see you're fucking happy with your friends too.
And we've got nothing to talk about now.
You like right. Okay lah.
Today still tried to talk to you and whatever shit cuz you had t go off early.
But with all these shit that I got back, THANKS OKAYS.
Dont care jiu dont care la, like I care.
Say I pretend and etc.
You never meh.
You also the same la can.
You also like your new class without me and with last year friends right.
Well, you'd like it if I wasn't in your life and recess right.
Okay la, I go. You happy la.
Damn me, fuck you.
Ya I like my new classmate cuz you all left me out but they didn't
Always, during recess, it felt like I was the only 3d in the whole lot of 3e.
I felt so ignored. And yet you were still with them.
You then asshole la, bitch.
You dont even know how I felt when I was with you all, yet I felt so far away.
So disappointed and thought you knew me.
Last time, it used to be me, you, yl, v.
Now, its yl, v , you, pearlie, andrea, suchii.
Ya now you want me what.
You got 5 friends with you and you still want to say that I got 3 new friend and love them so much and just go find them.
I pei you with your friend during recess.
You nvr pei me w my friend instead.
So with your friend, i'm like damn out la can.
You didn't even fucking realise it right.
You daresay you did ?
You thought I was 'twotiming' you.
No way. You didnt know what i've been through to be in an unfamiliar environment and without a friend,
Cuz you had yl and v, not me.
Okay lah, I now don't go with you,
Dont break up you and yl and vinny,
I'll stop being the bitch who treats you as spare tyre,
I'll leave your life.
Happy ?
I thought that you'd be the only one who understands me.
Now, its like you're the only one who is talking behind my back.
Even vinny told me how I changed.
You were talking behind my back instead.
Yes, vinny said I changed and didnt treat you like before.
So I tried to change okays.
But you were so quiet and we were like strangers.
It felt so awkward.
Fine, don't care. Don't bother.
Since to you, i'm such a bitch.
Kthxbye.

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