It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
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the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
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'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.' 'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. ' ♥-/Increased.Heartbeat ME. I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever. I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
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Tuesday, March 15, 2011
You said we couldn't make it, but you've not seen how far we came.
Sry blog, actually wrote alot but it all got lost.
Haiz okay. I'll do the main points. Imma btch. Im not worth anyone's tears. Im hating my life to shit now. It's down in the drains. Today sucked. Okay yes , its like shit. Comb. Practice was tiring enough. Lunch was super quiet w yy and yl. Didnt dare to speak already. Good luck people, I decided to talk less and shut up already. Lost faith in everything, and myself. So plug in to my earpiece. Briefing was quiet too. Like yl tapped me. I was like: WHAT. Then I remembered, and said: oh sorry. Yes ? Then she never reply. Bus back was alittle funnier with wenqi. Went back home, my kiddo cousin was there. Dad and bro wanted me to walk him back to his house. Mindyou, he's p2 alr. Dad called me lazy. Pls la, I did try walking himback then he run here run there. Damn pekchek so I was like talking back. Need school to start soon. I need to like pour everything out to my friends. Then I thought: which one ? When almost all left. I don't like home, neither school. It feels like i've nowhere to go. I can't die yet. Now, all I wish for, is to float up, and let God take me away. There's nothing in this world left for me to have, that might just make me smile, for a second. Done stupid stuff. Tried choking myself on toothpastes. Running in the middle of the road. Haiz, i'll need more fun in my life. I'm lifeless. I'd rather fail all my subjects than to be like now. Lifeless and boring. And unwanted. |