It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
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the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
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'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.' 'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. ' ♥-/Increased.Heartbeat ME. I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever. I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
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Sunday, January 31, 2010
tired.
im damn tired today. Zzz..
on friday... my friend came to my house. made the stupid dance. =.= its dumb lah~ dont learn. played the drum. lols, she was whacking it. boom bOOM BOOOOOMMM!!! laughs. dens, went church. no cell group. SO SAD!!! had to pastor. funny lah, but also very boring. they went to eat. i stay far far away, so cant eat, and its late alr. SIAN AH!!! >:( shucks. den sat, went malaysia. shopped like mad. bought a top, bracelet, earring, ++ summore. i forgot. dens, today, the sunday. so tiring and boring. afternoon, was so drats hungry lahs. ate, but too spicy. damned. tried to concentrate on homework, but cant. damned. gosh, decided to just rite down the qns. tmr go school copy. :x new year resolution broken, nvms, anws, i hate maths. i dont even understand what the hell the teacher is teaching. everything changed since secondary school. burnt out. and, something great finally. im gonna get my weekly money again! not the effed up daily 4 bucks which i cant even spend nicely and properly. 45 from my job. HAHAHA. a hundred each month. new years coming and im not going to be moronic and save ALL up for my stupid bank. HAHA. im going for shopping spree. WHO WANNA PEI ME GO SHOPPING SPREE??!! MUAHAHA. i shall. i totally hate the days when im broke. spendthrifts days. back to my primary school days with jiajun on mondays, at junction 8 before tuition for my shopping. this time round, someone else. without tuition. freaks. HAHA. i shall go out once a week with my friends. AT LEAST. im not gonna be that stupid moronic idiot staying at home all day. i, am going to rebel. BYEBYE<33
Thursday, January 28, 2010
all tired out
very very tired today.
-i carried a damn heavvvvy bag -with some books on my hands - plus one erhu -and my wallet. -had co till 6 -no breaks at all -rushed home. WTH. i had like: totally no hands. almost fell. freak embarrassing. :x tsktsk. uhmm.. lets not get too distracted. start with my nice nice nice stupid day. =.= ate the special k. i just realised that i bought it for practically no reason. =.= dens, went toschool, smsed marcus, very fong ci him. =.= i was like: AH~ you in school ah? i tot u in school dun dare sms? =.= dens, val smsed me, ask if wan sms anot, today got loads of test. i thought btr not. :D dens, had pe. got the nice shot put. uhhmm, pronounced as short butt? Zzzz took one of the puts cos licy, yuanye and elizabeth tell me to take. den i was like: okay lahs~ me, yunjie, elizabeth and chloe were discussing about something disgusting. about the transparent shirt. :x i meant translucent. pe shirt summore. dry fit. dens, the put was heavvvy! my left hand sucks. actually, me, eli and licy were in the same grp. but andrea left hander, so licy and andrea swapped. dens, me and andrea watch shermin throw the shot putt (NO OFFENCE, SHERMINNN!) she turned back, waited for a second, use another hand to support the weight, throw out. 30 cm? (: dens, eli and i kept playing the this is a ______, what is this. i kept saying, this is a bitch, what is this. as in female dog, cos we were talking about animals. :x dens, we were complaining, dens, sang songs RANDOMMMMLY! sian until like that. tsktsk. dens, was english. CHIONGGGED BACK CLASS! luckily not the last. (: cos i went toilet. dens, had cl test. omg, im gonna like: die or ace. or get a b or c? =.= sian ahs rote too long. :x dens, was ipw. was sick. chloe cried. i was laughing? but halfway, he ate the sheep BRAIN. no mood to laugh, cos i didnt watch the 1st part. sean said that he even pulled out the head. *jealousy* mr chen's videos are nice. (: dens, was history. keep putting my head on table, den, just nice rmb, den was like: ohshit! and sit up straight. cut erasers, threw them into the bin. basketball. wastepaperbasket shooting game? sean and lucas were trying to throw in a pen. lucas--the 1st try. MISSED. tsktsk. sean--2nd try. MISSED. den landed near my feet. so i took it up. sean was like: eywait, i want shoot again. i threw it in without aiming. GO IN! :D so pleased with myself. sean had the WHATTHEHELL look. sad, my skills are better den his. ): awwww..... SO FUNNY! dens, OHYAH in chinese got this test. benjamin laughed. SO CONTAGIOUS LAH~ after a few min, i started to laugh. =.= had co anws,..... slacked, BUT, i got hold of 1 song, the new year song. shit. i will be performing for cny celebration. =.= people will be looking, and i will be at the sec2/4 side. SHOOT. lucky jolin beside me, block loads. (: THANKS! anws, gotta scoot. otherwise my parents scold. AGAIN??!! <33 love you to bitts!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
why you
LALALA
so random, at andrea de house. MUAHAHAHA LALALA i gtg. byes
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
the barrier of love
so sians.
haizz... dunno what to say luhhs. and, gosh,i havent do finish my art! DAMNED. :((( SADDED. how pathetic. already 1 week. >:) and yes, i decided this very stupid, dumb, but great desicion. or decision? whatever. I SHALL TREAT EVERYONE EQUALLY, INCLUDING SHERMIN AND WEITING. IM SO SO SO GREAT!! :D hahas okays, man. im gonna like uhmm... leave myself alone? shut myself away? get TANGLED in a stupid friendship quarrel AGAIN??!! and for today, ANYONE, who i have got against, DIE. yeahs. go and be dead. >:( i decided, also, AHEMS, that i shant like him. difficult decision though. Shant tell you why. (: today, corliss and xiling and crystal were so funny! corliss and crystal were staring and sentosa. crystal was like: HI! den HI! =.= kept lauhging afterwards. co got a skit. damn funny lah~ terry is the guy, XIANG LI IS THE GIRL. the are couples. terry damn funny. sentosa keep saying tht tze rae wanna go perform when she doesnt. SENTOSA EXTRA LAH!~ >:( moodswinged today. again, the science teacher showed us the maggot video. i was laughing like mad. i tried to not focus at the juice spurting out of the maggot. but couldnt. just laughed lor, what else? but, the guys reaction was really funny. :D cant stop laughing. but after awhile, i thought abit. had this really shockin discovery. i really hoped tht i didnt have a fear towards insects. and yes, this kinda videos shall be the cure! :D ohwait, back to my shocking discovery. tht he isnt a good person i thought he was. >:( EVILLY PISSED. ARGH! DAMN PISSED NOW, DONT RMB! im trying to nt rmb. their laughter are unforgettable. i hate this. shit, have ict tmr, byes, shant talk longer i remembered the time you said and told me about your Jesus, and how not to look back even if no one believes us and when it hurts so bad not having you here.
Monday, January 25, 2010
another less
sian ahs.
damn tired. was dozing off in class. watching hi my sweetheart now. hai pai tian xin. (: loves it. hahas and, lets talk about yesterday! had church. too lazy to go church on saturday.. :( dens after church, forgot to bring my waterbottle up. went down, dens MY WATERBOTTLE IS NOT THERE!!! i go there find next week. had briefing. the ai dong gua, the shorty(val knows what i mean) came to classroom one, where we were, and kept laughing. asshole! >:( dens, went to the kiddy place. got the green beans into the container, did the dance for the song.. and the puppet show. I LOVE THE BLACK LOOOONG GLOVE LAH~ DAMN CHIO! up onto my elbow. superly chio lah, cans? :D omg lors, i got the weedy flower, sun, heart and the cross. <33 loves it to the maxx! just hope that evrything will go on smoothly, :D HAHAHA today, was neat? damn cold in the hall. english was so not fun..? i like licy the presentation, but not the lesson.. den chinese. I LISTENED. ohmygoodness. den recess, so bored. dt, partnered andrea. (: math, slacked throughout. history. dropping my head. wanted to sleep so much! =.= andrea wanted to eat with chia yien, den, my mum wanted to fetch me. so i was like: aiya, wed den go. so okay lors, like tht. wed den go. (: anws, byebye. im gonna watch hi my sweetheart !
Saturday, January 23, 2010
bloggings
i dont feel like blogging much now.
so ill just rite a bit. about something. i dunno whats the something obvious, thus, shall write crap. :D YESTERDAY, :D went to oikos. omg. i was so damn freaking full after eating. luckily, i didnt eat the whole plate of rice. sucks like shit. but the sweet stuff WAS nicee. (: dad and mum sent me to bedok bus interchange i was late :x supposed to meet at 7.00 pm. i reached at 7.04 pm. last week, i reached at 7.17pm. den i was like omg! so paiseh, but heng siahs, she was also late. reached at 7.10pm. i was so so so so so happy. :x at least i wasnt later den her.. anws, THANKS, SUZANNA!! <33 while waiting for her, i bought clorets and mentos. (i finished the mentos, but not the clorets) smsed marcus. i think i made him pissed off, but, i was only yi ya huan ya. an eye for an eye. (: i told you the reason alr. but i not so bad lah, he too lazy to sms back i think? i didnt see much about what he said . i only said "?" den ?? den??? 1-3 ? HAHAA damn funny! so fun sehs,he want challenge me with question marks? HAH. anws, if you think im evil, and i can only answer with question marks, you are so wrong, cos ive been starting topics once you sms me that ure bored. HAHA. (how evil could i be?) :D reached oikos, dens, shared mentos with suzanna and brian. i ate the rest up. GAWWW! (: fast eater. dens, did the 4headed angel/ creature or something like that, split in 3 grps. i was the ONLY gal in group 3. dammit. in the grp, got hanqiang, kongwei, 2 guys.. the 2 guys joker sia. :D cos the 4 creature consists of a human in front, eagle at the back, lion on the right, and cow/ goat on the left. den, one of the guy was like: aiya, i know how to get something like that.. (: den he was like: capture 1 eagle,1 lion, 1 human(hopefully him), and 1 cow/goat, use SCOTCH TAPE bind them tgt. WTH. scotch tape. geniusity. those 4 could easily break outta it. :D dens, another one, the smaller one, was kajiaoing hanqiang. keep chasin him to be faster. jokers. (: dens, our group "handicapped" mah~ so we dont have to do all :D went back to our seats. dens, towards the end, gonna eat. and, i ate 1 clorets before eating. how dumb could i get. den, i pulled loads of people down too. :x i gave suzanna and kongwei. (: dens, ate. a bit. to slim down. MUAHAHAHAHA! me and cally ! <33 how random could i get? dens, i read diary of a winpy kid, damn funny. i kept laughing. dens, one person was like: ey, so unique, its so like a diary, in the drawings and handwriting. :D den rebecca was like: wahh~ dun nid kajiao her in her reading rite? :D neverminds lah~ den walking out that time, i was holding my book up. so that i could see where i was walking and read at the same time. read finish. immediately started on my nancy drew. :D damn nice lahs~ so many people dunno how appreciate. =.= dens, read the book, reached home, slept. so tired lahs, cans? zzz.. tdym damn sian. and yes, IMMEDIATELY after i woke up. so i packed my hair accessories. :D AHA! byebyes, i gonna do sth else to make me not that bored. and, PLEASE LAH, I LOVE SMSING. SMS ME MOREEE!!! im so damn bored.(:
Friday, January 22, 2010
friday agains
yes!
its friday again. so looking forward! but.. oh, no. im like... so dead? I FORGOT TO LOOK AT MYO FACEBOOK! and, have to memorise new testament the CHAPTERR!!! better bring my diary here now. and ohnos, in english. ARGH! dammit. why my parents nvr buy for me chinese?! galations, ephesians,phillipians, colossians. MEMORIZE!! (: anws, about today. smsed val(a LOT in class) qinghao( in the morning and after school) marcus( 3 messages. didnt reply to his 3rd message.) maybe i should just rite ... or lols. HAHAHA, im being evil here licy(she didnt reply heys?) (: YAY! wasted so damn much of my smses can?! :D <33 it to theee maxxes! :D got english presentation. ms martin not feeling well. get well soon. ahems. den is music. HAHAHA. sean sat outside for not bringing his worksheet. LAUGHING OUT LOUD NOW.>:) (tell you why later) dens, teacher scold jarryl, kahmeng and brien. brien go talk back. kenna scolded more jialat. stupid busybody staring in. =.= dens, is recess... after recess, smsed val like mad before the teacher come in. den andrea and i patch up. den i continued smsing val. den. THE IRRITATING IDIOTIC ASSHOLE PART COMES OUT. (this is the reason why im being mean and laughing out loud >:D at him just now) he and lucas, TRIED to see what val and i were smsing each other about. *great work of the two busybodies ass!* den i BLOCKED them and STARED at them. den, the SEAN(not lucas lah~) was like: OH, HWEE EN, WHY ARE YOU-- USING A HANDPHONE HUH?? maddening. i was like: ^*$^%#(&)*&^*$%# >:( ass! but heng no sl(s) come. comeon lah, sean. i know you very despo wan become sl, but dont nid so pathetic one lah. >:( hateee!!! P-I-S-S-E-D ! GAAAAH~ den, science. slacked. math, SO BORING. den went home. not eating with licy. dowan say why. cos i gotta go and prepare for oikos. (: CYAAAAaa~! :D
Thursday, January 21, 2010
desperately
WhatTheHeck.
smsed a few people today. valerie, marcus, qing hao, licy. a few.. pathetic. smsed val, was like damn fun. at least i dint have to create topics that much. but i did, a little bit.:D dens, marcus is only during the morning, when i reached lynette the house. but ended BEFORE morning assembly oh, before the lights were even on. but at least chatted. im so grateful. (: qing hao, is cos the 3D people want the fan back. den i tell him. he was like: oh, okays lor, no use one. etc etc. asked about how co was. i said: *something* i forgot, but i know its negative.completely shitty yongling seriously not with me, she in 2d with yuan ye lahs. (: den for licy, she told me if can go kopitiam eat the dunno dunno what. i tink is the .... okay, i dunno it. i give ups (: she told me about something that SOMEONE kept from me. dammit. ARGHH!!! i shant care much le.. >:( okay, dones. i shall talk about my day now. :D school is okays luhh, smsed val. :D SO FUN! i do finish my english presentation alr. luckily i was loud enough. hahas, phew. (: dens oh yes, pe had batonpassing so boring. but.. the PURPLE baton waqs MADLY CHIO OKAYYYS??!! neatoo! den english.. den is mothertongue. IM LIKE SO DAMN ATTENTIVE CANS??!! sadded sia, hcl students had chinese spelling. they were in a so bad mood when they came back. saddeningly;. ipw. nothing much. read a fantastic book. thanks licy (: the boyfriend game. suited for people in love. ohwait, im mad :x to have said that. OMYGOAAAAWSSH. lols, twitted like mad. and yeahs. for history, i went toilet. chloe wanted to refill her bottle. yuanye too. hwee ting too den benjamin. den qinghao. den the teacher, mr lim, was like: give the bottles back. whatthehell. i stopped. den he didnt say anything, so i went to refill the bottles. before i went out, he called me a coolie or something like that. cos -im helping them -for nothing in return :D:D:D -they were talking about history, the coolie agents. den when i came back. they were JUST NICE talking about the ABUSE of coolies. WTH. laughed abit. passed the bottles. (: had co. dammit. not fun. argh, byes, i gottafly. :D<33
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
death boredom
MOOD SWINGED LIKE MAD TODAY!
OMG! i got angry at andrea for no reason lah... :x SORRY ! =.= no reason at all kays? urgggghh! CONTROL MY TEMPERR!! stayed back for nyaa--co damned. talking to andrea and valerie now. DAMN FXCKING BORED NOW CANS??!! ARGHHH!!! DAMN SIAN ONE SIA! how i wished that i have another 2 more message buddies. I WANT TO MESSAGE PEOPLE DURING SCHOOL TIME!!! ^%%^&(^% im being random here. (: joining grps damn madly nows. :D HAHAHA 1222 grps anws, tmr got co. sad shit. SIAN SIAHS. I HATE CO!!! i mean the practicing. imean like: i dont even improve. come to the fact. i have totally no talent in that. i suck. its mad shit. i hate the practice. i hate getting scolded. :( anws, got pe tmr. mad shit. last time ariel helped tamilyn to the end. *thanks ariel* felt so bad. :x JIAYOUS, HWEE EN!! <33
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
rainie yang.
Song: Yu Ai 雨爱 Singer: Rainie Yang 杨丞琳 Version: Chinese Theme songs: (海派甜心片尾曲);Hi My SweetHeart 窗外的天氣 就像是 你多變的表情 下雨了 雨陪我哭泣 看不清 我也不想看清 離開你 我安静的抽離 不忍揭晓的劇情 我的淚流在心里 學會放棄 聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰 你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的愛裡 真希望雨能下不停 讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明 我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie Love 窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積 屋内的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶 真希望雨能下不停 雨愛的秘密 能一直延續 我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗 冷冷的空氣 很窒息 我無法呼吸 一萬顆 雨滴的距離 很徹底 讓愛消失無息 離開你 我安静的抽離 不忍揭晓的劇情 我的淚流在心里 學會放棄 聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰 你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的愛裡 真希望雨能下不停 讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明 我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie Love 窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積 屋内的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶 真希望雨能下不停 雨愛的秘密 能一直延續 我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗 屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶 真希望雨能下不停 雨愛的秘密 能一直延續 我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗 _____________________________ ENG SUBS: The weather outside the window Resembles your many changing expressions Begins to rain The rain crys with me Can't see clearly But I don't want to see clearly either Leaving you, I silently retreat Couldn't bare to disclose the story My tears flow down into my heart Learning how to let go Listening to the sound of rain, each drip drop distinct Your breathing resembles raindrops soaking into my love Really hope rain will be able to pour nonstopLet missing you continue Let love be transparent I fell in love with the rain that gives me courage The tear drops outside the window Each drop accumulates The moisture indoors Resemble memories of my love for you Really hope rain will be able to pour nonstop Rain love's secret Able to continually last I believe I will see the beauty of the rainbow The cold cold air is suffocating, i'm unable to breathe The distance of ten thousand raindrops Makes love disappear completely Leaving you, I silently retreat Couldn't bare to disclose the story My tears flow down into my heart Learning how to let go Listening to the sound of rain, each drip drop distinct Your breathing resembles raindrops soaking into my love Really hope rain will be able to pour nonstop Let missing you continue Let love be transparent I fell in love with the rain that gives me courage The tear drops outside the window Each drop accumulates The moisture indoors Resemble memories of my love for you Really hope rain will be able to pour nonstop Rain love's secret Able to continually last I believe I will see the beauty of the rainbow The moisture indoors Resemble memories of my love for you Really hope rain will be able to pour nonstop Rain love's secret Able to continually last I believe I will see the beauty of the rainbow Labels: yu ai
schooling sucks
SHITT.
i HATE school. sucks. ass. GAAAAH~~ SHIT SIAHS, A LOT OF TESTS ARE COMING OUTT!! how i hate secondary school life. i miss primary school. I WANT MY PRIMARY SCHOOL BACKKK!!! anws, i cant stop laughing lahs~ LOL. MARCUS CHUA GOT A GIRLFRIEND. i kept reading that message. cant stop smiling. shit crap. (: listening to yu ai by rainie yang. OMG!!! I HAVE TO GET THE SONG. DELETE EVERYTHING FRM MY STORAGE OSO MUZ GETTIT!!!<33 feel like crying. OMGNESS!! the lyrics is nice and meaningful, sang with l-o-v-e. loves it to the maxx! YAY! im in the puppet show for the CHILDREN'S OUTREACHHH!!!! <33 YAY! damn high now. ohwell, zi high, not counted? talking to jiajun now. ONN JIAJUN. damn looooong nvr talk to her alreadys. :x but seriously got nth to tlk about. ASK ABT SEC2 LIFE LOR. lols, i noe i very boliao+no life lah~ but COMEON. WHAT TO TALK?? last time, we had truckloads to talk about. now, not a single thing. she is so damn happy with yuying sec... greats. takecares. IF I EVER GO YUYING SEC, IM GONNA FIND THIS SEC3(2010) CHIO GAL:CRYSTAL! rmb that! which is like impossible. cos: i never see her b4. and comeon lah~ SHE WENT CLUBBING DURING SEC2!!! <33 so jealous. :x anws, tdy, science tcher said about beer=alcohol+water. den, almost everyone were like: oo, cally, you got drink right? den lucas was like: AHA, drink evryday one rite? i stared down, hoping tht no one would see me. i mean like: im 100% full pledge GUAI KIA. [IN THE CLASS] :D so glad. tht i didnt tell anyone but andrea[and some other pple] that i drink. MUAHAH. what a great choice. but is not like i drink alot. HWEE EN HEARTTS THE TIME OF BEING A GUAIKIA. anws, DAMN THE LUCAS, SHOOTING A SMALL STUPID THING AT MY HEAD< WHILE AIMING FOR THE BIN. DAMMIT. c.e, i said 1 sentence. AND MIND YOU, JUST ONE. ms martin was like: so, hwee en, since you are chatting so much, would you like to say blahblah? WTF. i was asking tamilyn what YOU asked okays? i was trying to memorize EVERYTHING you said. otherwise, you call me up AGAIN and tell me what you said. COMEON LAH~ lets be frens. i dowan kenna . :x how fake. YAY. got praised for history. which was like so damn scary. i tot i kenna scolded. :x ARGHH. I HATE SEC SCHOOl. sucks to the max. getting really stressed out these few days. not so stressed when with CALLY! <33 loveeees. i bought this really small and cute bottle with her. (: den, we brought to class tgt. chloe wanted to buy the bottle, the rest were like: OMMGMMGGMGMGMG!! SOOOO CUTE! <33 hearts my bottie. had co. WTF. stayed until like so damn freaking late. HOW I HATED NYAA!! its crap lah. anws,i really hope tht i wont present the bk talk tmr! PLEAZZEE!! i suck. -i didnt rite adventura bk company. its stupid. comeon. -ididnt give q&a another moronic thing. GAHHH~ nvm, i too lazy to update (: I HEART SHOW LUO!!! <33 anws, i gtg. vented my anger.. haizz...now, no one to talk to alr. nvr reply.. 23 HRS CAN??!! :( Really hope rain will be able to pour nonstop Let missing you continue Let love be transparent I fell in love with the rain that gives me courage loves, hwee en<33
Monday, January 18, 2010
FACEBOOK-
lols, all the stupid nonsense from facebook.
just had this stupid and crazy idea to put vinny as my gf/bf or something like that. ohwait, she is my WIFEYY!!! <33 den, SOOOOO MANY PEOPLE COMMMENTED. DAMMIT. THANK GOODNESS THAT EUGENE KNOW WHO VINNY IS. saves me from truckloads of explaination. i deleted the stupid thing. WTF. i can imagine the horror i face if i really get a bf. which is like 1-2 yrs later, to distract me from o lvls. byes, gonna relink tam, b4 i 4get Labels: let love be transparent.
bored
ass!
stupid teh rongsheng. act beng asshole. want challenge me. see who more beng. FINE LAH. 0.oo he give up liao le. (: wtf. sucker. he is like: loser, loser, loseeerrrr~!!! den i was like: #$%^&* ACT BENG AH YOU, ACT PAI KIA, U WAN SEE WHO MORE PAI ANOT??!! den he shut up. LOLS, he scared of gangs. YAY, i got new shirts. and that... TEENAGE FEB IS OUTTT!!! BORROWING FRM LICYY!!! HAHAHA OHEMMMMMMGEEEE!! GOT THE SHOWLUO+RAINIE YANG TGTT!! <33 I LOVEEE THEM!!! HAHAS~ HAI PAI TIAN XIN ep 13;1!!! xue hai forgot who he is, and thinks that he is da lang,ren fa capture bao zhu and xuehai and baozhu tries to save dalang <33 anws, i gtg. (: woaini HWEE EN!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
stuck inside
i feel so trapped.
so weird. i mean like... i dunnos. okays, thts dumb. really dumb. i couldnt have fallen for someone. it was just. crap. (: i don like anyone. HAHAHAHA!!! okays, nvm. ill write that in my private blog.. anws, i dunno if i patched with andrea anot alr? haizz.... i seriously wanna stop the crap btwn us. hurt and heal. so fast. from today on to the end of my sec2, I SHALL HAVE NO BEST FRIEND. in mayflower sec i mean... and maybe some other places.. :x hope tht life will be btr when im in sec 3. =.= sec2 just strt. haha, i decided to make up this stupid new year resolution for 2010. 1) SLIM DOWNNN!!! :D 2) buy more niceeee tops and bottoms. 3) get a new damn nice bag. 4) be more socialable 5) pack my room(by nxt sunday?) 6) make more online friends. 7) blog more 8) practice more for my instru. 9) stop slacking, start studying. 10) save up S$200 by december, for christmas shopping. 11) finish my homework everyday .(without copying) 12) sleep moreeee!!! 13) spend my sms more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 14) chat more 15) shut myself out. 16) not get myself a bestfren for 2010 17) get a new phone 18) make more gans 19) not get sad over school frenship stuff. 20) harden my heart. my dearest new year resolutions. :D 20 can alr. im gonna pack up my room at night i think?jyjys! :D lets talk about ytd... hmm.. schooled. after school, WALKED to thomson plaza with cally, and walked back to school. didnt realised that it was THAT short! but, my efforts were wasted, cos of my wanting for mashed potato and fn groovygrape. dammit. cally's wasnt, cos she drank mineral water. :x den, went to vinny and yongling's house to give them their hmwk. so went to amk mrt 1st... saw megan there(i just realised that megan looked quite like emma watson :x) den chatted. she told me tht there is a person in the mrt there, had sex transformation. from guy to gal. SO SCARY. she say thailand got alot of like tht the pple. :x SCARYYY!!! "she" was wearing skinnies. with deep voice. ... den we alighted at bishan mrt( to give vinny her hmwk) at 88 to her house.just nice passed catholic high, told marcus tht i passed by his school. den gave vinny her hmwk, set out for tpy mrt gave yl's mum yl's hmwk. :D dens, marcus replied. dammit. he tot tht i went there to like?? i dunno? visit him? dumbass. went for oikos. myo i mean. den, was smsing collin korkor. he quarrel with his girlfren, now very sad. realised tht i sort of have a phobia towards relationship... ohwell he ask me 1 qns, thats how i found out. not for stead lah, srsly... den tam ask me wht happen to collin den i tell her. went for oikos. was late meeting with suzanna. :x sorries. den went to auntie xiulan the house.. :D is like damn funny and fun lah. (: YESS!! I MEMORISE 1thessalolions to revelations in just 3 minutess!!! me and suzanna same group, so we tested each other. den, meiyen tested me, brian and suzanna together... i said: i only know it in english.. :x den she was like: okay, you three say in english... den i said: 1st timothy.. OH! it was 1st thess. :x den i said everything out... 1st and 2nd thess, 1st and 2nd timothy, titus, philemon, hebrews, james, 1st and 2nd peter, 1st 2nd and 3rd john jude revelation. YAYYYYY!!! i did it without looking at the bible. and is like.... easy to rmb. tphj etc etc. HAHAHA!!! so prouda myselfff den smsed marcus at night. i think he slept halfway... :x i oso. :X den, he smsed back at 6. 6AM some more! i thought is alarm(cos i wake up myself every morning) den i woke up... still sleepy, so i lie on bed, smsed him. he still thought i nvr sleep. den i say is the sms tone. DAMMIT. den stopped for awhile, den i slept to 11. YAY! sooooo happy. dens, my day, was normal and normal. byebyes. COUSIN JONATHAN COME TO MY HOUSE!!!! YAYYY!!! shant be so bored. can sms oso can play. YIAHAHAH!!! (: gladness. byebye. Labels: saw megan
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
school
im still not that used to school yet.
my brother gave me his guyish ripcurl checkered prized possession--belt. =.= and 1 more green one wtf. so guy. im planning to be more gal in 2010. and ass, i just broke it. in class, was sitting and shaking my leg. nt nice to see lah~ but very shuang mah~ =.= broke it. today, in class... ohwait. in school hall 1st. many pple were like cutting out the logos. for art. unlike me, i did it the day before. *applaud for myself* HAHAHA becoming so guaii nowadays. (: den eli was like reading a magazine while walking back to class. halfway, she banged onto the barrier. HAHAHA. kept laughing. den ashely told me tht last time, she was reading a book, so engrossed until she bang onto a pillar. =.= the aunties were like: aiyohh, meimei ah~ den in class, damn sad. nvr talk. SUPERRRR BOREDD!! and hungry. i only ate like: 10 bits of the special k. which was like.... so little? 10. not the bowl full etc okays?! den i ate for recess. den after recess, jiu hyper le. played with yongling. (: blahblah. went shopping with mum. den went home. blah loads. watching momo lvoe last epi nowww!!! <333 byebyes.
Monday, January 11, 2010
the village by the sea
sambit reviews.:
The overall book is a simple depiction of life through these children. Though ends with a reasonably positive hope the book definitely raises the issues on rapid urbanization and the effect of that on people's livelihood and existence for future.A nice book to read on survival. aman: it has left an impac(impact) on the reades(readers) who have read it . aweasome(awesome) natasha mokhtar: I did not enjoy this book that much. The plot is good and the storyline is good but it doesnt quite flow together. The second half of the book is very enjoyable and i liked reading the later half. Overall an ok book. balkar: This is an excellent book about an asain family growing up in a village by the sea. Anita Desai has written extremely well, incorporating what life may have been like from a child's perspective. This is a book which is worth buying for your bookshelf. someone: Set against the backdrop of a seemingly timeless coastal Indian fishing village, Anita Desai's moving story demonstrates that even the most beautiful rural outpost cannot avoid the powerful thrust of modernisation. As the impending arrival of chemical factories threaten local livelihoods, teenager Hari is forced to leave his native village Thul in search of a fortune that he believes can only be found in the glamorous and enticing city of Bombay. With three dependant sisters, a sick mother and a drunken father to provide for, Hari is devastated to discover that the streets of Bombay are not paved with gold as he had anticipated.Based on true events, Desai tells a story of human endeavour against the odds of grinding poverty, monsoon destruction and fatal illness. A forerunner to Arundhati Roy's 'The God of Small Things', 'The Village by the Sea' is also written through a childhood perspective, but unlike Roy, Desai does not underscore her narrative with adult judgements and cynicism. Childhood dreams and disillusionment are skilfully intertwined with a powerful sense of place and a breathtaking landscape which is on the brink of irreversible change. I would recommend this book to anyone who is interested in learning some of the truths about the diverse country of India. hmm... done!
amk library
amk library.
im in there now. my first time. i going cafe galilee laTER. ehhmygaawwwd. so hungry. whoops. went amk pl to find about my call number. got loads in return. i might be presenting tmr, so, JYJY! die die die le lah~ havent finish. hmm... abit to sum it up. the village by the sea. anita desai. call number: DES location :Y jurong west pl choa chu kang pl central pl geylang east pl. jurong regional library queenstown pl woodlands regional library bishan pl. bishaN IS THE nearest. HAHAHA i got the book alr. i gtg. going to borrow some books, go home, continue my eng project, and get over it. GAAAAHHH~ go guai these few days. listened in class. haizzzz. not feeling well now. shit. byebyes. hwee en<3 loveee
Friday, January 8, 2010
momo love
watching momo love now.
love it. chen yuyi soooo cute. had co and cca exhibition tdy. forgot mst of the song suddenly. at mixed up. whatthehell. practice for so looong. haiya. alot of pple oso like tht. den i dowan 2e the pple see me. :x tamilyn saw? i think? den cally was like: ee, i dont like the 1st song, i prefer the 2nd song. which was co's song! :D HAHA yuanye leaked out yl's secret. yl very angry. i mean lk: EVERYONE leak out secrets mah~ not like only yy. she oso got. i just rmb :x i gtg. gonna watch youtube. HAHA, qh is speechless. i hve more common senseeee!!! :D hahahahaha, i winnn! my niceeee songs. : june rain(liu yue de yu)[hu ge] take me as i am[fm static] deifinitely maybe[fm static] tonight[fm static] sha po lang[js] yi zhi hen an jing[dunno]
Thursday, January 7, 2010
happiness
been feeling damn happy these few days.
smiling to the com non stop. :D once i use the com. took over. haha, dont care hims. (: HAHAHA den got a few new nice songs by fm static. meaningful lyrics. eff. eff. super nt shuang during pe. den the lessons, i kept lauhging with vinny, yongling and tamilyn. ohgosh. sean burped damn ass loudly. like burping on a loudhailer. stupid asshole burping machine. den tamilyn screamed and covered her EARS. =.= laugh like shit. was like: wtf. can dont do it anot? f**k lah~ den some boys were like cheering and clapping. crap shit. IMMATURED. shows that they are IMMATURED. comeon man, its disgusting. i mean like accidentally or once a while i can accept lah~ but not become a machine rite??!!! uncontrollable. >:( den continued laughing for history cos got farqruah. or sth like that. den tcher ws like: fark-quar. den we tot f*ck quar. or ah gua, tamilyn even said ba kwa. and said that his face looked like ba kwa. :D LOL! tamilyn, BA KWA is flat, red, squareish and his face is totally different. lohsss new years coming, tamilyn, your ba kwas coming. teacher:temenggong and sultan,whats the difference? student:temenggong is older (: teacher: oh, why lehs? student: cos temmengong got the gong at the back. class: laughs. gong as in ah gong the gong. grandfather. im being really mean when chatting with marcus now. he had some female frens, and i said: oh, having girlfrens aint so bad[or sth like tht] he was like: WTF. :D so fun! den nw talking about his gay classmate. laughing like siao. :D byebye. he will be gone for sec2 camp. wtf. so early!!! so jealous. :(
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
todayyys
yay!
transferred to normal chinese. OFFICIALLY. HAHAHA~ so fun! tdy, yongling n tam and vinny dam funny. den had assembly. cos of SELF DISCIPLINE. ohcrapp. haizzz.... the tcher was like: woah, 2e, you are the quiestest class of sec2. you all go first. i sttod up and was like: YAY~ HAHA! so quiet~ den i decided NOT to talk in ms martin's class, unless needed. (: MUAHAHAHAH! i shall be a good bitch. i mean girl. YAY! pe tmr. rmbing the times in p1, p2. the only tchers that liked me are my pe tchers and mr chan. (: thats the only reason i like pe. HAHAHA YAY asked the marcus chua who he likes. ask for my hp, den sms me. HAHAHA he is so dead. ohwell, at least not. not like i noe any of his frens, ah sad lah, he replied back. byebye, i going facebook. (: and look at his sms or msn. HAHAHAHA, I WINNNN!!!! spam dao siao. :D byebye <3 hwee en ohwait, he told me. and im finally satisfied. the job of a busybody. :D hahahaahahaha i loooove knowing all these stuff. thanks. my day ended HAPPILYY!!! (: so funn! i YAHAHAHAHAH!!! so happy!!! :D so sad, i dunno that gal. saw her fb photo. damn chio cans? hugging a pillar, model slim. ohmygoodness. nowonder. his frens say its her... but whats with the kl school? ARGHHH take my mind of that. i gtg. (: really byebyes.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
self reminder
one thing to do: ASK MARCUS CHUA WJ WHO HE LIKES.
ohwell, he is so damn dead. :D
school
changed seats, tdy, sat with yl. gtg, so chionging out.
talking to andrea, lisa ng and marcus. ahhh, i gtg.byes' doing hmwk nw
Saturday, January 2, 2010
went out
went out from 6 till now tdy.
6 am. went for trekking. and then walking. then taking photos den trekking. boring shit. went up 2 hills, 1 wood factory and 1 old fort factory boring like crap lors~ whattheheck. for the whole journey, nothing but taking photos and walking. GAAAAAAAHHH~ but saw something damn nice. its like a landslide, damn steep. den still got a river or lake or whatever. blah blah. i cant download maple. so i cant play at the moment. blame my brother, dont blame me. he is the shit for all this. reformating the com. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh~ pissed. byebyes.
Friday, January 1, 2010
avatar
watch avatar today.
rocks like mad lah~ didnt have much to expect from it. but den realised that it was so damn nice. ohmygoodness. but very long. i like it when the guy says whaever we must protect our home blahblah. (: watching chinese paladin on youtube. during and after the shw, brian was spamming me with messages, hai dao wo cannot watch properly. chew gum until damn jialat like my jaw swollen like that. dammit. bye, i gtg |