It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
ME.
I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
Links .
6D'08@PCPS
2Endeavour'10@MFSS
Grace.T@PCPS
JiaJun@YDC
Shermaine@BC Chinese
Tamilyn@MFSS
Vinny@MFSS
YongLing@MFSS
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6D'08@PCPS
2Endeavour'10@MFSS
Grace.T@PCPS
JiaJun@YDC
Shermaine@BC Chinese
Tamilyn@MFSS
Vinny@MFSS
YongLing@MFSS
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The past, and the future.
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
October 2011
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
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June 2010
July 2010
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November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
October 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
How are you going to hold on to something that was never there to begin with.
全世界 我只看見 妳的視線 妳的一切, 妳的傷悲 妳的雀躍
Uneventful, Today was.
I was so bored during physics and chemistry that I took out my phone and copied down most of the quotes I stored in there.
Chemistry sucked.
I didn't have an idea of what that teacher was saying, so I was really bored and wasted that time.
Choices have consequences.
Effing hate the consequences.
Studying.
Finally, I have an aim for what to study.
Yesterday and today, I've been studying only Emath.
Cuz wasn't in school last last wed cuz of SYF,
and I lagged behind.
Do my own work then understand la.
I don't even know if the teacher taught that.
DAMN.
Waste my time.
I will study Amath after Emath. Then chemistry.
Anyways, newest geog test?
I failed. :D
9.5/20.
You know what's worse?
I cheated. I copied from Cheryl and flunked it.
LOL, BIG JOKEEEEEEE.
She got really good marks thou.
I feel like I'm a big joke.
I'm happy. Like really happy.
My brain's screwed.
Studying again tomorrow at Bishan Library with Vinny till 900pm !
WHEN IT CLOSES.
Second time.
I need to stop failing, LOL.
Thou I find fun in it, my dad's going to murder me.
Oh, I failed my Lit paper too.
I was anyhow geez pass it.
I got 11/25.
LOL, when I wrote only 6 lines?
Okay, SA1 will be better. Maybe not. Definitely not.
With all the stress and crazy thoughts rumaging in my head,
I swear I might just fail all.
Then Dad would scold me x12498256 times and keep repeating the same old shit.
I know I will fail.
I want to fail now, not during O Levels.
You know why?
I prayed to God, telling him to let me fail all my subjects as I don't quite care about my life already.
Like 2 months ago?
I told Him, I would rather want my friends back, rather than my results.
Tomorrow, I will finish studying my Emath+ Amath.
Chemistry will be on saturday.
Geog will be on Sunday+Monday.
The rest, anything la k.
I just needda pass.
So what if I changed.
So what if I become such a bitch.
So what if I become so twofaced.
So what if I learnt how to hate.
So what if I become so act.
So what if I become so distanced
So what if I died.
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus,
and how not to look back even if no one believes us,
when it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here.
Uneventful, Today was.
I was so bored during physics and chemistry that I took out my phone and copied down most of the quotes I stored in there.
Chemistry sucked.
I didn't have an idea of what that teacher was saying, so I was really bored and wasted that time.
Choices have consequences.
Effing hate the consequences.
Studying.
Finally, I have an aim for what to study.
Yesterday and today, I've been studying only Emath.
Cuz wasn't in school last last wed cuz of SYF,
and I lagged behind.
Do my own work then understand la.
I don't even know if the teacher taught that.
DAMN.
Waste my time.
I will study Amath after Emath. Then chemistry.
Anyways, newest geog test?
I failed. :D
9.5/20.
You know what's worse?
I cheated. I copied from Cheryl and flunked it.
LOL, BIG JOKEEEEEEE.
She got really good marks thou.
I feel like I'm a big joke.
I'm happy. Like really happy.
My brain's screwed.
Studying again tomorrow at Bishan Library with Vinny till 900pm !
WHEN IT CLOSES.
Second time.
I need to stop failing, LOL.
Thou I find fun in it, my dad's going to murder me.
Oh, I failed my Lit paper too.
I was anyhow geez pass it.
I got 11/25.
LOL, when I wrote only 6 lines?
Okay, SA1 will be better. Maybe not. Definitely not.
With all the stress and crazy thoughts rumaging in my head,
I swear I might just fail all.
Then Dad would scold me x12498256 times and keep repeating the same old shit.
I know I will fail.
I want to fail now, not during O Levels.
You know why?
I prayed to God, telling him to let me fail all my subjects as I don't quite care about my life already.
Like 2 months ago?
I told Him, I would rather want my friends back, rather than my results.
Tomorrow, I will finish studying my Emath+ Amath.
Chemistry will be on saturday.
Geog will be on Sunday+Monday.
The rest, anything la k.
I just needda pass.
So what if I changed.
So what if I become such a bitch.
So what if I become so twofaced.
So what if I learnt how to hate.
So what if I become so act.
So what if I become so distanced
So what if I died.
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus,
and how not to look back even if no one believes us,
when it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here.