It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
ME.
I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
Links .
6D'08@PCPS
2Endeavour'10@MFSS
Grace.T@PCPS
JiaJun@YDC
Shermaine@BC Chinese
Tamilyn@MFSS
Vinny@MFSS
YongLing@MFSS
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YongLing@MFSS
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Friday, April 29, 2011
I know I'm over you, but I just don't like it that the safe feeling you give me is gone too now.
Guess what we're reading.
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Today, MT oral ROCKED.
Ms WangZhuo helped me SO VERY MUCH !
Made me feel less nervous.
Cuz I think I was reading the HCL paper. LOLOL.
Then she realised and we were laughing alot.
In exam summore sia !
Study date w Vinny and I didn't do much I guess.
I was distracted by my phone I guess.
Addicted to some games.
I kept talking to her and about all my xin shi.
Went up to a cubicle and did all the crazy stuff.
FUN LAHS ! :D
Today rocked.
Amath wasn't successful.
But Physics and Emath was.
Amath, I'll need at least 2 days.
Everything's confusing me.
Complicated, unlike Emath.
Tired sorry thanks bye.
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Yesterday's and Today's !
Thursday, April 28, 2011
How are you going to hold on to something that was never there to begin with.
全世界 我只看見 妳的視線 妳的一切, 妳的傷悲 妳的雀躍
Uneventful, Today was.
I was so bored during physics and chemistry that I took out my phone and copied down most of the quotes I stored in there.
Chemistry sucked.
I didn't have an idea of what that teacher was saying, so I was really bored and wasted that time.
Choices have consequences.
Effing hate the consequences.
Studying.
Finally, I have an aim for what to study.
Yesterday and today, I've been studying only Emath.
Cuz wasn't in school last last wed cuz of SYF,
and I lagged behind.
Do my own work then understand la.
I don't even know if the teacher taught that.
DAMN.
Waste my time.
I will study Amath after Emath. Then chemistry.
Anyways, newest geog test?
I failed. :D
9.5/20.
You know what's worse?
I cheated. I copied from Cheryl and flunked it.
LOL, BIG JOKEEEEEEE.
She got really good marks thou.
I feel like I'm a big joke.
I'm happy. Like really happy.
My brain's screwed.
Studying again tomorrow at Bishan Library with Vinny till 900pm !
WHEN IT CLOSES.
Second time.
I need to stop failing, LOL.
Thou I find fun in it, my dad's going to murder me.
Oh, I failed my Lit paper too.
I was anyhow geez pass it.
I got 11/25.
LOL, when I wrote only 6 lines?
Okay, SA1 will be better. Maybe not. Definitely not.
With all the stress and crazy thoughts rumaging in my head,
I swear I might just fail all.
Then Dad would scold me x12498256 times and keep repeating the same old shit.
I know I will fail.
I want to fail now, not during O Levels.
You know why?
I prayed to God, telling him to let me fail all my subjects as I don't quite care about my life already.
Like 2 months ago?
I told Him, I would rather want my friends back, rather than my results.
Tomorrow, I will finish studying my Emath+ Amath.
Chemistry will be on saturday.
Geog will be on Sunday+Monday.
The rest, anything la k.
I just needda pass.
So what if I changed.
So what if I become such a bitch.
So what if I become so twofaced.
So what if I learnt how to hate.
So what if I become so act.
So what if I become so distanced
So what if I died.
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus,
and how not to look back even if no one believes us,
when it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here.
Uneventful, Today was.
I was so bored during physics and chemistry that I took out my phone and copied down most of the quotes I stored in there.
Chemistry sucked.
I didn't have an idea of what that teacher was saying, so I was really bored and wasted that time.
Choices have consequences.
Effing hate the consequences.
Studying.
Finally, I have an aim for what to study.
Yesterday and today, I've been studying only Emath.
Cuz wasn't in school last last wed cuz of SYF,
and I lagged behind.
Do my own work then understand la.
I don't even know if the teacher taught that.
DAMN.
Waste my time.
I will study Amath after Emath. Then chemistry.
Anyways, newest geog test?
I failed. :D
9.5/20.
You know what's worse?
I cheated. I copied from Cheryl and flunked it.
LOL, BIG JOKEEEEEEE.
She got really good marks thou.
I feel like I'm a big joke.
I'm happy. Like really happy.
My brain's screwed.
Studying again tomorrow at Bishan Library with Vinny till 900pm !
WHEN IT CLOSES.
Second time.
I need to stop failing, LOL.
Thou I find fun in it, my dad's going to murder me.
Oh, I failed my Lit paper too.
I was anyhow geez pass it.
I got 11/25.
LOL, when I wrote only 6 lines?
Okay, SA1 will be better. Maybe not. Definitely not.
With all the stress and crazy thoughts rumaging in my head,
I swear I might just fail all.
Then Dad would scold me x12498256 times and keep repeating the same old shit.
I know I will fail.
I want to fail now, not during O Levels.
You know why?
I prayed to God, telling him to let me fail all my subjects as I don't quite care about my life already.
Like 2 months ago?
I told Him, I would rather want my friends back, rather than my results.
Tomorrow, I will finish studying my Emath+ Amath.
Chemistry will be on saturday.
Geog will be on Sunday+Monday.
The rest, anything la k.
I just needda pass.
So what if I changed.
So what if I become such a bitch.
So what if I become so twofaced.
So what if I learnt how to hate.
So what if I become so act.
So what if I become so distanced
So what if I died.
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus,
and how not to look back even if no one believes us,
when it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
I've liked, I've loved, I've been hurt and I've cried; Now can I please have my happily ever after?
更相信愛
Hi, I'm tired and I'm gonna continue studying later.
I feel so studious right now.
One day, all my energy's gonna get zapped.
One day, I'll really be crazy.
One day, I'll really stop listening in class.
One day, I'll slack totally.
Today, was playing phone in class.
Totally distracted.
My punishment?
Studied only Emath in the 3hour library trip just now.
3h for emath only.
WTH.
Bloody difficult la can.
No teacher=sucky.
Okay lah, learnt something.
Okay, just like that.
Sorry for such a boring post.
kthxbye
我明白 太放不開你的愛 太熟悉你的關懷. 分不開 想你算是安慰還是悲哀 而現在 就算時針都停擺 就算生命像塵埃 分不開 我們也許反而更相信愛.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
April 2011
After photoshop
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OMG, I feel so bu yao lian to post my zilian photo up.
But, Once in a blue moon, this will be alright. (:
kthxbye.
Talking to you brings back memories I told myself to forget.
Blog, super hard to find nice quotes nowadays.
Mostly suck.
Maybe my standard too high.
LOL JK
Okay shit, I shall stop bragging about my results.
Oh, to cheer those that 'lost' to me, some good news for you.
1) Remember the Geog test that I got an A1?
I CHEATED.
2) The Chinese test which I got 2nd in class? Okay, I didn't blog about that cuz I just knew it today.
I cheated too.
Geog test was Cheryl help me.
But there was notes under her table so it doesn't quite matter right? The teacher didn't even see it la pls.
Melissa know how to do then dowant let us copy, -.-
So much for letting her the last times.
Chinese is Me and Jasper SHARE.
I didn't take it from him, we SHARED.
I told him some, he told me some.
Well, Too bad I won him by 0.5 marks.
I swear he is so damn pissed off.
Haha no I'm kidding.
He seemed happy for me thou.
So happy to have such awesome people around me.
Awesome+ Clever.
Going to studying hiongly people.
I'm sorry if I'm or I'll be going to neglect some people or something,
I'll say it here first.
All in my brain now is STUDY STUDY STUDY, PASS PASS PASS.
Who know I might even like studying more than computer.
My parents will be so happy if that was the case.
Ah damn, gtg.
Bored shit alr.
kthxbye
Mostly suck.
Maybe my standard too high.
LOL JK
Okay shit, I shall stop bragging about my results.
Oh, to cheer those that 'lost' to me, some good news for you.
1) Remember the Geog test that I got an A1?
I CHEATED.
2) The Chinese test which I got 2nd in class? Okay, I didn't blog about that cuz I just knew it today.
I cheated too.
Geog test was Cheryl help me.
But there was notes under her table so it doesn't quite matter right? The teacher didn't even see it la pls.
Melissa know how to do then dowant let us copy, -.-
So much for letting her the last times.
Chinese is Me and Jasper SHARE.
I didn't take it from him, we SHARED.
I told him some, he told me some.
Well, Too bad I won him by 0.5 marks.
I swear he is so damn pissed off.
Haha no I'm kidding.
He seemed happy for me thou.
So happy to have such awesome people around me.
Awesome+ Clever.
Going to studying hiongly people.
I'm sorry if I'm or I'll be going to neglect some people or something,
I'll say it here first.
All in my brain now is STUDY STUDY STUDY, PASS PASS PASS.
Who know I might even like studying more than computer.
My parents will be so happy if that was the case.
Ah damn, gtg.
Bored shit alr.
kthxbye
Monday, April 25, 2011
Hurt? Got so numbed by it before that I forgotten the feeling of it.
Blog, tired out.
1040pm.
I'd usually sleep by 1030 and today was an exception.
Cuz was talking to Val.
Said that we'd meet up during June to go SHOPPING with LSVES, YAY MAX.
Downloaded a whole lotta stuff.
Study date w/ Vinny was AWESOME.
I didn't study, she did.
I read magazines and comics.
You call that studying? I call that slacking.
No doubt I was at library.
Till 12May, expect to see me in the library EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Yes, I'll make excuses to go.
PHOTOSHOP FTW.
If I download the real thing into my computer, I swear I'd use it EVERY SINGLE LITTLE DAY.
It's only in my phone and the first time I used it on Me&Vinny take the photo, she said it looked kinda pro.
:D ME.
Will upload soon, Tomorrow?
Pleased with myself.
Emath, got a B3.
Broke my ACES STREAKKKKK. FML.
Okay man, I didn't study and I'm not that upset.
Val downloaded the photshop anyways.
And we have about the same applications now.
FYI: People I'm NOT clever.
My IQ only 105.
Think I'm clever? Think again.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
Okay, this will be enough to cheer me up if I fail all.
Now, I'm going to SLACK MY WAY THROUGH.
Who cares.
1040pm.
I'd usually sleep by 1030 and today was an exception.
Cuz was talking to Val.
Said that we'd meet up during June to go SHOPPING with LSVES, YAY MAX.
Downloaded a whole lotta stuff.
Study date w/ Vinny was AWESOME.
I didn't study, she did.
I read magazines and comics.
You call that studying? I call that slacking.
No doubt I was at library.
Till 12May, expect to see me in the library EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Yes, I'll make excuses to go.
PHOTOSHOP FTW.
If I download the real thing into my computer, I swear I'd use it EVERY SINGLE LITTLE DAY.
It's only in my phone and the first time I used it on Me&Vinny take the photo, she said it looked kinda pro.
:D ME.
Will upload soon, Tomorrow?
Pleased with myself.
Emath, got a B3.
Broke my ACES STREAKKKKK. FML.
Okay man, I didn't study and I'm not that upset.
Val downloaded the photshop anyways.
And we have about the same applications now.
FYI: People I'm NOT clever.
My IQ only 105.
Think I'm clever? Think again.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
I will not care if I flunk my SA1.
Okay, this will be enough to cheer me up if I fail all.
Now, I'm going to SLACK MY WAY THROUGH.
Who cares.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Someone asked me how do I avoid pain. I smiled and replied, it's easy. just open your eyes and close your heart.
Hi blog.
Thank God today went smoothly.
I felt so shitty at first lah.
Even at with Shermaine and Sheryl.
Haha, no I didn't plan it.
Serious, sheryl asked me then of cuz, why not ?!
Omg, so bitch.
Sermon ended super fast, I LIKE.
No Cu xin ban or something, I LIKE.
Ate @ KFC, I LIKE.
Thank God no one mentioned anything.
Yay.
Ohmygod, getting really emotional nowadays.
Not emo, it's emotional.
Everytime I think that, or remember that I'm not someone that will be left at the back, forgotten, I tear.
Like, I need to know that i'm actually important.
Sheesh, bitchy.
I need to ... Do something to myself.
Thank God today went smoothly.
I felt so shitty at first lah.
Even at with Shermaine and Sheryl.
Haha, no I didn't plan it.
Serious, sheryl asked me then of cuz, why not ?!
Omg, so bitch.
Sermon ended super fast, I LIKE.
No Cu xin ban or something, I LIKE.
Ate @ KFC, I LIKE.
Thank God no one mentioned anything.
Yay.
Ohmygod, getting really emotional nowadays.
Not emo, it's emotional.
Everytime I think that, or remember that I'm not someone that will be left at the back, forgotten, I tear.
Like, I need to know that i'm actually important.
Sheesh, bitchy.
I need to ... Do something to myself.
Friday, April 22, 2011
People say that bad memories cause you pain. But it is the good ones that drive you insane.
Hi blog, 5 min to post and I am using my phone.
Don't blame me if I blabber anything out.
I'm going off to work and filletofish is coming my way ! Been watitng since monday.
I hope work would not be so much today. Especially when I'm working during peak hours.
Insane.
Everything's going well and I got an A1 again.
Lol, it's geog.
4 a1, 1 a2. No b aand below.
Hwee en, cheer up.
Okay, continue next time.
Kthxbye
Don't blame me if I blabber anything out.
I'm going off to work and filletofish is coming my way ! Been watitng since monday.
I hope work would not be so much today. Especially when I'm working during peak hours.
Insane.
Everything's going well and I got an A1 again.
Lol, it's geog.
4 a1, 1 a2. No b aand below.
Hwee en, cheer up.
Okay, continue next time.
Kthxbye
Thursday, April 21, 2011
you know you're in love when you sacrifice your happiness, all just for that one person.
Hi blog.
Today, I'm trying to continue smiling.
Sometimes, it just doesn't come.
I'm glad that Jesus put Tamilyn, Vinny and YongLing in my life.
Yes, they listened.
Whe walking to canteen for recess, I told them.
Told them everything that was bothering me so much.
So much that I can't stand it anymore.
I cried.
At first was like controlling it.
Then can't help it liaos.
They hugged me and comforted me.
I love them.
No idea why I just now so emotional.
Tamilyn buy for me the doggie sweets from made in candy.
Hehe, I eat finish.
Definitely better.
It feels good to know that there will be someone by my side to pick me up when I fall down.
When I am really tired of staying strong.
When I feel unimportant.
Which is seldom. (:
I'm going to make myself feel important.
Whenever I get my hands on someone's phone, I'll write: I loveyou, 美女 ! and send it to myself.
:D Tried that out with Tamilyn's and I kept laughing.
LOLOL.
FilletOFish tomorrow ! Super looking forward.
Tamilyn, my 忠心 reader, super sweet. So, THANKS ALOT.
:D These can't pull me down now. I won't let it.
(: thanks, bye
Today, I'm trying to continue smiling.
Sometimes, it just doesn't come.
I'm glad that Jesus put Tamilyn, Vinny and YongLing in my life.
Yes, they listened.
Whe walking to canteen for recess, I told them.
Told them everything that was bothering me so much.
So much that I can't stand it anymore.
I cried.
At first was like controlling it.
Then can't help it liaos.
They hugged me and comforted me.
I love them.
No idea why I just now so emotional.
Tamilyn buy for me the doggie sweets from made in candy.
Hehe, I eat finish.
Definitely better.
It feels good to know that there will be someone by my side to pick me up when I fall down.
When I am really tired of staying strong.
When I feel unimportant.
Which is seldom. (:
I'm going to make myself feel important.
Whenever I get my hands on someone's phone, I'll write: I loveyou, 美女 ! and send it to myself.
:D Tried that out with Tamilyn's and I kept laughing.
LOLOL.
FilletOFish tomorrow ! Super looking forward.
Tamilyn, my 忠心 reader, super sweet. So, THANKS ALOT.
:D These can't pull me down now. I won't let it.
(: thanks, bye
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
The me who silently waits for you at the back.
I'll stop being such an asshole.
I'll stop being so sensitive.
I'll stop being so irritating.
I'll stop caring so much.
I'll stop acting to be someone I'm not.
I'll stop thinking so much.
I'll stop moaning about my life.
I'll stop being so negative.
I'll stop not spending time on the correct thing.
I'll stop splurging.
I'll stop being so bitchy. *winks @ tam*
I'll stop wasting everyone's time.
Sorry.
I'll find a motivation.
I'll find something else to do.
I'll ignore many things.
I'll ignore me.
I'll change.
Sorry.
I'll stop being twofaced. Doing what I hate others doing.
Friday-- WORK.
Something to look forward to.
FilletOFish+double pay.
GoodFriday FTW.
Okay, I'll be positive.
I DID my homework.
Although I didn't get top for some subject, i got Aces.
Good enough, better than many.
My friends are nice to me and I should appreciate them more and not be so selfish.
My family's awesome to me and they are nice.
Work has always been fun thou tiring. But I made the decision.
My love life will be just like a game. I'll never treat it real.
Today shall be a turning point.
Came to my senses.
I can't continue like this.
Thanks. Bye.
I'll stop being so sensitive.
I'll stop being so irritating.
I'll stop caring so much.
I'll stop acting to be someone I'm not.
I'll stop thinking so much.
I'll stop moaning about my life.
I'll stop being so negative.
I'll stop not spending time on the correct thing.
I'll stop splurging.
I'll stop being so bitchy. *winks @ tam*
I'll stop wasting everyone's time.
Sorry.
I'll find a motivation.
I'll find something else to do.
I'll ignore many things.
I'll ignore me.
I'll change.
Sorry.
I'll stop being twofaced. Doing what I hate others doing.
Friday-- WORK.
Something to look forward to.
FilletOFish+double pay.
GoodFriday FTW.
Okay, I'll be positive.
I DID my homework.
Although I didn't get top for some subject, i got Aces.
Good enough, better than many.
My friends are nice to me and I should appreciate them more and not be so selfish.
My family's awesome to me and they are nice.
Work has always been fun thou tiring. But I made the decision.
My love life will be just like a game. I'll never treat it real.
Today shall be a turning point.
Came to my senses.
I can't continue like this.
Thanks. Bye.
Let's be nothing. You and me, it ends here.
Hi blog.
You remember the previous post?
Hah no you don't.
Forget about it.
I'm still mugging away like a loser at home.
Everything's flooding back.
Syf finally over.
Something else is bothering me. I'mma sorta scared already.
OMG, kthxbye.
You remember the previous post?
Hah no you don't.
Forget about it.
I'm still mugging away like a loser at home.
Everything's flooding back.
Syf finally over.
Something else is bothering me. I'mma sorta scared already.
OMG, kthxbye.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Every girl has that one guy that she'd go back to. Heartbreak after heartbreak, and nobody knows why. Even herself. But, she just can't let go.
Hi blog.
Aces for class test.
Again.
I'm sorta getting bored of all these.
I hate homeworks.
I hate tests.
Yes, I do homework whenever time shows up.
Whenever there's a change of period.
But, I don't like it.
HELL NO.
I want to spend my time in the toilet laughing w my friends instead of mugging in class.
What makes you think I fucking love studying.
I DON'T.
So what if I got 4 tops in class.
So what if I aced everything.
I'm getting bored of this life.
All the shit it can present to me.
Lost all motivation.
I was diligently doing my homework and all they did was copy.
Are they like fucking ridiculous?
The teacher's worse.
She doesn't even get the hell facts right.
I hate homework.
Tell me, who in the right mind would like it.
I hate tests.
I hate getting Aces, but not the first.
I hate it when all my hard work are unseen.
I hate it when everything comes crashing down.
Those are just homeworks.
yes, people might be like: Wah, A again.
Fuck it. I don't like it.
Now, I'm working hard for the sake of working hard.
I don't even know where I'm aiming.
Where my goal is in.
I'm running fast, but I don't know if I'm in the right direction.
Jasper is sort of like a lucky guy.
He is clearheaded.
Yes, he might be a jerky asshole or something.
But, he knows what he's after.
What he wants, and what he needs.
I don't even know how to empty my brain that is filled with bullshit.
Away from homework, I've got school.
A class whom I can't seem to trust.
Filled with backstabbers.
Away from school, I've got work.
Yes, I like it a whole lot.
I like it that they are always so high.
I like it that they are always so friendly.
I like it that they are always so helpful.
But, still, it's time consuming.
I don't deny, all the time, I could have used it on the computer instead.
But still, I don't see that direction I need in life.
Nothing's right.
See you.
Aces for class test.
Again.
I'm sorta getting bored of all these.
I hate homeworks.
I hate tests.
Yes, I do homework whenever time shows up.
Whenever there's a change of period.
But, I don't like it.
HELL NO.
I want to spend my time in the toilet laughing w my friends instead of mugging in class.
What makes you think I fucking love studying.
I DON'T.
So what if I got 4 tops in class.
So what if I aced everything.
I'm getting bored of this life.
All the shit it can present to me.
Lost all motivation.
I was diligently doing my homework and all they did was copy.
Are they like fucking ridiculous?
The teacher's worse.
She doesn't even get the hell facts right.
I hate homework.
Tell me, who in the right mind would like it.
I hate tests.
I hate getting Aces, but not the first.
I hate it when all my hard work are unseen.
I hate it when everything comes crashing down.
Those are just homeworks.
yes, people might be like: Wah, A again.
Fuck it. I don't like it.
Now, I'm working hard for the sake of working hard.
I don't even know where I'm aiming.
Where my goal is in.
I'm running fast, but I don't know if I'm in the right direction.
Jasper is sort of like a lucky guy.
He is clearheaded.
Yes, he might be a jerky asshole or something.
But, he knows what he's after.
What he wants, and what he needs.
I don't even know how to empty my brain that is filled with bullshit.
Away from homework, I've got school.
A class whom I can't seem to trust.
Filled with backstabbers.
Away from school, I've got work.
Yes, I like it a whole lot.
I like it that they are always so high.
I like it that they are always so friendly.
I like it that they are always so helpful.
But, still, it's time consuming.
I don't deny, all the time, I could have used it on the computer instead.
But still, I don't see that direction I need in life.
Nothing's right.
See you.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
20092010
Lost the chance last year.
Didn't manage to get it back this year.
I guess, this means the end.
I'm even losing hope and faith.
You were always there for me until she entered our lifes,
Now, it feels like we're not even friends anymore.
Everything changed and you never realised it.
Kept the jealousy down, deep in.
I kept telling myself, another chance, you'll come back.
You never did.
You never wanted to really talk to me. Right.
Sorry to ruin your life. Bye.
Didn't manage to get it back this year.
I guess, this means the end.
I'm even losing hope and faith.
You were always there for me until she entered our lifes,
Now, it feels like we're not even friends anymore.
Everything changed and you never realised it.
Kept the jealousy down, deep in.
I kept telling myself, another chance, you'll come back.
You never did.
You never wanted to really talk to me. Right.
Sorry to ruin your life. Bye.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Don't put trust in anyone but yourself. Face the reality, sometimes, you can't even trust yourself.
Hi blog, needa sleep soon
Decided to do an anything-lah kinda post.
Today was bloody hell sleepy.
Slept during cca and the teacher let us sleep.
She even give $$ to some people and tell them buy something back for us to eat.
Each person got 3 seaweeds, 1 mamee, 1 HipHop jelly icecream.
HAH, my teacher's damn cool right.
SYF's really making me wanna jump down and die.
6 more days.
I'll be looking forward.
To the end of it.
Daydreamed a whole damn lot just nows.
If it all came true, I swear I'd be jumping up and down by now.
And being so happy.
Hahah, it won't happen.
Okay I'm tired.
If there's no work tmr, I'll go cellgroup.
Hahah kidding.
I see how la. No mood.
Okay bah. Just like that.
Should be counted as lucky. for today.
1 person left to settle. :(
I swear I'm not going to be real.
To anyone, ever again.
I'm going treat this like a joke.
Play with them like how they would.
Who says girls must be the one who suffers.
Tamilyn, RIGHT?! :D
Decided to do an anything-lah kinda post.
Today was bloody hell sleepy.
Slept during cca and the teacher let us sleep.
She even give $$ to some people and tell them buy something back for us to eat.
Each person got 3 seaweeds, 1 mamee, 1 HipHop jelly icecream.
HAH, my teacher's damn cool right.
SYF's really making me wanna jump down and die.
6 more days.
I'll be looking forward.
To the end of it.
Daydreamed a whole damn lot just nows.
If it all came true, I swear I'd be jumping up and down by now.
And being so happy.
Hahah, it won't happen.
Okay I'm tired.
If there's no work tmr, I'll go cellgroup.
Hahah kidding.
I see how la. No mood.
Okay bah. Just like that.
Should be counted as lucky. for today.
1 person left to settle. :(
I swear I'm not going to be real.
To anyone, ever again.
I'm going treat this like a joke.
Play with them like how they would.
Who says girls must be the one who suffers.
Tamilyn, RIGHT?! :D
Monday, April 11, 2011
Sometimes, it's better to be clueless about everything than to know the small bits of information that silently kills you.
Blog,
Sorry so long never post.
Busy with School, Church, Cca and Work.
I swear I'm going to cry now.
Haha kidding.
Must do a proper post.
Haha no kidding. I'm going to bore everyone who's reading this shit.
So, just the important scary parts.
Okay. I'm working in Macdonalds. For those who know that, just sheesh.
There's like a guy called Ismael or something.
Malay duh, wanted to send me home.
I freaked out duh. -.-
Say no then zao off, hehes.
OMG, don't know how to face him alr.
Hope I'll be crazy on that day.
Hehe shoo, awkwardness.
I swear many people are going to hate me after this. Like why I so bitch. LOL.
Sorry lah. Okay man, last year i so jialat. Kenna gossiped until (^$#&*)(*
But, this year significant improvement. HAHAH YAY
Okay. I've changed, face the fact.
I'm myself and I know it well.
I'm flirting with whole damn lot of guys nows.
Not a whole damn lot la kay.
But like, ... Don't know how explain.
I'll be the next hated person in MFSS. HAHA JK, no one reads my blog.
Friday, at cellgroup, sudden urge to pla the guitar, so I play slow la, the only thing I could and pressed some string i know.
The usual, common ones.
Wenhui was shock I know how play.
Pleased w myself.
But no, I don't wanna go MM.
Not for guitar.
I swear my parents are taking away my love for drums right now.
I think drums are cool.
Drummers are cooler,
Female Drummers are coolest.
Like you imagine all the guys rocking it out.
Then a girl steps up and does it better than the guys and rock the whole club.
OHMYGOSH, PRETTY.
I'mma going clubbing soon man.
MUSTMUSTMUSTMUST.
I know I said that since last year.
But I WAS UNDERAGE.
Now I'm working already and what the shit do you expect.
My brother inspired me to. He's like my bad influence.
But he's such lame shit
SYMM's a cool name and he dare tarnish it.
KISS MY ASS.
Okay lah, like that only I think.
The rest all secret lah, sorry.
Cuz... like who knows if someone will memorise my url and stalk me.
Scary.
I'm tired even on a Monday.
Okay, I'm not going oikos this week.
I'm not going to do much this week.
I wanna go to the flea next sunday
And I will dress up like a slut.
Hehe jkjks.
WORK WORK WORK, $$$
I see the cash flowing into my bank.
I see myself buying pretty dresses.
I see TAMILYN LIM buying slimming pills for me. LOL
I see me and him tgt.
Kidding.
We'll never be.
Almost 1 month already.
Another 3 weeks.
Never lived so long without you.
Oh and yes, supposed to get over this shit.
2 months. 1/6 of a year
I swear I'll be ahchiouing when I see him again.
Anws, in church, I like sitting at the back w my parents !
I use their IPhone and go on facebook.
HEY YES, I DO GET SLEEPY IN THERE, I'M NOT SO HOLY PLS.
-.-
I'll stop it here. I'm tired.
You wouldn't want me in your life anws right.
Both gone.
I'll wait. Wait for one that will be true.
The one that would prioritise me.
The one who would promise that his forever would be mine.
Even if it was a lie.
Sorry so long never post.
Busy with School, Church, Cca and Work.
I swear I'm going to cry now.
Haha kidding.
Must do a proper post.
Haha no kidding. I'm going to bore everyone who's reading this shit.
So, just the important scary parts.
Okay. I'm working in Macdonalds. For those who know that, just sheesh.
There's like a guy called Ismael or something.
Malay duh, wanted to send me home.
I freaked out duh. -.-
Say no then zao off, hehes.
OMG, don't know how to face him alr.
Hope I'll be crazy on that day.
Hehe shoo, awkwardness.
I swear many people are going to hate me after this. Like why I so bitch. LOL.
Sorry lah. Okay man, last year i so jialat. Kenna gossiped until (^$#&*)(*
But, this year significant improvement. HAHAH YAY
Okay. I've changed, face the fact.
I'm myself and I know it well.
I'm flirting with whole damn lot of guys nows.
Not a whole damn lot la kay.
But like, ... Don't know how explain.
I'll be the next hated person in MFSS. HAHA JK, no one reads my blog.
Friday, at cellgroup, sudden urge to pla the guitar, so I play slow la, the only thing I could and pressed some string i know.
The usual, common ones.
Wenhui was shock I know how play.
Pleased w myself.
But no, I don't wanna go MM.
Not for guitar.
I swear my parents are taking away my love for drums right now.
I think drums are cool.
Drummers are cooler,
Female Drummers are coolest.
Like you imagine all the guys rocking it out.
Then a girl steps up and does it better than the guys and rock the whole club.
OHMYGOSH, PRETTY.
I'mma going clubbing soon man.
MUSTMUSTMUSTMUST.
I know I said that since last year.
But I WAS UNDERAGE.
Now I'm working already and what the shit do you expect.
My brother inspired me to. He's like my bad influence.
But he's such lame shit
SYMM's a cool name and he dare tarnish it.
KISS MY ASS.
Okay lah, like that only I think.
The rest all secret lah, sorry.
Cuz... like who knows if someone will memorise my url and stalk me.
Scary.
I'm tired even on a Monday.
Okay, I'm not going oikos this week.
I'm not going to do much this week.
I wanna go to the flea next sunday
And I will dress up like a slut.
Hehe jkjks.
WORK WORK WORK, $$$
I see the cash flowing into my bank.
I see myself buying pretty dresses.
I see TAMILYN LIM buying slimming pills for me. LOL
I see me and him tgt.
Kidding.
We'll never be.
Almost 1 month already.
Another 3 weeks.
Never lived so long without you.
Oh and yes, supposed to get over this shit.
2 months. 1/6 of a year
I swear I'll be ahchiouing when I see him again.
Anws, in church, I like sitting at the back w my parents !
I use their IPhone and go on facebook.
HEY YES, I DO GET SLEEPY IN THERE, I'M NOT SO HOLY PLS.
-.-
I'll stop it here. I'm tired.
You wouldn't want me in your life anws right.
Both gone.
I'll wait. Wait for one that will be true.
The one that would prioritise me.
The one who would promise that his forever would be mine.
Even if it was a lie.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
The best way to know life is to lose many things.
HI.
Okay la, keeping this short.
Came back from work @ 925pm.
Bathe till 950pm
Play till 1019pm
NOW DOING HOMEWORK.
I wouldn't even do if it wasn't compulsory.
I'm gonna get so pissed off if they don't collect tmr.
Working's a tough thing.
I appreciate what my Dad& Mum done for me.
Their 20 years + hard work.
They've done like way more than me la.
I 3 days nia want die liao.
I carry the heavy stuff like only for awhile to refill stocks.
Theirs is like for their entire life.
They're old and I'm still energetic.
So, I'm going to hold it out until I really become very OHMYGOD those kind.
&, MEGAN FOX !
I've read your blog post already, (:
HAHAHAHAH SO NICE.
SO CHEER UP ALSO.
I'll making another note with twice as much effs as in the previous one.
HAHA JKJK, I run out of ideas liao.
(: THANKS, FOXYYYY.
kthxbye.
Okay la, keeping this short.
Came back from work @ 925pm.
Bathe till 950pm
Play till 1019pm
NOW DOING HOMEWORK.
I wouldn't even do if it wasn't compulsory.
I'm gonna get so pissed off if they don't collect tmr.
Working's a tough thing.
I appreciate what my Dad& Mum done for me.
Their 20 years + hard work.
They've done like way more than me la.
I 3 days nia want die liao.
I carry the heavy stuff like only for awhile to refill stocks.
Theirs is like for their entire life.
They're old and I'm still energetic.
So, I'm going to hold it out until I really become very OHMYGOD those kind.
&, MEGAN FOX !
I've read your blog post already, (:
HAHAHAHAH SO NICE.
SO CHEER UP ALSO.
I'll making another note with twice as much effs as in the previous one.
HAHA JKJK, I run out of ideas liao.
(: THANKS, FOXYYYY.
kthxbye.
Monday, April 4, 2011
So what if I meant every word I said, baby don't let it go to your head.
Hi love. I miss you. Sorry, left you for so long. I know you miss me. (: OMG LAHHH. Today was damn @#$%^&* PE very pekchek. My SBJ is damn jialat la. IPU also. CE lesson more jialat. Pls la, we supposed to do work. Then fine la, you all play jiu play la, su i also bochup go play another computer. Super unfair. I'm not supposed to see anyt yeah well, you never trusted me anyways. CCA was better Siao with yuanye and we practiced 5 items. Sucked thou. HAHAHAH Shit man, I'm in deep shit. My 2 bestfriends are like... ******************** Still, TAMILYN LIM, I'LL SUPPORT YOU. :D I won't feel that you're slut. (: So, don't think that you are. Bottling things up again No one to spill out to. Okay well, I DO. At least 2. VALERIE AND TAMILYNNNNNNN. I think I dedicated millions of posts to them already. I love them the same. :D KMA MAN. So upset nows. Cmap literature I got hand in lor. Then now also need help g do. GAAAAH