It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
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the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
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Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.' 'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. ' ♥-/Increased.Heartbeat ME. I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever. I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
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Sunday, December 26, 2010
364th day, this craziness between us finally ended.
FML. The keyboard's failing me.
Restarting soon. Told Aunt of my wanting to go to a new church. I mean one that suits me more. I told Val only I think. well, it still doesnt make a difference if I leave or not. Hah. I don't even wanna go to any church. well, everything happens all over again. I've made up my mind. Definitely going. No one will remember me, remember? All they will go to is her. Everything changed you know. You all never noticed right. (: I will forgotten again soon haha. Telling Dad soon. If he don't allow, I will simply not go any church. Haha Pwned. I never asked for much. I just want someone who will stay by me and never ignore me. And I hold too much hope right. Okay, My feelings suck core now. Currently, I cant quit. Cuz of ushering and blahblah. Soon I tell you. Soon. Must. Maybe a year later. WTF, why must I go usher sia, I stupid or what. Maybe go back there once a month just for usher. Hmm, SWEEEEET. I miss the time when I never bothered. Christmas was okay. Did I tell you the only thing I like about church is the very existence of LSVES? Thats why I love my mum cuz she helped me make friends with them , YAY. Well, I knew SVS first in JSS and my parents oikos, followed by L in parents oikos. They are always with and beside me all along. Now I shall dedicate this post to them. L for Linette ! CORNETTO ! She is like the fabulousest, funny, madest, bitchiest ( @ That auntie incident in Forever21) girl I think I've ever seen. OH, I love her stories. Like how she is the 'quiet' girl in class and she sa jiao at the teacher when the teacher tried to wake her up. I want her to flaunt her clothes in front of every other bitch who are so fxcking irritating. (Y), YAY. Known her the latest, out of the LSVES. I remember she was the closest to Val out of SVES. Then we quarrelled with Val together cuz Val kept thinking she was closer to me than her.( Which is SO WRONG) Okay well, what I'm feeling now. Being taken over by another person. But of cuz, we patched up DUH. Then we ALL became close friends. Tightly bonded. I like all her siao gao ideads that keep popping up, and her fashion sense. She made me fall in love with a dress that I hated at first sight okay, like OMG. I'm like : NO IM NEVER GONNA WEAR THAT. to: OMG IM SO GOING TO BUY THAT ONCE I TAKE THE MONEY FROM DAD. AND I SWEAR IF HE DONT GIVE IM GOING ON A STRIKE. HAHAHAHAH, I love her alotttttsa. S for Shermaine ! THE SUPERLY DUPERLY CLEVER ONE HAHA ! Anglican high seh ! And like what? top 10 in the whole school? CLEVER LAH ! Have always been like that since I known her, P3/P4. Always quiet, always conservative. Lucky she is still willing to talk so much to LSVES. At least WAY MORE than outsiders. I want half her brains. Then I'll be in first in my whole cohort. YAY. And, try out more clothes ! Buay hiao bai nvminds one okay. Fun can liaos. Cuz well, she'd never try on any clothes @ forever21 if Val and Linette forced it on her, LOL. Super love ! V for VALERIE ! I mentioned her third, cuz of the arrangement of L S V E S, but she's the first ! :D Cuz of her ZiHighness and hyperness and everything else, We are super close. Hehes, she also wanna go out of this church, her Youth concregation. For More Info: http://iboomyou.blogspot.com/2010/06/valvalvalval.html :D Super long la. Love her max ! S for Sheryl ! Love her handwriting, Love her drawing, Love her violinism, Love her smile. Nice lah she, always draw the thinggy for my room door, (L) She is a born artist. Go into arts school. She and her sister alike, One go top school, another school for the arts. Perfect pair of sisters. More talkative than her sister, and I wish her luck in her Sec2 streaming, JIAYOUS ! She is super laughing-as-always. Whenever LSVE say anything, she'd be laughing or something. She's FUN. Love her too ! :D Woah, feeling better after talking about the LSVES. They still don't let me down nor leave me out. FYI: Even the title is about someone from church. SHHH ~ kiddings. |