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Sunday, May 1, 2011

It must have been love, but it's over now. It must have been good, but I lost it somehow.

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All my Life

It was not long ago

when I thought I'd never meet someone

like you.

Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control

Believing I'd never fall.

All my life I thought no one would

melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,

a heart hardened by the past,

protected by shields so vast.

Slowly I was falling

without even knowing.

only to find out too late

I have no choice but to accept my fate.

I could dream, I suppose

forever, I could hope

there will ever be any 'us', that's our destiny

so I wake up to reality.

I lied when I said

I didn't love you,

that my feelings for you

are through.

I lied

not because I wanted to

but because I love you

and I still do.

I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you

but I just have to let go.

I can't hold on much longer

cuz for us, there's no forever.

-Raven

Hi blog.

Kept getting flashbacks of memories I told myself to forget.

The ones I told myself, that it's over.

A part of me still won't let go.

And now it's coming back.

The above poem, just took it from my phone.

I like the part of 'a heart hardened by the past'

Today went to study with Vinny at J8.

Library not open.

So we went to the open area.

Only like 3 hours then sian liao.

Then I did do something.

Geography.

But after 5 hours, at 4pm, I like pekchek+tired liao.

Vinny also.

So we go walk walk (:

Then go in arcade, play bball

DAMN XIASUAY.

Vinny could do better without me. LOL.

Then I told her how the guy in malaysia was so effing pro la.

In playing the arcade bball.

During church camp that time.

AMAZING.

Oh, HAHA didn't go church today.

Cuz I did yesterday.

Okay I'll have to go next week.

Saturday for the tea thinggy.

I'll go after going library or something.

Sunday for the pre baptism class.

Didn't go today, hehes.

We went to take photos.

I was glowing, bright.

Cuz of my shirt.

FREAKING COOL.

Will upload photos later.

We talked like alot !

I think I kept talking.

I'm going to bore her someday with all my life shitty stories.

So I made her say something.

She say she hated smokers.

Espcially when they blow out on you.

Felt so guilty.

So of cuz I defend myself.

I say: At least don't blow in public la

I think she agreed or something.

Ah, damn.

Okay, PHOTOS.

US. I told you I was glowing.

Ohgosh. Didn't mean to upload that, but, the outfit of the day. Class Tee+shorts. I like her tanktop. OMG

NO PHOTOSHOP DONE AT ALL !

We kept laughing at the crazy guy who opened his unbrella in broad daylight.
Oh, it wasn't that sunny either. LOL. Fail.

GLOWWWWWWING !

12:34:56 Cool uhs !

This siao little guy who kept screaming and pushing the thing. He should be in Woodbridge.

<3
Thanks, bye.
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