愛上了同一個遺憾

Hi blog. Long time no see.
Haven't been blogging cuz of hectic schedule.
Ytd and Today.
Tommorow too.
Today freakingass sucked.
Early morning, got a cockroach.
QZ screamed and it was hilarious thou.
But Mrs thomas stepped on it, and twisted it.
EWW, cockroach juice. FARKING HATE IT.
Then, lit sucked.
I was moody.
Esp when my chalk writing of that.. sign, was sorta erased and I had to redo it.
It took me freaking long laaaaa. :(
I know, just a sign.
But it had its own importance.
Tamilyn had to go for artmazing race and etc.
Recess was the boringest.
Hate it max.
Amath was boring too.
YL and Vinny were talking.
Yes, I thought, maybe I should just sit w Gladys & Kerlynn
Then, maybe not. I don't wanna betray YL and Vinny.
Bad choice thou.
I didn't even talk and mugged throughout, doing almost all the qns on the ws.
I needa work harder.
Doing more is still better than doing less, especially when I wanna be top 5 in the class.
Maybe I'll slack and fail next year.
You think I care?
No way. Pekchek with my life liao.
Reach home, had to withstand all the stupid crap my dad was giving me.
Like, I was stating facts and he was like: woah, now grow up then know how to talk back liao ah.
LIKE DAMN IT LA.
He has been kpkbing me ever since I failed my English.
Like, I failed my english, only 10 in our cohort of 200 sutdents passed.
Then he say: why am I not in the ten of them.
Then he say: cuz you never work hard enough.
Damn you la can.
Then, my Emath, Amath and Phy are top in class and Chem is A1, not top thou.
Then he say I show off.
FARKING DAMN IT.
Good results= scolded. Bad results=scolded.
FML.
Hate it ttvm.
Home sucks.
Like my bro came back.
I greeted him at the door.
My bro used the com and said Hi to me.
Then I was like: oh, hi.
Normal respect.
Then my dad farking kaopei, say : why you never greet him when he come in?
Then, I murmured: got lor, he never hear nia.
Then he say: you still dare talk back?
Does all parents just say that when they have nothing else to say?
Get a life. Don't act like you know everything when you don't.
Is he like having PMS?
Thinking of it, I though only women had.
Yet he's craziuly accusing people.
He like he say.
We like, we can't say.
Everything I do is wrong.
Anytime I reach back home is wrong.
Everything that Big bro do is correct.
Anytime 2nd bro reach home , 'its okay'
what time you want me reach home lah.
Before 6, come home too early then when you buaysong then I kenna all your crap lor.
6-10,must tell you then you will keep ordering me around, especially when my cca just ended and i'm really tired.
10+, its so late and all the naggings come.
I HATE MY LIFE.
And, Today, didn't go oikos.
Didn't quite bother to too.
My parents didn't even go.
Now, thinking of it, I feel like I should've went.
Then, thinking again, maybe not.
I wanna go cuz...
1) away from home
2) reach home at later time
3)I'll be ushering tmr and baptism class on sunday
4) away from nags. and bullshits.
5) pissed off with my dad.
Maybe not, cuz ..
1) I sorta needa take attendance
2) Of last week.
Okay, ya whatever.
But I'm still not regretting.
Except for the part when I didn't tell my dad in the face that he was being such an asshole.
crazy craps.
This is pissing me off so badly.
I swear he loves picking on me.
If he was on my classmate,
I'd be like:
" WHAT LAH, WHERE BUAYSONG. NOT HAPPY SAY LA"
No way, it'd be even worse.
Like, I'd get really pissed.
I swear the guys in my class is x685416085 times better than him.
Like the funny Yeongsoon
The Kangshun that likes Corliss.
HAHA JKJK.
He kenna saboed.
But, this class, I LIKE.
ANYWAYS, HAHAHAHA I'M ON GLADY'S PROFILE PIC JEALOUS??!?!?!?!
SO SWEET. LOL kidding.
Like I've only known her for 3 months and her profile pic is on ME already, it's her 13th profile picture, and its like so nice. As in, I don't suck in that photo. That's my 2nd fav picture of me in my life, and it seems like she knows it alr.
Out of Tamilyn's 15 profile picture, none has me.
HAHA okay she damn zilian I know. :D LIKE ALL IS ONLY HER ZILIANING.
Out of YongLing's 12, 2 has me. One of them which is class photo, another is the unglamest zoomed in shot of me EVER.
Out of Vinny's 34, yes , like WTF? , 7 is non-zilian.
And 3 has me. 2 of it is repeated and is a shadow. The other one was us 4 doing L-O-V-E and I swear that was one of them most xiasuay one. >.<
LMAO, her 2nd newest one was in the toilet. Doesnt have me though, but it got me laughing so hard.
I swore I wasn't ever going to take any photos in the toilet ever again, except for Ion Orchard the toilet.
Okay, I think all my pissed off ness was typed already.
kthxbye

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