It hurts when you could easily forget the memories we shared,
♥
the ones which I remembered even when I didn't want to.
Quotes.
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
'Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.'
'Sometimes when you sacrifice something special, you’re not really losing it. You’re just passing it on. '
♥-/Increased.Heartbeat
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I'm a simple girl living in a complicated world. I'm friendly and purple-struck. I get high at wrong times and I want to stay like that forever.
I don't do drugs, I'm not in any gang. I'm that normal girl who is on Facebook, Twitter and MSN. Fell out of love and lost trust in it. Fahrenheit's sizzling hot and they burn. I see flames shooting out already.
Screams.
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JiaJun@YDC
Shermaine@BC Chinese
Tamilyn@MFSS
Vinny@MFSS
YongLing@MFSS
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Thursday, December 30, 2010
Sitting in your bed, thinking of one person and remembering all those memories and then realize that they might never happen again.
Hi blog,
I LOVE TOILETS ! :D
Lucky me, I was almost going to write my whiole toilet experience.
Yesterday, I summarized myself up in one word.
FAT.
Okay lah, I feel like a gigantic sqiushball.
So I don't care how, I'm just going to starve myself for the next day. (:
Hadn't been able to skip any meals since I lived at gramma's house.
Loser.
I wanna sit on a plane again.
Where I can fly above the clouds, and reach for the skies.
Anyways,
going for cca soon.
In 15 min.
OMG I SWEAR I'M GOING TO CHIONG ALL MY HOMEWORK TODAY MAN,
except for english. I havent even read a fxcking book yet okay.
And they expect those super thick books; go to hell.
And JK Rowling ain't allowed.
Anyways, I MUST buy Kaiwen's the F21 tank man.
CHIO MAX.
Okay lah, looks plain.
BUT IT'S WHAT I NEEEEED ! :D
Ten more minutes. And its raining.
4 hours of practice, lucky I skipped cca yesterday.
OMG, I'm going to miss 2e'10.
But, nvminds.
I'm still looking forward to the new school year.
With new classmates.
I wanna totally change myself this year.
AHA.
Be ruthless.
I've got nothing to write.
Anyways, no one's free for countdown tomorrow.
fxck.
Failed.
Terribly.
But when I sec4 end, cfm sure got people can de la.
All the people the parents were like: HUH, midnight, so late, cannot lah.
-.-
Damn.
I'm glad my parents don't give a damn.
Okay man, Cca's finally over.
GUESS WHAT.
I FINISHED MY MATH HOLIDAY HOMEWORK !
Theres truckloads for chinese, stupid enough.
Well, the teachers don't care about people in 'normal chinese', do they?
English is stupider.
So tomorrow, I'm going to head down to the Library, get a suitable book, borrow it,
and do the stupid holiday assignment.
Anyways, I'm broke.
I wanted to congratulate myself on finishing my math assignment by heading down to dhoby ghaut to get myself a brownie.
So, plan foiled.
:( DAMN.
Anyways, I wanna go to a dentist soon.
I miss the smell , especially the one in PCPS. OMG LOVE !
OMG, is really no one free for tomorrow? I wanna go countdown, BADLY. At vivo.
(: Okay, I'm feeling like shit nows.
kthxbye.
I LOVE TOILETS ! :D
Lucky me, I was almost going to write my whiole toilet experience.
Yesterday, I summarized myself up in one word.
FAT.
Okay lah, I feel like a gigantic sqiushball.
So I don't care how, I'm just going to starve myself for the next day. (:
Hadn't been able to skip any meals since I lived at gramma's house.
Loser.
I wanna sit on a plane again.
Where I can fly above the clouds, and reach for the skies.
Anyways,
going for cca soon.
In 15 min.
OMG I SWEAR I'M GOING TO CHIONG ALL MY HOMEWORK TODAY MAN,
except for english. I havent even read a fxcking book yet okay.
And they expect those super thick books; go to hell.
And JK Rowling ain't allowed.
Anyways, I MUST buy Kaiwen's the F21 tank man.
CHIO MAX.
Okay lah, looks plain.
BUT IT'S WHAT I NEEEEED ! :D
Ten more minutes. And its raining.
4 hours of practice, lucky I skipped cca yesterday.
OMG, I'm going to miss 2e'10.
But, nvminds.
I'm still looking forward to the new school year.
With new classmates.
I wanna totally change myself this year.
AHA.
Be ruthless.
I've got nothing to write.
Anyways, no one's free for countdown tomorrow.
fxck.
Failed.
Terribly.
But when I sec4 end, cfm sure got people can de la.
All the people the parents were like: HUH, midnight, so late, cannot lah.
-.-
Damn.
I'm glad my parents don't give a damn.
Okay man, Cca's finally over.
GUESS WHAT.
I FINISHED MY MATH HOLIDAY HOMEWORK !
Theres truckloads for chinese, stupid enough.
Well, the teachers don't care about people in 'normal chinese', do they?
English is stupider.
So tomorrow, I'm going to head down to the Library, get a suitable book, borrow it,
and do the stupid holiday assignment.
Anyways, I'm broke.
I wanted to congratulate myself on finishing my math assignment by heading down to dhoby ghaut to get myself a brownie.
So, plan foiled.
:( DAMN.
Anyways, I wanna go to a dentist soon.
I miss the smell , especially the one in PCPS. OMG LOVE !
OMG, is really no one free for tomorrow? I wanna go countdown, BADLY. At vivo.
(: Okay, I'm feeling like shit nows.
kthxbye.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
It's hard to wait for something you know won't happen. But it's harder to give up when it's everything you ever wanted.
Hi blog,
I'm curious why I don't bother searching for Goong 131.
OMG NO I MUST TRY TO FIND IT NOWWWWWWWS.
OHMYGOD I FOUND IT.
http://www.otakuworks.com/view/83006/goong/vol-20-chp-131/read/3
Okay, nvminds,
Since I've never been so 'holy',
Then why bother with OhMyGee or whatever shit.
Retarded enough.
I'm gonna have FREEEEEEDOM, BABYY !
No one cares, anyways. :D
I'm starting to love this crap that I'm constantly surrounded with. LOL.
Okay, I can't find anyone to countdown with.
Please, I don't wanna go out with Parents and Dad's side the people.
They are old and boring.
SHIN SHIN SHIN SHIN SHIN OMG I'M LOVING HIM AND CHAEGYUNG !
HOTHOTHOT, OWWWCH !
LOLOLOLOL, I think I sort of brainwashed Andrea.
Now she's thinking Churching is Awesome shitz,
Like how I used to keep telling her, DAMN.
Okay, I shall stop brainwashing people with my mouth. Kekeke.
kthxbye
>>http://www.midnights-dreams.com/2010/04/goong-vol-20-ch-129-13.html<< TN. GOONG132
I'm curious why I don't bother searching for Goong 131.
OMG NO I MUST TRY TO FIND IT NOWWWWWWWS.
OHMYGOD I FOUND IT.
http://www.otakuworks.com/view/83006/goong/vol-20-chp-131/read/3
Okay, nvminds,
Since I've never been so 'holy',
Then why bother with OhMyGee or whatever shit.
Retarded enough.
I'm gonna have FREEEEEEDOM, BABYY !
No one cares, anyways. :D
I'm starting to love this crap that I'm constantly surrounded with. LOL.
Okay, I can't find anyone to countdown with.
Please, I don't wanna go out with Parents and Dad's side the people.
They are old and boring.
SHIN SHIN SHIN SHIN SHIN OMG I'M LOVING HIM AND CHAEGYUNG !
HOTHOTHOT, OWWWCH !
LOLOLOLOL, I think I sort of brainwashed Andrea.
Now she's thinking Churching is Awesome shitz,
Like how I used to keep telling her, DAMN.
Okay, I shall stop brainwashing people with my mouth. Kekeke.
kthxbye
>>http://www.midnights-dreams.com/2010/04/goong-vol-20-ch-129-13.html<< TN. GOONG132
Monday, December 27, 2010
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了, 赖着不放掉
Addicted to Hebe's song.
[寂寞寂寞就好]
还是原来那个我
不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了想到 快疯掉 死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人要每个人的孽障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看得见以后 OH
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁来都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了想到快疯掉 死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉
AHAHAH NICEE.
Anyways. I told my mum about my desicion already.
She say maybe go other oikos or something.
Then I was like: NO !
I don't like it when I have the feeling of: OMG, I betrayed them.
Then they keep asking blahblah.
So, I'd just not go any oikos.
I don't want them to be like: Why nvr come liao? and all the shit stuff.
YAY, As you can see, Val wanna go too, so let go to any random CHURCH !
I'm thinking of FCBC or New creations or City Harvest.
Oh damn, I think its either I go english session or simply go other church.
Feeling better.
Anyways, OMG I think I'm going to love 2011,
but school. :(
So not looking forward.
Its just next week and I havent prepare everything. OMFG.
So, read goong 130 finish already. Awesome or what.
But, I cant find goong 131.
DAMN IT.
Anyways, need lotsa money.
Going to buy many much clothes that I need during 2011.
Need.
Loving the tassels and the tranlucentness.
Anyways, catching Tron legacy tomorrow.
Not much anticipation for that movie.
Was forced to.
HAIZ.
I wanna go overseas soon.
I wanna sit plane again.
I miss taiwan, but not the food. :(
I can't eat more from there.
Super addictive la.
Anyways, Love Shin+ ChaeGyung.
So sad Yul had to break them up.
But he got what he was supposed to get, (Y)
Going to chiong homework before dad and mum gets home tomorrow.
MUST EAT TAIWAN CUP NOODLES TOMORROW.
MUST !
OMG, addiction.
Lucky I bought 2 back. HEHE.
Shit dad's coming.
gotta go
kthxbye.
[寂寞寂寞就好]
还是原来那个我
不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了想到 快疯掉 死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
我总会把你戒掉
还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
再多的爱也没用
每个人要每个人的孽障因果
会有什么 什么都没有
早点看破 才看得见以后 OH
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁来都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到
受不了想到快疯掉 死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到
忘不了赖着 不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉
AHAHAH NICEE.
Anyways. I told my mum about my desicion already.
She say maybe go other oikos or something.
Then I was like: NO !
I don't like it when I have the feeling of: OMG, I betrayed them.
Then they keep asking blahblah.
So, I'd just not go any oikos.
I don't want them to be like: Why nvr come liao? and all the shit stuff.
YAY, As you can see, Val wanna go too, so let go to any random CHURCH !
I'm thinking of FCBC or New creations or City Harvest.
Oh damn, I think its either I go english session or simply go other church.
Feeling better.
Anyways, OMG I think I'm going to love 2011,
but school. :(
So not looking forward.
Its just next week and I havent prepare everything. OMFG.
So, read goong 130 finish already. Awesome or what.
But, I cant find goong 131.
DAMN IT.
Anyways, need lotsa money.
Going to buy many much clothes that I need during 2011.
Need.
Loving the tassels and the tranlucentness.
Anyways, catching Tron legacy tomorrow.
Not much anticipation for that movie.
Was forced to.
HAIZ.
I wanna go overseas soon.
I wanna sit plane again.
I miss taiwan, but not the food. :(
I can't eat more from there.
Super addictive la.
Anyways, Love Shin+ ChaeGyung.
So sad Yul had to break them up.
But he got what he was supposed to get, (Y)
Going to chiong homework before dad and mum gets home tomorrow.
MUST EAT TAIWAN CUP NOODLES TOMORROW.
MUST !
OMG, addiction.
Lucky I bought 2 back. HEHE.
Shit dad's coming.
gotta go
kthxbye.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
364th day, this craziness between us finally ended.
FML. The keyboard's failing me.
Restarting soon.
Told Aunt of my wanting to go to a new church.
I mean one that suits me more.
I told Val only I think.
well, it still doesnt make a difference if I leave or not. Hah.
I don't even wanna go to any church. well, everything happens all over again.
I've made up my mind. Definitely going.
No one will remember me, remember?
All they will go to is her.
Everything changed you know.
You all never noticed right.
(: I will forgotten again soon haha.
Telling Dad soon.
If he don't allow, I will simply not go any church. Haha Pwned.
I never asked for much.
I just want someone who will stay by me and never ignore me.
And I hold too much hope right.
Okay, My feelings suck core now.
Currently, I cant quit. Cuz of ushering and blahblah.
Soon I tell you.
Soon. Must.
Maybe a year later.
WTF, why must I go usher sia, I stupid or what.
Maybe go back there once a month just for usher.
Hmm, SWEEEEET.
I miss the time when I never bothered.
Christmas was okay.
Did I tell you the only thing I like about church is the very existence of LSVES?
Thats why I love my mum cuz she helped me make friends with them , YAY.
Well, I knew SVS first in JSS and my parents oikos, followed by L in parents oikos.
They are always with and beside me all along.
Now I shall dedicate this post to them.
L for Linette !
CORNETTO !
She is like the fabulousest, funny, madest, bitchiest ( @ That auntie incident in Forever21) girl I think I've ever seen.
OH, I love her stories.
Like how she is the 'quiet' girl in class and she sa jiao at the teacher when the teacher tried to wake her up.
I want her to flaunt her clothes in front of every other bitch who are so fxcking irritating.
(Y), YAY.
Known her the latest, out of the LSVES.
I remember she was the closest to Val out of SVES.
Then we quarrelled with Val together cuz Val kept thinking she was closer to me than her.( Which is SO WRONG)
Okay well, what I'm feeling now.
Being taken over by another person.
But of cuz, we patched up DUH.
Then we ALL became close friends.
Tightly bonded.
I like all her siao gao ideads that keep popping up,
and her fashion sense.
She made me fall in love with a dress that I hated at first sight okay, like OMG.
I'm like : NO IM NEVER GONNA WEAR THAT.
to: OMG IM SO GOING TO BUY THAT ONCE I TAKE THE MONEY FROM DAD. AND I SWEAR IF HE DONT GIVE IM GOING ON A STRIKE.
HAHAHAHAH, I love her alotttttsa.
S for Shermaine !
THE SUPERLY DUPERLY CLEVER ONE HAHA !
Anglican high seh !
And like what? top 10 in the whole school?
CLEVER LAH !
Have always been like that since I known her, P3/P4.
Always quiet, always conservative.
Lucky she is still willing to talk so much to LSVES.
At least WAY MORE than outsiders.
I want half her brains.
Then I'll be in first in my whole cohort. YAY.
And, try out more clothes ! Buay hiao bai nvminds one okay.
Fun can liaos.
Cuz well, she'd never try on any clothes @ forever21 if Val and Linette forced it on her, LOL.
Super love !
V for VALERIE !
I mentioned her third, cuz of the arrangement of L S V E S,
but she's the first ! :D
Cuz of her ZiHighness and hyperness and everything else,
We are super close.
Hehes, she also wanna go out of this church, her Youth concregation.
For More Info:
http://iboomyou.blogspot.com/2010/06/valvalvalval.html
:D Super long la.
Love her max !
S for Sheryl !
Love her handwriting,
Love her drawing,
Love her violinism,
Love her smile.
Nice lah she, always draw the thinggy for my room door, (L)
She is a born artist.
Go into arts school.
She and her sister alike,
One go top school, another school for the arts.
Perfect pair of sisters.
More talkative than her sister, and I wish her luck in her Sec2 streaming, JIAYOUS !
She is super laughing-as-always. Whenever LSVE say anything, she'd be laughing or something.
She's FUN.
Love her too ! :D
Woah, feeling better after talking about the LSVES.
They still don't let me down nor leave me out.
FYI: Even the title is about someone from church. SHHH ~ kiddings.
Restarting soon.
Told Aunt of my wanting to go to a new church.
I mean one that suits me more.
I told Val only I think.
well, it still doesnt make a difference if I leave or not. Hah.
I don't even wanna go to any church. well, everything happens all over again.
I've made up my mind. Definitely going.
No one will remember me, remember?
All they will go to is her.
Everything changed you know.
You all never noticed right.
(: I will forgotten again soon haha.
Telling Dad soon.
If he don't allow, I will simply not go any church. Haha Pwned.
I never asked for much.
I just want someone who will stay by me and never ignore me.
And I hold too much hope right.
Okay, My feelings suck core now.
Currently, I cant quit. Cuz of ushering and blahblah.
Soon I tell you.
Soon. Must.
Maybe a year later.
WTF, why must I go usher sia, I stupid or what.
Maybe go back there once a month just for usher.
Hmm, SWEEEEET.
I miss the time when I never bothered.
Christmas was okay.
Did I tell you the only thing I like about church is the very existence of LSVES?
Thats why I love my mum cuz she helped me make friends with them , YAY.
Well, I knew SVS first in JSS and my parents oikos, followed by L in parents oikos.
They are always with and beside me all along.
Now I shall dedicate this post to them.
L for Linette !
CORNETTO !
She is like the fabulousest, funny, madest, bitchiest ( @ That auntie incident in Forever21) girl I think I've ever seen.
OH, I love her stories.
Like how she is the 'quiet' girl in class and she sa jiao at the teacher when the teacher tried to wake her up.
I want her to flaunt her clothes in front of every other bitch who are so fxcking irritating.
(Y), YAY.
Known her the latest, out of the LSVES.
I remember she was the closest to Val out of SVES.
Then we quarrelled with Val together cuz Val kept thinking she was closer to me than her.( Which is SO WRONG)
Okay well, what I'm feeling now.
Being taken over by another person.
But of cuz, we patched up DUH.
Then we ALL became close friends.
Tightly bonded.
I like all her siao gao ideads that keep popping up,
and her fashion sense.
She made me fall in love with a dress that I hated at first sight okay, like OMG.
I'm like : NO IM NEVER GONNA WEAR THAT.
to: OMG IM SO GOING TO BUY THAT ONCE I TAKE THE MONEY FROM DAD. AND I SWEAR IF HE DONT GIVE IM GOING ON A STRIKE.
HAHAHAHAH, I love her alotttttsa.
S for Shermaine !
THE SUPERLY DUPERLY CLEVER ONE HAHA !
Anglican high seh !
And like what? top 10 in the whole school?
CLEVER LAH !
Have always been like that since I known her, P3/P4.
Always quiet, always conservative.
Lucky she is still willing to talk so much to LSVES.
At least WAY MORE than outsiders.
I want half her brains.
Then I'll be in first in my whole cohort. YAY.
And, try out more clothes ! Buay hiao bai nvminds one okay.
Fun can liaos.
Cuz well, she'd never try on any clothes @ forever21 if Val and Linette forced it on her, LOL.
Super love !
V for VALERIE !
I mentioned her third, cuz of the arrangement of L S V E S,
but she's the first ! :D
Cuz of her ZiHighness and hyperness and everything else,
We are super close.
Hehes, she also wanna go out of this church, her Youth concregation.
For More Info:
http://iboomyou.blogspot.com/2010/06/valvalvalval.html
:D Super long la.
Love her max !
S for Sheryl !
Love her handwriting,
Love her drawing,
Love her violinism,
Love her smile.
Nice lah she, always draw the thinggy for my room door, (L)
She is a born artist.
Go into arts school.
She and her sister alike,
One go top school, another school for the arts.
Perfect pair of sisters.
More talkative than her sister, and I wish her luck in her Sec2 streaming, JIAYOUS !
She is super laughing-as-always. Whenever LSVE say anything, she'd be laughing or something.
She's FUN.
Love her too ! :D
Woah, feeling better after talking about the LSVES.
They still don't let me down nor leave me out.
FYI: Even the title is about someone from church. SHHH ~ kiddings.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
I hate the fact that you say you miss me, but you do nothing about it.
Yay, 200th post.
Okay, uhm,
Read till Goong chapter 38 page 18.
OMG SO THATS THE SCENE.
Anyways,
went to Hub today.
Bought more Christmas gifts.
Hee.
I don't know how to wrap MYO gift sia, DIE.
Hees, Okay, gotta go,
I wanna see how ChaeGyung and Shin go on. (:
kthxbye
Okay, uhm,
Read till Goong chapter 38 page 18.
OMG SO THATS THE SCENE.
Anyways,
went to Hub today.
Bought more Christmas gifts.
Hee.
I don't know how to wrap MYO gift sia, DIE.
Hees, Okay, gotta go,
I wanna see how ChaeGyung and Shin go on. (:
kthxbye
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I'm just another girl wasting her time thinking of that person who never thinks about her once.
Tenterhooks.
How long have I not used that word?
I'm so sure he's online now.
I'm not online on WindowsLive,
so its only Facebook.
I know I'm hoping something to happen,
which I know will never happen.
I remember I used to daydream about all sorts of stuff when he was online.
Say, he'd chat online?
These little things that I've always hoped for,
the little things that will never happen.
Each and every time he was on,
Each and every time I'd pray that he'd care again for once.
However, it was also that 'each and every time' that I'd get disappointed,
and tell myself: Tomorrow, or the next time he is online, He might talk, who knows.
Once I snapped out of it.
And told myself: Get over it, he's never gonna bother again.
But, still held on to a glimmer of hope, that came from nowhere.
Is it that I simply love lying to myself?
Hees, I think so.
I hope this is going to end soon,
messily or not.
Craziness.
Omg, HweeEn, get over it.
Okay I know, I wrote these shit cuz I was dying of boredom at Grandparent's house.
(: Don't bother too much, I'm okay.
kthxbye.
When I go,
I want you to look into my eyes and tell me:
I'll miss you too.
But then again, you never really bothered right?
All you did was to turn your back and leave,
not knowing that I was staring at you from the point when you turned your back.
How long have I not used that word?
I'm so sure he's online now.
I'm not online on WindowsLive,
so its only Facebook.
I know I'm hoping something to happen,
which I know will never happen.
I remember I used to daydream about all sorts of stuff when he was online.
Say, he'd chat online?
These little things that I've always hoped for,
the little things that will never happen.
Each and every time he was on,
Each and every time I'd pray that he'd care again for once.
However, it was also that 'each and every time' that I'd get disappointed,
and tell myself: Tomorrow, or the next time he is online, He might talk, who knows.
Once I snapped out of it.
And told myself: Get over it, he's never gonna bother again.
But, still held on to a glimmer of hope, that came from nowhere.
Is it that I simply love lying to myself?
Hees, I think so.
I hope this is going to end soon,
messily or not.
Craziness.
Omg, HweeEn, get over it.
Okay I know, I wrote these shit cuz I was dying of boredom at Grandparent's house.
(: Don't bother too much, I'm okay.
kthxbye.
When I go,
I want you to look into my eyes and tell me:
I'll miss you too.
But then again, you never really bothered right?
All you did was to turn your back and leave,
not knowing that I was staring at you from the point when you turned your back.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Guys, she may not have forgiven the last guy who mistreated her. So show her that you're nothing like him.
HI PEOPLE
I FEEL SO LUCKY AND UNLUCKY TODAY.
HEHE,
I'm freaking happy about...
http://www.mangareader.net/462-28583-6/goong/chapter-10.html
*TADAHH !*
I found Goong manhwa online man !
OMG.
SHIN AND CHAEKYUNG !
I LOVE THEM.
I rereading.
Haiz, YulLee,
get over it. -.-
But he's kinda hot. (:
okay I'm like skipping many of the episodes
and yeah, wanting to reach for the part where they were so close. >.<
But still, nvminds.
If I read on slowly, I'll reach that part.
I used to spend my whole day reading,
hehes.
Anyways, feeling oh so so so insecure again.
Hahas. I decided.
I shall watch princess hours instead.
Nahh, not the main point.
Main point is: I HAVEN'T DONE ANY XMAS SHOPPING YET.
And all will have to be done by this thursday !
Cuz there's xmas partayyyy @ meiyen house on friday.
Then I'll have no time to shop cuz xmas the next day.
OMG. I'm expecting to be broke soon.
Lets just hope my mum wouldnt gimme my pay soon. -.-
She's been cheating off me okays.
Since I've been working.
WTFFFF. :( Pissed.
Anyways, My Dad's back to his irritating ways.
Hate it to the very max.
Hate so much that I can kill.
Nah kiddings.
Or maybe I should post some suicide thinggy on facebook soon,
HEHES,
kidding.
Okay, I'm dying soon.
Like seriously. Soon in 60+ years?
Yah. Will be writing my will soon.
OHMYG. What to buy.
Theme: Love.
OMGOMGOMG, REALLY WHAT THING. TEEHEE OMG I LOVE CHAEKYUNG.
Shit, -back to topic-
I can't find a single thing to buy.
scouting the whole AMKHub and central tomorrow or the day after.
I hope I can buy something really nice.
And within the budget.
Hehes.
Okay I feel bad already.
Whatever, I'm done already. kthxbye.
FYIs. ** Mum said I was laughing when sleeping this morning. -.- DAMMIT WHAT DID I EXACTLY DREAM. cant remember.
hehes,
Feel stupid already.
I FEEL SO LUCKY AND UNLUCKY TODAY.
HEHE,
I'm freaking happy about...
http://www.mangareader.net/462-28583-6/goong/chapter-10.html
*TADAHH !*
I found Goong manhwa online man !
OMG.
SHIN AND CHAEKYUNG !
I LOVE THEM.
I rereading.
Haiz, YulLee,
get over it. -.-
But he's kinda hot. (:
okay I'm like skipping many of the episodes
and yeah, wanting to reach for the part where they were so close. >.<
But still, nvminds.
If I read on slowly, I'll reach that part.
I used to spend my whole day reading,
hehes.
Anyways, feeling oh so so so insecure again.
Hahas. I decided.
I shall watch princess hours instead.
Nahh, not the main point.
Main point is: I HAVEN'T DONE ANY XMAS SHOPPING YET.
And all will have to be done by this thursday !
Cuz there's xmas partayyyy @ meiyen house on friday.
Then I'll have no time to shop cuz xmas the next day.
OMG. I'm expecting to be broke soon.
Lets just hope my mum wouldnt gimme my pay soon. -.-
She's been cheating off me okays.
Since I've been working.
WTFFFF. :( Pissed.
Anyways, My Dad's back to his irritating ways.
Hate it to the very max.
Hate so much that I can kill.
Nah kiddings.
Or maybe I should post some suicide thinggy on facebook soon,
HEHES,
kidding.
Okay, I'm dying soon.
Like seriously. Soon in 60+ years?
Yah. Will be writing my will soon.
OHMYG. What to buy.
Theme: Love.
OMGOMGOMG, REALLY WHAT THING. TEEHEE OMG I LOVE CHAEKYUNG.
Shit, -back to topic-
I can't find a single thing to buy.
scouting the whole AMKHub and central tomorrow or the day after.
I hope I can buy something really nice.
And within the budget.
Hehes.
Okay I feel bad already.
Whatever, I'm done already. kthxbye.
FYIs. ** Mum said I was laughing when sleeping this morning. -.- DAMMIT WHAT DID I EXACTLY DREAM. cant remember.
hehes,
Feel stupid already.
Monday, December 13, 2010
So sick of love songs, so tired of the tears, so done with wishing he was here.
Hi blog, I'm back from Taiwan 2 days ago.
Now at Granny's house, at AMK, opposite NYP.
I look left and I see NYP.
Cool eh !
So anyways,c.
TAIWAN WAS AWESOME.
I was on shopping spree everyday.
Spending 6900 Tai dollars( 300 Sing dollars) in 6D5N.
HAHA, don't believe can ask YanLi, Chua Jiayan and etc.
Super fun.
Day 1 :
Sat on plane to HongKong then to TaiPei.
My ear was bloodily pain.
Went to eslite bookstore, which everything was super expensive,
then to TaiPei 101.
Magnificently tall.
Weather was just nice, 24degrees celsius.
Didnt go shopping in 101.
Sadly.
So, went to eat as we merged with those in plane2.
Went to RaoHe night market.
Didn't buy much.
:(
Went to hotel.
Shared room with the 3 teachers @ VIP Hotel
-_- stress.
Day 2:
Cried loike shit at 4.45am.
Then went back to sleep.
Woke up and...
Went to GuGong !
The national palace museum.
So many treasures in there.
The cabbage-like is awesome. (:
Went to YangMingShan, the extinct volcano.
It was smelly.
Super smelly.
I almost died of lack of oxygen. -.-
Went to DanShui and fisherman wharf.
SHOPPING SPREE LIKE MAD.
bought 3 bags, 3 packs of the cripsy thinggy, many clothes and much much more ! :D
Spent 2900 already. x.x
Went XiMenDing, Spent more.
Can't help but BUY !
Can't believe that FAHRENHEIT walked the same walkway as I DID ! :D
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
So yeah, nighted with teachers again @ VIP Hotel
Day3:
Had the 'music for fun' thinggy.
Made my own harmonica.
I DIDN'T BUY IT KAYS.
BlahBlahBlah,
FuHe Highschool.
LOVED THE PEOPLE THERE.
Made friends and they were all so socialable ! :D
Went to ShiLin Night market,
Buy SO MANY DAMN MUCH OF CLOTHES LA !
Dinnered ourselves.
Overnight with JiaYan @ YoAi Hotel.
Day4:
Went to the Rabbit brand pencil making factory.
MADE MY OWN PENCILS.
I loved the one that said: Hi, I love FAHRENHEIT !
WUCHUN
ARRON
JIRO
CALVIN.
AWESOME LA !
Went to the National center for traditional arts.
HEY I BREATHED OUT SMOKE OKAYS. As in steam? 0.o
Bought stuff for my dad and blahblahblah.
Went to the nightmarket near the hotel and SHOPPED LIKE MAD AGAIN.
Overnighted with jiayan @ YoAi Hotel.
Day 5:
Went to ZhongHua High.
The people there damn quiet.
So, didnt make much friends.
HuiQin did thou.
Went shopping at the blog supplier thinggy.
The place was super easy to walk and super cheap.
Then went to RaoHe again. -.-
Overnighted with Jiayan @ VIP hotel.
Day6:
went back to singapore.
FINALLY.
The only day that we didn't go night market.
Now you know how much I shopped.
10+ clothes,
3+ bags,
4+ Shoes.
ETCETCETC.
I love taiwan.
Okay, I'm done.
Going to update on MYO attendance already.
End of month is coming.
Okay I'm looking forward to Xmas but I haven't buy presents yet.
okay, tell me what to buy and do.
Xmas presents for:
-Val
-Shermaine
-Sheryl
-Linette
-Wilcent ( FORGOT HIS LAST YEAR THEN WAS SO PAISEH LA CUZ HE GOT GIMME)
-MYO? ( IDK i think got exchange like last year? 0.o)
OMG, so little.
LOL, I got enough money la.
AWESOME.
:D I'm happyhappyhappy.
kthxbye.
** FYI: I have to slim down, so don't ask me to go out and eat. x.x
Been snacking since taiwan till now and I'm growing fat.
walao, 1kg leh.
Need to slim down FAST.
:( DAMMIT I HATE THIS.
Now at Granny's house, at AMK, opposite NYP.
I look left and I see NYP.
Cool eh !
So anyways,c.
TAIWAN WAS AWESOME.
I was on shopping spree everyday.
Spending 6900 Tai dollars( 300 Sing dollars) in 6D5N.
HAHA, don't believe can ask YanLi, Chua Jiayan and etc.
Super fun.
Day 1 :
Sat on plane to HongKong then to TaiPei.
My ear was bloodily pain.
Went to eslite bookstore, which everything was super expensive,
then to TaiPei 101.
Magnificently tall.
Weather was just nice, 24degrees celsius.
Didnt go shopping in 101.
Sadly.
So, went to eat as we merged with those in plane2.
Went to RaoHe night market.
Didn't buy much.
:(
Went to hotel.
Shared room with the 3 teachers @ VIP Hotel
-_- stress.
Day 2:
Cried loike shit at 4.45am.
Then went back to sleep.
Woke up and...
Went to GuGong !
The national palace museum.
So many treasures in there.
The cabbage-like is awesome. (:
Went to YangMingShan, the extinct volcano.
It was smelly.
Super smelly.
I almost died of lack of oxygen. -.-
Went to DanShui and fisherman wharf.
SHOPPING SPREE LIKE MAD.
bought 3 bags, 3 packs of the cripsy thinggy, many clothes and much much more ! :D
Spent 2900 already. x.x
Went XiMenDing, Spent more.
Can't help but BUY !
Can't believe that FAHRENHEIT walked the same walkway as I DID ! :D
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
So yeah, nighted with teachers again @ VIP Hotel
Day3:
Had the 'music for fun' thinggy.
Made my own harmonica.
I DIDN'T BUY IT KAYS.
BlahBlahBlah,
FuHe Highschool.
LOVED THE PEOPLE THERE.
Made friends and they were all so socialable ! :D
Went to ShiLin Night market,
Buy SO MANY DAMN MUCH OF CLOTHES LA !
Dinnered ourselves.
Overnight with JiaYan @ YoAi Hotel.
Day4:
Went to the Rabbit brand pencil making factory.
MADE MY OWN PENCILS.
I loved the one that said: Hi, I love FAHRENHEIT !
WUCHUN
ARRON
JIRO
CALVIN.
AWESOME LA !
Went to the National center for traditional arts.
HEY I BREATHED OUT SMOKE OKAYS. As in steam? 0.o
Bought stuff for my dad and blahblahblah.
Went to the nightmarket near the hotel and SHOPPED LIKE MAD AGAIN.
Overnighted with jiayan @ YoAi Hotel.
Day 5:
Went to ZhongHua High.
The people there damn quiet.
So, didnt make much friends.
HuiQin did thou.
Went shopping at the blog supplier thinggy.
The place was super easy to walk and super cheap.
Then went to RaoHe again. -.-
Overnighted with Jiayan @ VIP hotel.
Day6:
went back to singapore.
FINALLY.
The only day that we didn't go night market.
Now you know how much I shopped.
10+ clothes,
3+ bags,
4+ Shoes.
ETCETCETC.
I love taiwan.
Okay, I'm done.
Going to update on MYO attendance already.
End of month is coming.
Okay I'm looking forward to Xmas but I haven't buy presents yet.
okay, tell me what to buy and do.
Xmas presents for:
-Val
-Shermaine
-Sheryl
-Linette
-Wilcent ( FORGOT HIS LAST YEAR THEN WAS SO PAISEH LA CUZ HE GOT GIMME)
-MYO? ( IDK i think got exchange like last year? 0.o)
OMG, so little.
LOL, I got enough money la.
AWESOME.
:D I'm happyhappyhappy.
kthxbye.
** FYI: I have to slim down, so don't ask me to go out and eat. x.x
Been snacking since taiwan till now and I'm growing fat.
walao, 1kg leh.
Need to slim down FAST.
:( DAMMIT I HATE THIS.
Taiwan.
Hi blog, going to leave you alone for at least 6 days.
Don't miss me urhs. (:
Just a quick post before I go.
OFF TO TAIWAN BABYYYY !
Now, its 4.59am.
Freaking early.
:(
Happy.
Cuz well, 1st plane trip.
And guess what.
Grace and KerErn said they'd miss me when I move to AMK.
HAHAHAHAHAH, I miss them already la.
How long since I last saw them.
Too excited and posted it on facebook.
:D HAHA, wenbing say that publicly announce=must buy gifts.
Hmm, should.
But dk what to buy.
food stuff can't last until 25dec, can they?
:(
Okay. So.
I guess I'm done.
Next up: Super long post about the trip to taiwan. presumably on 19dec. (:
XMAS IS COMING.
Havent shop yet.
done.
kthxbye.
-weird ending-
Don't miss me urhs. (:
Just a quick post before I go.
OFF TO TAIWAN BABYYYY !
Now, its 4.59am.
Freaking early.
:(
Happy.
Cuz well, 1st plane trip.
And guess what.
Grace and KerErn said they'd miss me when I move to AMK.
HAHAHAHAHAH, I miss them already la.
How long since I last saw them.
Too excited and posted it on facebook.
:D HAHA, wenbing say that publicly announce=must buy gifts.
Hmm, should.
But dk what to buy.
food stuff can't last until 25dec, can they?
:(
Okay. So.
I guess I'm done.
Next up: Super long post about the trip to taiwan. presumably on 19dec. (:
XMAS IS COMING.
Havent shop yet.
done.
kthxbye.
-weird ending-
Sunday, December 12, 2010
QUIZZES.
Hi people, I'm getting really bored.
So, QUIZ TIME !
Quiz #1 :
100 Truths:
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Milo.
2. last phone call = Dad. Had to fetch me home from church.
3. last text message = Linette.
4. last song you listened to = Xin Li You Shu- Fahrenheit !
5. last time you cried = Few weeks ago.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= No.
7. been cheated on = No.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = No.
9. lost someone special = No. All still alive.
10. been depressed = Used to think that I was. So, no.
11. been drunk and threw up = No.
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. Grey
14. Brown
THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Duh.
16. Fallen out of love = Ya.
17. Laughed until you cried = Ya.
18. Met someone who changed you = Ya. They taught me not to trust in anyone but yourself.
19. Found out who your true friends were = No, found out that last year. This year, I thought I did, but I didnt.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = No, surprisingly. Low-profile.
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = No.
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Most.
24. Do you have any pets = No.
25. Do you want to change your name = Used to. Not now.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Exams and studied.
27. What time did you wake up today = 10:34am.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = No curfew. (as in really go out till damn late.)
32. What are you listening to right now = Zhong Yu Ming Bai- Power Station
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Everything that happened yesterday night.
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook> Blog> Twitter.
37. Nicknames = Estie-> Val, Linette, Alvah(Used to on FB). Ee En-> Vinny. -_-
38. Relationship Status = Single and unavailable.
39. Zodiac sign = Libra.
40. Male or female? = Female
41. Elementary? = Pei Chun Public School
42. Middle School = Mayflower Secondary School
44. Hair color = Dyed brown. :D
45. Long or short = Shoulder length.
46. Height = 157cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = No. Got over it. -_-
48. What do you like about yourself? = I get over boys and things easily.
49. Piercings = Ears .
50. Tattoos = None.
51. Righty or lefty= Righty.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery= None.
53. First piercing = Ears.
54. First best friend = Grace.
55. First kiss = None.
56. First vacation = Malaysia.
58. First crush = Not worth mentioning.
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Nothing.
60. Drinking = Nothing.
61. I'm about to = Get scolded by my Dad for using computer. Again. -.-
62. Listening to = Zhong Yu Ming Bai- PS.
63. Waiting for = TAIWAN. TOMORROW.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = Never thought this much yet.
65. Get Married? = Please? Can guys be trusted?
66. Career? = Air-coned office staff. -> High Class attire or something.
WHICH IS BETTER?:
67. Lips or eyes = Both.
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller = Taller.
70. Older or Younger = Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = BOTH.
73. Sensitive or loud = Not over-sensitive and not too loud. Should know when to shut up.
74. Hook-up or relationship = None.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Don't know.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No.
77. Drank hard liquor = Hard? No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Lost glasses. In the sea. -.-
79. Sex on first date = No.
80. Broken someone's heart = Doubt so..?
81. Had your own heart broken = Thrice.
82. Been arrested = No.
83. Turned someone down = Yah.
84. Cried when someone died = No. People who died are not the ones close to me.
85. Fallen for a friend = Can anyone fall for strangers? -_-
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Yah, Who else.
87. Miracles = Don't know.
88. Love at first sight= Sort of?
89. Heaven = Ya.
90. Santa Claus = No.
91. Kiss on the first date = No.
92. Angels = Ya.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = No.
95. Did you sing today? = Yah, duh.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = Sec1. To be laughing my ass off daily.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = When Dad allowed me to go Youth@BC.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody? = Sort of.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Duh.
Quiz #2:
80 Truths.
1. What color is your toothbrush?
Green, EW.
2. Name one person that made you smile today?
No one, I didn't smile today.
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Sleeping.
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Watching Chinese Paladin by HuGe and CrystalLiu.
5. What is your favorite candy?
Mentos. Grape flavoured.
6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Too young to.
7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Bye kor.
8. What is the best ice cream flavor?
Chocolate.
9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Milo.
10. What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
40 Hours in CO camp. Forced myself to not sleep and was tired the next day.
11. Have you ever made a promise you'd die to keep?
Ya.
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
No, Going to. TAIWAN MAH !
13. The last sporting event you watched?
Forgot. Think was jogging.
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
BOTH !
15. Who is the last person you sent a message on facebook?
Andrea.
16. Ever go camping?
Duh.
17. Do you take vitamins daily?
No.
18. Do you have a pet?
No. Don't want it too. Used to want.
19. Do you have a tan?
Duh. -_-
20. Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
Depends. Not all chinese food nice la.
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Sometimes.
22. What did your last text message say?
I haven't ask them yet.
23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Prepare to go Taiwan, sit plane, reach taiwan, go TaiPei 101, Shihlin etc etc.
24. Where is your dad?
In his room watching tv.
25. Look to your left, what do you see?
Wall.
26. What color is your watch?
Purple duh.
27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
Chocolate.
28. What is your birthstone?
Opal.
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Go in la. Can't drive. Too young.
30. What is your favorite number?
813.
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Dad. -_- Had to fetch me home la.
32. Any plans today?
Pack my luggage bag and prepare for TaiWan.
33. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
My dad's home. :(
34. Last song listened to?
Zhong Yu Ming Bai- PS.
35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Huh?
36. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
Twice a week.
37. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
High Flipflops. They make me look and feel taller.
38. Are you jealous of anyone?
Ya.
39. Is anyone jealous of you?
How would I know.
40. Do you love anyone?
Definitely, myself.
41. Do any of your friends have children?
Ya, my friends includes adults. -.-
42. What do you usually do during the day?
Sleep.
43. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Ya. I still don't feel guilty or whatever.
44. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
No, I say Hi instead.
45. What color is your car?
No car.
46. Do you like cats?
No, Kittens better.
47. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Huh?
48. How did you get your worst scar?
Got no scars. All heal.
49. last cigarette?
181110.
50. last CD played?
Hi, My sweetheart.
51. last BUBBLE bath?
P2? Then my dad took away the bathtub. -.-
52. last time you cried?
Few weeks ago.
53. last meal?
5 Hours back.
54. have you ever dated someone twice?
No.
55. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?
No.
56. have you ever fallen in love?
Duh.
57. You ever lost someone?
No, they didn't die.
58. have you ever slept until 1pm?:
Ya.
59. Have you ever been drunk and threw up?
No.
60. list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to –
Myself
Myself
Myself
Myself
Tamilyn.
61. list THREE favorite colors/shades —
Purple, Grey, Brown.
62. Laughed until you cried:
Used to.
63. Went behind your parents back:
Huh?
64. Your last kiss:
Forgot.
65. Gay Marriage?
Huh?
66. Lowering the drinking age?
Makes no difference. -.-
67. Who are the best huggers that you know?
No one? Geesh.
68. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Sort of.
69. Is there something you want to tell someone?
Ya. Confidential.
70. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Don't know. But its living stones thinggy.
71. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
Huh?
72. How many kids do you want to have?
Don't know.
73. Do you want to change your name?
No.
74. Last time you saw your father?
Few hours ago.
75. What time did you wake up today?
10.34am.
76. how old are you?
14.
77. What were you doing at midnight last night:
Watching Chinese Paladin.
78. What is your favorite thing in your room?
Bed. My room's empty now.
79. Where is your best friend right now?
I have no best friend. Closest friend= Tamilyn.
80. Anything else to say?
No. -.-
So, QUIZ TIME !
Quiz #1 :
100 Truths:
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Milo.
2. last phone call = Dad. Had to fetch me home from church.
3. last text message = Linette.
4. last song you listened to = Xin Li You Shu- Fahrenheit !
5. last time you cried = Few weeks ago.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice= No.
7. been cheated on = No.
8. kissed someone & regretted it = No.
9. lost someone special = No. All still alive.
10. been depressed = Used to think that I was. So, no.
11. been drunk and threw up = No.
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. Grey
14. Brown
THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Duh.
16. Fallen out of love = Ya.
17. Laughed until you cried = Ya.
18. Met someone who changed you = Ya. They taught me not to trust in anyone but yourself.
19. Found out who your true friends were = No, found out that last year. This year, I thought I did, but I didnt.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = No, surprisingly. Low-profile.
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = No.
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Most.
24. Do you have any pets = No.
25. Do you want to change your name = Used to. Not now.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Exams and studied.
27. What time did you wake up today = 10:34am.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = No curfew. (as in really go out till damn late.)
32. What are you listening to right now = Zhong Yu Ming Bai- Power Station
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Everything that happened yesterday night.
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook> Blog> Twitter.
37. Nicknames = Estie-> Val, Linette, Alvah(Used to on FB). Ee En-> Vinny. -_-
38. Relationship Status = Single and unavailable.
39. Zodiac sign = Libra.
40. Male or female? = Female
41. Elementary? = Pei Chun Public School
42. Middle School = Mayflower Secondary School
44. Hair color = Dyed brown. :D
45. Long or short = Shoulder length.
46. Height = 157cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = No. Got over it. -_-
48. What do you like about yourself? = I get over boys and things easily.
49. Piercings = Ears .
50. Tattoos = None.
51. Righty or lefty= Righty.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery= None.
53. First piercing = Ears.
54. First best friend = Grace.
55. First kiss = None.
56. First vacation = Malaysia.
58. First crush = Not worth mentioning.
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Nothing.
60. Drinking = Nothing.
61. I'm about to = Get scolded by my Dad for using computer. Again. -.-
62. Listening to = Zhong Yu Ming Bai- PS.
63. Waiting for = TAIWAN. TOMORROW.
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = Never thought this much yet.
65. Get Married? = Please? Can guys be trusted?
66. Career? = Air-coned office staff. -> High Class attire or something.
WHICH IS BETTER?:
67. Lips or eyes = Both.
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller = Taller.
70. Older or Younger = Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = BOTH.
73. Sensitive or loud = Not over-sensitive and not too loud. Should know when to shut up.
74. Hook-up or relationship = None.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Don't know.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No.
77. Drank hard liquor = Hard? No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Lost glasses. In the sea. -.-
79. Sex on first date = No.
80. Broken someone's heart = Doubt so..?
81. Had your own heart broken = Thrice.
82. Been arrested = No.
83. Turned someone down = Yah.
84. Cried when someone died = No. People who died are not the ones close to me.
85. Fallen for a friend = Can anyone fall for strangers? -_-
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Yah, Who else.
87. Miracles = Don't know.
88. Love at first sight= Sort of?
89. Heaven = Ya.
90. Santa Claus = No.
91. Kiss on the first date = No.
92. Angels = Ya.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = No.
95. Did you sing today? = Yah, duh.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = Sec1. To be laughing my ass off daily.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = When Dad allowed me to go Youth@BC.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody? = Sort of.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Duh.
Quiz #2:
80 Truths.
1. What color is your toothbrush?
Green, EW.
2. Name one person that made you smile today?
No one, I didn't smile today.
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Sleeping.
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Watching Chinese Paladin by HuGe and CrystalLiu.
5. What is your favorite candy?
Mentos. Grape flavoured.
6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Too young to.
7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
Bye kor.
8. What is the best ice cream flavor?
Chocolate.
9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Milo.
10. What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
40 Hours in CO camp. Forced myself to not sleep and was tired the next day.
11. Have you ever made a promise you'd die to keep?
Ya.
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
No, Going to. TAIWAN MAH !
13. The last sporting event you watched?
Forgot. Think was jogging.
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
BOTH !
15. Who is the last person you sent a message on facebook?
Andrea.
16. Ever go camping?
Duh.
17. Do you take vitamins daily?
No.
18. Do you have a pet?
No. Don't want it too. Used to want.
19. Do you have a tan?
Duh. -_-
20. Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
Depends. Not all chinese food nice la.
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Sometimes.
22. What did your last text message say?
I haven't ask them yet.
23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Prepare to go Taiwan, sit plane, reach taiwan, go TaiPei 101, Shihlin etc etc.
24. Where is your dad?
In his room watching tv.
25. Look to your left, what do you see?
Wall.
26. What color is your watch?
Purple duh.
27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
Chocolate.
28. What is your birthstone?
Opal.
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Go in la. Can't drive. Too young.
30. What is your favorite number?
813.
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Dad. -_- Had to fetch me home la.
32. Any plans today?
Pack my luggage bag and prepare for TaiWan.
33. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
My dad's home. :(
34. Last song listened to?
Zhong Yu Ming Bai- PS.
35. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Huh?
36. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
Twice a week.
37. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
High Flipflops. They make me look and feel taller.
38. Are you jealous of anyone?
Ya.
39. Is anyone jealous of you?
How would I know.
40. Do you love anyone?
Definitely, myself.
41. Do any of your friends have children?
Ya, my friends includes adults. -.-
42. What do you usually do during the day?
Sleep.
43. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Ya. I still don't feel guilty or whatever.
44. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
No, I say Hi instead.
45. What color is your car?
No car.
46. Do you like cats?
No, Kittens better.
47. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Huh?
48. How did you get your worst scar?
Got no scars. All heal.
49. last cigarette?
181110.
50. last CD played?
Hi, My sweetheart.
51. last BUBBLE bath?
P2? Then my dad took away the bathtub. -.-
52. last time you cried?
Few weeks ago.
53. last meal?
5 Hours back.
54. have you ever dated someone twice?
No.
55. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?
No.
56. have you ever fallen in love?
Duh.
57. You ever lost someone?
No, they didn't die.
58. have you ever slept until 1pm?:
Ya.
59. Have you ever been drunk and threw up?
No.
60. list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to –
Myself
Myself
Myself
Myself
Tamilyn.
61. list THREE favorite colors/shades —
Purple, Grey, Brown.
62. Laughed until you cried:
Used to.
63. Went behind your parents back:
Huh?
64. Your last kiss:
Forgot.
65. Gay Marriage?
Huh?
66. Lowering the drinking age?
Makes no difference. -.-
67. Who are the best huggers that you know?
No one? Geesh.
68. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Sort of.
69. Is there something you want to tell someone?
Ya. Confidential.
70. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Don't know. But its living stones thinggy.
71. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
Huh?
72. How many kids do you want to have?
Don't know.
73. Do you want to change your name?
No.
74. Last time you saw your father?
Few hours ago.
75. What time did you wake up today?
10.34am.
76. how old are you?
14.
77. What were you doing at midnight last night:
Watching Chinese Paladin.
78. What is your favorite thing in your room?
Bed. My room's empty now.
79. Where is your best friend right now?
I have no best friend. Closest friend= Tamilyn.
80. Anything else to say?
No. -.-
A heartbreak isn't always as loud as an explosion. Sometimes, its like a feather falling and the only one that can hear it is you.
Hi blog,
I desperately need a listening ear.
Do you mind?
Taiwan tomorrow.
It still feels like a dream.
Like, HUH ? TOMORROW ?
So fast.
So anyways,
damn upset yesterday.
Felt left out again.
Upsetness turned into hatred.
I don't know how it became like that.
Haiz.
I just can't forget.
Hate this feeling.
Hate the people who did these.
I thought they were different okays.
I trusted so much in them.
How wrong.
I'm not the same anymore.
I will never be the same towards them anymore.
I'll never forget.
The last time I felt this was in Sec1 end of year.
Now its Sec2 end of year.
When's the next. :(
I'm gonna get over it,
and get further away from them.
Upset max.
No more mood to write.
kthxbye.
I desperately need a listening ear.
Do you mind?
Taiwan tomorrow.
It still feels like a dream.
Like, HUH ? TOMORROW ?
So fast.
So anyways,
damn upset yesterday.
Felt left out again.
Upsetness turned into hatred.
I don't know how it became like that.
Haiz.
I just can't forget.
Hate this feeling.
Hate the people who did these.
I thought they were different okays.
I trusted so much in them.
How wrong.
I'm not the same anymore.
I will never be the same towards them anymore.
I'll never forget.
The last time I felt this was in Sec1 end of year.
Now its Sec2 end of year.
When's the next. :(
I'm gonna get over it,
and get further away from them.
Upset max.
No more mood to write.
kthxbye.
Friday, December 10, 2010
I saw you looking at her and remembered that you used to look at me that way.
YES BABYYY !
DA GONG GAO CHENG.
Moved alot of the furniture out already.
*clapclap*
Taiwan, WAIT FOR ME.
So looking forward to he stay at AMK.
Near to my school.
Anyway,
farking irritated by my dad.
EH PLS LA.
I never eat dinner last night and wanted to eat breakfast today.
Then he say like: Wahlao, tell her pls eat faster la.
WTF. KNN.
Then i eat at 10, he made that as an excuse for me to stay and 'guard' over the lorry while
he, mum, matthew cousin, his friend and his friend's wife, go eat.
Eh farking pissing off la.
Then he say: you want go drink then drink.
WAH DAMMIT LA.
Of cuz I never.
Then he suddenly want chiong everything.
Then make me super pissed.
Okay, peace.
Anyways,today is going to be busy !
Now its 3+ and have to reach airport by 7.
They fetch their friend, I mrt to Bedok for oikos.
They still have to move summore things.
Oh dammit.
Hope this shit ends soon.
Tonight.
Haiz.
Nvminds.
Just glad that I don't have to face those xiao didi who act beng.
See them want puke la pls.
(: Have to go. Updating tomorrow.
None for next week. (:
kthxbye.
DA GONG GAO CHENG.
Moved alot of the furniture out already.
*clapclap*
Taiwan, WAIT FOR ME.
So looking forward to he stay at AMK.
Near to my school.
Anyway,
farking irritated by my dad.
EH PLS LA.
I never eat dinner last night and wanted to eat breakfast today.
Then he say like: Wahlao, tell her pls eat faster la.
WTF. KNN.
Then i eat at 10, he made that as an excuse for me to stay and 'guard' over the lorry while
he, mum, matthew cousin, his friend and his friend's wife, go eat.
Eh farking pissing off la.
Then he say: you want go drink then drink.
WAH DAMMIT LA.
Of cuz I never.
Then he suddenly want chiong everything.
Then make me super pissed.
Okay, peace.
Anyways,today is going to be busy !
Now its 3+ and have to reach airport by 7.
They fetch their friend, I mrt to Bedok for oikos.
They still have to move summore things.
Oh dammit.
Hope this shit ends soon.
Tonight.
Haiz.
Nvminds.
Just glad that I don't have to face those xiao didi who act beng.
See them want puke la pls.
(: Have to go. Updating tomorrow.
None for next week. (:
kthxbye.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Better to have never met you in my dreams than to reach for hands that ain't there.
YAY. Just finished watching Legend of the Condor Heroes.
Next up is Return of the Condor Heroes.
I wanna see the one with CrystalLiuYiFei.
Not Christopher Lee and Fann Wong that one, oh PLEASE.
Now listening to the opening song of Legend of the Condor Heroes.
>> Wu Yun Ran << http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gu1f6arH18
By HuGe. Hot max.
I think his voice is average.
I like the tune of the song.
Shall go watch Lucifer later.
By SHINee.
I like the dance, but don't like the members.
FAHRENHEIT IS STILL THE BEST.
Kpop favourite is still BigBang. <3
Damn it.
Its just ten and my parents are nagging me to sleep already.
4 MORE DAYS , YAY !
I WANNA SEE FAHRENHEIT IN TAIWAN !
I WANNA SEE CHUN !
AND ARRON !
AND JIRO !
-Shan't be biased-
AND CALVIN !
I'm jumping up and down nows.
Anyways,
I dowant same room with YanLi they all liaos.
Oh, anyways, she's awesome.
:D
Maybe rooming with ChuaJiaYan.
Hope that the conductor buy his own room or something la.
Otherwise JiaYan and I need share room with other people.
And most rooms already got 4 people.
Pathetic la.
Aiya, bored now la.
And I still don't know what to do.
But blog. -_-
Boring post coming up, better shoo somewhere else.
I'm glad bro went to army.
So I can use his lappy.
Anyways,
FRUITFUL DAY TODAY !
Packed my room.
Found the 5566 and Energy Disc.
They were the first bands I ever knew.
Old la. I know.
My bro has them when I helped him pack his stuff today.
That time,
I was like damn young.
Both brothers were like mad over it.
So I look up to them or something mah.
Then thought they were pretty cool.
Now, I think they are plain ugly. Sorry.
I mean they surely aged or something,
and FAHRENHEIT SHALL TAKE OVER.
OMFG.
I think Toro's in Energy.
I'm slow kays. Like so many years already. -_-
My room's empty, I'm in my bro's room.
My room= Live Horror Film show going on every minute.
Damn disgusting.
I don't know how I take care until like that.
Bloody hell scary.
But neverminds,
this room is going to have a new owner.
Who will freak out more than me, for sure.
HAHAHAH. Should buy some dead cockroaches and put them in my room.
Or maybe hang ghost figurines upside down in my room.
Nah kidding,
I would scared die before the new owner.
HAHA then I haunt the house.
Nah kiddings.
I wanna go to heaven.
But sort of impossible. Hehes.
Worst part?
I didn't try to change this fact.
:(
So I'm not planning to die so early.
OH OH OH !
I LOVE MY BRO'S GIRLF !
She awesome la, unlike him.
*sexist*
jkjks.
I help him yesterday.
By telling dad and mum that he and his girlf quarrel.
Then he say more convincing.
When they didn't even quarrel.
I feel like a good sis.
But bad at the same time.
Neverminds.
His girlf good la,
say want buy gummy for me. (Y) !
He leh?
GO DIE LA.
Walao, say want buy ShihLin Chicken for me.
Please? I'll be eating the real version of it 4 days later ! :D
But, Singapore one okay.
Then he say dowant.
GAY LA.
-_-
-Desperate attempt to defame him-
Okay. Worried.
Oikos tomorrow.
Needa chill.
My parents owe me fourteen bucks.
And, I think I can stay till late tomorrow.
Cuz They'll be going to Changi to invite their oikos member back singapore or something.
I want someone to send me off too ! :(
I want someone to wait for my return too ! :(
Untimely, my return.
I'm going to starve myself till Monday then eat like mad in Taiwan.
Bad choice.
But neverminds, once in a lifetime.
Walao piss off.
^ Last Nights' dream.
Super hate it when I think it that was so real,
so close to me,
When I let it slipp away from my grasp,
losing it forever.
I hate this feeling.
And you wake up, hopeless, helpless,
and wanting everything back.
You look at the girl who got more attention from him than you.
And you remember that he used to look at you that way.
Definitely miss those times.
But, sometimes,
the bad stuff gotta go for the good one to come.
Mirror mirror on the wall,
who is the greatest fool of them all?
Must be the girl who can't stop crying,
Or maybe the girl who never stopped trying.
Next up is Return of the Condor Heroes.
I wanna see the one with CrystalLiuYiFei.
Not Christopher Lee and Fann Wong that one, oh PLEASE.
Now listening to the opening song of Legend of the Condor Heroes.
>> Wu Yun Ran << http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gu1f6arH18
By HuGe. Hot max.
I think his voice is average.
I like the tune of the song.
Shall go watch Lucifer later.
By SHINee.
I like the dance, but don't like the members.
FAHRENHEIT IS STILL THE BEST.
Kpop favourite is still BigBang. <3
Damn it.
Its just ten and my parents are nagging me to sleep already.
4 MORE DAYS , YAY !
I WANNA SEE FAHRENHEIT IN TAIWAN !
I WANNA SEE CHUN !
AND ARRON !
AND JIRO !
-Shan't be biased-
AND CALVIN !
I'm jumping up and down nows.
Anyways,
I dowant same room with YanLi they all liaos.
Oh, anyways, she's awesome.
:D
Maybe rooming with ChuaJiaYan.
Hope that the conductor buy his own room or something la.
Otherwise JiaYan and I need share room with other people.
And most rooms already got 4 people.
Pathetic la.
Aiya, bored now la.
And I still don't know what to do.
But blog. -_-
Boring post coming up, better shoo somewhere else.
I'm glad bro went to army.
So I can use his lappy.
Anyways,
FRUITFUL DAY TODAY !
Packed my room.
Found the 5566 and Energy Disc.
They were the first bands I ever knew.
Old la. I know.
My bro has them when I helped him pack his stuff today.
That time,
I was like damn young.
Both brothers were like mad over it.
So I look up to them or something mah.
Then thought they were pretty cool.
Now, I think they are plain ugly. Sorry.
I mean they surely aged or something,
and FAHRENHEIT SHALL TAKE OVER.
OMFG.
I think Toro's in Energy.
I'm slow kays. Like so many years already. -_-
My room's empty, I'm in my bro's room.
My room= Live Horror Film show going on every minute.
Damn disgusting.
I don't know how I take care until like that.
Bloody hell scary.
But neverminds,
this room is going to have a new owner.
Who will freak out more than me, for sure.
HAHAHAH. Should buy some dead cockroaches and put them in my room.
Or maybe hang ghost figurines upside down in my room.
Nah kidding,
I would scared die before the new owner.
HAHA then I haunt the house.
Nah kiddings.
I wanna go to heaven.
But sort of impossible. Hehes.
Worst part?
I didn't try to change this fact.
:(
So I'm not planning to die so early.
OH OH OH !
I LOVE MY BRO'S GIRLF !
She awesome la, unlike him.
*sexist*
jkjks.
I help him yesterday.
By telling dad and mum that he and his girlf quarrel.
Then he say more convincing.
When they didn't even quarrel.
I feel like a good sis.
But bad at the same time.
Neverminds.
His girlf good la,
say want buy gummy for me. (Y) !
He leh?
GO DIE LA.
Walao, say want buy ShihLin Chicken for me.
Please? I'll be eating the real version of it 4 days later ! :D
But, Singapore one okay.
Then he say dowant.
GAY LA.
-_-
-Desperate attempt to defame him-
Okay. Worried.
Oikos tomorrow.
Needa chill.
My parents owe me fourteen bucks.
And, I think I can stay till late tomorrow.
Cuz They'll be going to Changi to invite their oikos member back singapore or something.
I want someone to send me off too ! :(
I want someone to wait for my return too ! :(
Untimely, my return.
I'm going to starve myself till Monday then eat like mad in Taiwan.
Bad choice.
But neverminds, once in a lifetime.
Walao piss off.
^ Last Nights' dream.
Super hate it when I think it that was so real,
so close to me,
When I let it slipp away from my grasp,
losing it forever.
I hate this feeling.
And you wake up, hopeless, helpless,
and wanting everything back.
You look at the girl who got more attention from him than you.
And you remember that he used to look at you that way.
Definitely miss those times.
But, sometimes,
the bad stuff gotta go for the good one to come.
Mirror mirror on the wall,
who is the greatest fool of them all?
Must be the girl who can't stop crying,
Or maybe the girl who never stopped trying.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Sometimes the feelings we start to have again are feelings that never really went away in the first place.
Hi blog,
busy these few days.
Preparing to shift house to AngMoKio.
YAY. Its just during that days when I'm at Taiwan.
Back from church a few hours ago.
Sat at the back today.
I'm going to drag my lazy ass to jog at the canal downstairs.
I don't wanna grow fatter. :(
So anyways, rewatching Legend of the Condor Heroes.
Nothing much yet.
ArielLin is awesome.
HuGe is awesome too.
I'm starting to be able to differentiate Calvin and Arron's voice. :D
WuChun and Jiro ones are very distinctive.
Okay, I'm done.
Not much to update already.
kthxbye.
busy these few days.
Preparing to shift house to AngMoKio.
YAY. Its just during that days when I'm at Taiwan.
Back from church a few hours ago.
Sat at the back today.
I'm going to drag my lazy ass to jog at the canal downstairs.
I don't wanna grow fatter. :(
So anyways, rewatching Legend of the Condor Heroes.
Nothing much yet.
ArielLin is awesome.
HuGe is awesome too.
I'm starting to be able to differentiate Calvin and Arron's voice. :D
WuChun and Jiro ones are very distinctive.
Okay, I'm done.
Not much to update already.
kthxbye.
Friday, December 3, 2010
If you asked me how many times you've crossed my mind, I`d say once because you've never really left.
HELLO, I'M BACK FROM CO CAMP !
-clapclap-
Tired, but not going to sleep now.
Have to pack my messy room.
Didnt wanna go oikos today cuz was sick.
But, HAD TO. x.x
I feel dead already.
So nevermind, the camp sucked.
I was sick the 2nd and 3rd day.
I went to the toilet at least 20 times on the 2nd day. -_-
BBQ was damn little.
Being super excited for taiwan !
Will have a group hoodie.
Livia's friend wanna buy it from me cuz she want.
I don't want. But have to buy.
So I don't mind giving her. (:
Made new friends. YAY !
Talked to YongLing alot.
Anyways, YanLi coming to 3D.
Super happy.
Didn't play watergames.
Lucky me.
Then, day 2 bathe at 1130pm. Awesome max.
With YongLing, Alina, YanLi, Serene.
Didnt sleep on Day 1.
I was like forcing myself to stay awake. But was really bored.
So anyways.
I'm off. I don't want to talk about CO Camp already.
Just say, had madloads of practice.
kthxbye.
-clapclap-
Tired, but not going to sleep now.
Have to pack my messy room.
Didnt wanna go oikos today cuz was sick.
But, HAD TO. x.x
I feel dead already.
So nevermind, the camp sucked.
I was sick the 2nd and 3rd day.
I went to the toilet at least 20 times on the 2nd day. -_-
BBQ was damn little.
Being super excited for taiwan !
Will have a group hoodie.
Livia's friend wanna buy it from me cuz she want.
I don't want. But have to buy.
So I don't mind giving her. (:
Made new friends. YAY !
Talked to YongLing alot.
Anyways, YanLi coming to 3D.
Super happy.
Didn't play watergames.
Lucky me.
Then, day 2 bathe at 1130pm. Awesome max.
With YongLing, Alina, YanLi, Serene.
Didnt sleep on Day 1.
I was like forcing myself to stay awake. But was really bored.
So anyways.
I'm off. I don't want to talk about CO Camp already.
Just say, had madloads of practice.
kthxbye.