It's been awhile since we lsat talked. I miss you. Somehow, do you miss me too?

Today, I saw a cute guy.
Somewhat like you.
He reminded me of you, like the feeling he gave me was like the feeling you gave me,
when I saw you and sat beside you.
Just a little different.
I knew you before seeing you there.
He was like you. Just a little shorter,
A little whiter, a little sweeter,
but still, I had the same feelings.
Everything came back.
Remember us?
No you shouldn't.
You gave it up.


Hi blog.
Don't know what I'm feeling.
It feels like I'm falling for a million times.
I want to cry so badly. But now I'm sharing room with my mum, dad and bro.
Tired out. Exams are over and yet I'm still stressing the shit outta myself.
Felt like puking in the afternoon, skipped my lunch and dinner.
My breakfast was a disgustingly cold cheese pancake. Used to love it thou. But its disgusting.
Coffee ruined my whole appetite. Disgusting too.
The coffee that my bro makes are still the nicest. I love him, max.
Stuck at the computer watching all the dramas that I might've watched a million times over already. That was during the afternoon.
Night, went church for usher.
I swear I didn't want to go , but I had my duties.
Many people went thou. It made me feel like 'OHSHIT. this sucks.'
Especially when I'm not so well.
Yes, thanks to my dad, I got his coughing virus or whatever shit.
Cuz of my never-come-yesterday thinggy, Meiyen, Wenhui, Rebecca & Suzanna were like asking me why I didn't go.
Yeah, nice uhs.
Brian knew it cuz he sent me the attendance and asked.
Basically, my reply was: Tired lor.
They thought was cca.
Fri didn't have cca thou.
I swear I don't know why I felt like shit on friday and didn't go.
That wasn't on purpose.
I mean, I didn't plan it.
Okay maybe I did.
No way I didnt.
My dad wasn't going and encouraged me not to go..
I was trying to be a good bitch and decided to suck up and tell him that I'm not going.
So after everything.
Meiyen got talk to me abit lah.
I told her that I LOVE MY NEW CLASS.
More than the old one last year.
Like 3 months only.
OMGOMGOMG. And I'm like one of the "people" who goes to make class tee or something.
I like being involved. It makes me have a sense of belonging.
I have a feeling I might just hate it after some misunderstandings.
But I'll try not to thou.
And, she said ***** was a shock to her. She is spoilt. *nodnod* I agree 101%.
Plus, she said I comment on a guy who said he was having sex.
So I was like: HUH?!?!?!
So I'm going to check nows.
Wait for me.
Can't find it.
Then she describe like some guy said he had sex then the commentors were like jealous.
The only person I can think of who would post these kinda stuff is KERLYNN SEE.
But Meiyen say is guy.
Then I shock dao.
HUH OMG I COMMENTED ON A GUY WHO SAID HE WAS HAVING SEX? DAMN.
Who knows I might even be jealous at that time?
She sorta thought MFSS was a good school.
HAHA NO WAY KMA.
On wikipedia say until our school so jialat liao.
She scared I kenna bad influence.
HAHA RELAX NO WAY.
I'm mugging like shit now, no time to smoke or have sex or whatever stuff anymore.
I so guai la can. :D
Okay, on the way back, yes, I met such a perfect guy as stated in italics above.
He's like dazzling.
OMGOMGOMG. Crazily awesome.
HAHA JKJK. I can't just like a random guy who was beside me in the bus.
But he was nice thou. I swear he thought I was weird.
Cuz I was sorta 'glued' to the window.
But when he got down, he's really nice.
He kept looking back.
SO SWEET.
HAHA REALLY GOT LIKE THAT THE PEOPLE.
They're like extinct alr right ! :D
Kthxbye.

Well, you're twofaced.
You keep saying that I've changed and I ain't treating her as good as before.
But bitch, think about yourself.
You snatched her away, and you keep thinking I never talk to her.
Cuz you don't even give me the chance.
BITCH.

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